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Pandora

if you need me ... you can't have me.......

About Me



i'm in love with a ghost....
that haunts my dreams
i can't stop loving this ghost
who won't stop haunting my
dreams



---- we'll never meet someone
that's the same
as anyone else ----

lie to me at times
.....when skies are grey

but i prefer
the black skies of truth
for the sun always seems to shine brighter
.......after the storm

peculiar
....how pain
and stress....
can paint such exquisite masterpieces
.....inside my head

Myspace .. Now Icons

Make your own Banner here!

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i want
to
run away.............

My Interests



honesty
.....tempered with compassion,
keeps the bridge of respect strong
allowing relationships
to move beyond the banal
and into deeper waters

www.blackmesais.org

Check out this website, very important issues and information

www.ienearth.org

and here
http://protectbearbutte.live.radicaldesigns.org/article.php? list=type&type=4


I'd like to meet:


weird, strange, odd, artistic, creative, dark, intoxicating, obscure, sexy, adventurous

CURRENT MOON lunar phase

Music:



#1 Peter Murphy, Abney Park, Adam & the Ants, AinSophAur, Alchemy, Alien Sex Fiend, Andi Sex Gang, Android Lust, Ashengrace, Attrition, Audra, Bad Religion, Bauhaus, Bel Canto, Berlin, Blackfire, Black Flag, Black Lodge Singers, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Black Rebel Motor Cycle Club, Berlin, The Blush Response, Blutengel, Blutzukker, Bob Marley, The Bolshoi, Broken Bones, Boomtown Rats, Bunny Wailer, Burning Spear, The Buzzcocks, Cabaret Voltaire, Camp Z, Chemical Brothers, Chris Connelly, Chris & Cosey, The Chucky Monroes, Clannad, Clan of Xymox, Clash, Cocteau Twins, Coil, Collide, Covenant, Cozad, Cranes, Crocoldile Shop, Cruxshadows, Crystal Method, Cult, Cure, Current 93, D-Pressive, Daniel Ash, Dave Gahan, David Sylvian, De/Vision, Dead Boys, Dead Can Dance, Death in June, Depeche Mode, Diatribe, Dolly Parton (can’t help it), Dresden Dolls, Echo & the Bunnymen, Edward Kaspel, Element, Einsturzende Neubauten, Enigma, Enya, Erasure, Eyabay, Fixx, Flesh Eating Foundation, Frazier Chorus, Front 242, Front Line Assembly, Gang of Four, Gary Numan, Girls Love Dead Boys, Girls Under Glass, God Machine, Goldfrapp, Gorillaz, Gothminister, Grey Horse Singers, Gram Rabbit, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Hat in the Box, Horror Pops, Huun-Huur-Tu, Iggy, Indigo Girls, Inkubus Sukkubus, In Strict Confidence, Interpol, INXS, Jarboe, Joachim Witt, Johnny Cash, Jolly Boys, Joy Division, Kate Bush, Katscan, Killing Joke, KMFDM, Kraftwerk, Laibach, L’ame Immortelle, Laurie Anderson, Leaether Strip, Legendary Pink Dots, Le Grendel, Leonard Cohen, Lisa Gerrard, London After Midnight, Lords of Acid, Lords of the New Church, Loreena McKennitt, Louis XIV, Love & Rockets, Love Spirals Downwards, Luftwaffe, Lycia, Martin Gore, Meg Lee Chin, Mephisto Walz, Mercy Cage, Midnight Syndicate, Ministry, Morticians, Muzza Monroe, Thrill Kill Kult, New Order, New York Room, Nick Cave (& Badseeds), Nicki Jaine, Nimheil, NIN, Nitzer Ebb, Oscura, Ohgr, Oingo Boingo, OMD, Patsy Cline, Peter Tosh, Pigeon Lake Singers, Pigface, Pink Floyd, Poe, Portishead, Prince, Project Pitchfork, Psychadelic Furs, Psychic TV, PIL, Punish Yourself, The Quantum Dots, Rammstein, Razed in Black, Recoil, Red Bull, Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, RevCo, Revue Noir, Rob/White Zomie, Robyn Hitchcock, Run Level Zero, Secret Garden, Sinead O’Connor, Sizzortail, Seabound, Sex Pistols, Shu-de, Siouxie, Sisters of Mercy, Sister Machine Gun, Shivaree, Shreikback, Simple Minds, Skinny Puppy, Sky Cries Mary, Sleep Chamber, Smokeytown Singers, Social Distortion, Steel Pulse, Steve Shaw, Strafbomber, The Strand, Swans, TSOL, Tarwater, Tear Garden, The The, Theokrats, This Mortal Coil, Throbbing Gristle, Tones on Tail, Tory Amos, Tory Z Starbuck, Train, Type O Negative, Tom Waits, Tracy Chapman, Virgin Prunes, Valence, Voltaire, Warforge, Wary Approach, Whitefish Bay, Wolfgang Press, Wolfsheim, Wumpscut, Yaz, VNV Nation … among others. Industrial, Goth, Punk, New Wave, Powwow, Round Dance, Stomp Dance, Bluegrass, Blues, Reggae, Dancehall Reggae, Flute, Celtic

Here's my page that I'm using to keep track of bands on myspace.....I'm working on creating a page to add bands and magazines to, instead of this one, makes it too time consuming to find friends that I want to say hi to. Hopefully this will make it easier.
http://www.myspace.com/gelfling67

Movies:



always wanted a pet human

Television:


Rarely watch TV, but when I do ** Six Feet Under * Curb Your Enthusiasm * Deadwood * Discovery Channel * History Channel * MTV *
* Bam Mangera, Jack Ass --- I love when people do stupid shit and it causes pain .... it's uh, funny.

Books:

Heroes:


those that don't step on others
to make themselves feel taller

my children

and those i trust

My girls are enrolled members of the Muscogee (Creek) Nation

My daughter explained to me one night as we were getting her ready for bed...... "YOU KNOW WHAT MOMMY? IF YOU PUT CANDY UNDER YOUR PILLOW ...... YOU'LL HAVE SWEET DREAMS" ......she then placed her candy under the pillow....

My Blog

just talking

over lunch today, i met with a personal trainer at my gym....YAY!  and i'm going to an archaeology lecture on the Cahokia mounds Friday night.....double YAY!!  and then Saturday morning wi...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 02:06:00 PST

strange ponderings...........

strange ponderings   as my hands fondled each other, my brain noticed they were a little dry which prompted me to pick up the lotion sitting on my desk and slather it on   now, have no do...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:57:00 PST

blue

my youngest daughter is quite the avid little painter. asks me to set up her paints almost every evening before bed. and she cranks them out. well, her paint is pretty much all gone, and she insist...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 11:04:00 PST

butterscotch

Have you ever tasted a voice/music?   Years ago, I went to a show with a friend and we were standing in the back of the bar when the band went on  I had never heard this band before, but as soon...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:06:00 PST

a boat swims between her legs

Just got back in town. Weekend was awesome, except it went way to fast : (Garden of the Gods (IL) was majestic!!! It was chilly and windy, so while hiking, i imagined some of my friends in long flow...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:21:00 PST

///......

packed!!!!!!!!!
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:41:00 PST

leeeps

oh oh oh...and i found my glow in the dark lipstick....that i have yet to wear.......wonder if it really works? would be cool body paint! seeeee....here i go again.time to whip the nine out and put ...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:18:00 PST

ants

guess what i just accomplished?packing you might say....well....No. closer, but not at all.i just finished setting up my daughters ant farm. fun, eh?got the ants today, but she was already on her wa...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 11:13:00 PST

grrrrrrrrrrr x 2

okay, not got anything packed at this pointstill can't find my battery charger and i'm pissed because i've looked everywhereso i know it's now somewhere really OBVIOUSlewd language intermittently slip...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:56:00 PST

arggghhhh.....

it's 11 and i'm just now starting to pack for my trip...don't have to pack much of course. but i can't find my camera battery charger -- major ----> : ( about that!wish i was packed so i could hav...
Posted by Pandora-(Nyx) on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 09:10:00 PST