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Blackhearted Bess

~ Had you fought like a man, you need not have been hang'd like a dog! ~

About Me


Once a wench, always a wench!

I'm five foot two and a half, with a ten foot attitude. I'm loud, opinionated, brutally honest, and a total spaz...'hyperactive' is putting it mildly, hehe!! I can go from zero to super-bitch at the drop of a hat - but lately I've been working really hard on trying to correct that. I can get away with saying that I'm 29, but I'm really 41...UGH!

I'm normally quite the hermit - preferring my own company to that of the world in general. Reason being that I have zero tolerance for stupidity. I live in the L.A. area, and you can bet that if I go out into public, I'm gonna be in the 'stupid cashier' line, or behind the moron who has no clue how to drive....I dunno, maybe it just seems that way to me, but I'm tellin ya, sometimes it seems that I'm flypaper for morons or something!

I'm a 100% self-taught hardware, software and code-geek....I love messing around with HTML, PHP, Etc....Its fun to manipulate scripts and make them do what I want them to do (instead of what they were written to do). I can geek from one end of the scope to the other - hardware, software, scripting, tech support....I love every minute of it!

I'm definately not your typical, everyday, helpless female! I actually know how to check the oil in my vehicle...not only do I know how to check it, but I can actually change it! Believe it or not, turning a wrench under the hood of a vehicle is probably one of my favorite things to do - and I dont mean just on the sissy-la-la stuff like changing the oil or sparkplugs either! I've pulled transmissions, replaced head gaskets, and installed everything from water pumps to exhaust systems. I have more tools than alotta guys that I know, and I know how to use them. Most girls are happy receiving gifts like perfume or jewelry....but not me...I prefer Craftsman over Cardin anyday! LOL!!

Here I am being Wrench Wench!

It seems that I've always lived my life under the rule of Murphy's Law. No matter what, every time I get the ball rolling, something always happens along that just fucks things right up! And even though everything else may go wrong, I can tell you that there are 2 things that I've done absolutely perfect - and those are my wonderful children! :)

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I have a fondness for Pit Bulls, and prefer them to any other breed of dog that's out there. Contrary to popular belief, these dogs are NOT mean or vicious, and do not go thru their lives looking for some innocent victim to attack! By Nature, they are loving, loyal, extremely intelligent, willing to do anything to please, hillarious and goofy creatures. They're happiest when they are just clowning around and making you laugh, or trying to be 100 pound lap dogs. Their individual personalities shine thru like no other breed I know of!

My dog Dodger is a mix of Pit Bull and Coyote (as well as some other breeds I'm sure), and has the most gentle temperment I've ever known a canine to have. He's spoiled rotten, of course...LOL! There's no other place in the world that he'd rather be than by my side. I think that if he could actually fit in my pocket, thats where he would insist on being all the time so that I would never be out of his sight. And when I look into his eyes, I know that there's more than 'just a dog' in there...he's my best friend and he loves me unconditionally. I just wish the hell he'd quit shedding everywhere, dammit! ROFLMAO!!

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Just for Today

Tell yourself:

JUST FOR TODAY my thoughts will be on my recovery, living and enjoying life without the use of drugs.

JUST FOR TODAY I will have faith in someone in NA who believes in me and wants to help me in my recovery.

JUST FOR TODAY I will have a program. I will try to follow it to the best of my ability.

JUST FOR TODAY, through NA, I will try to get a better perspective on my life.

JUST FOR TODAY I will be unafraid. My thoughts will be on my new associations, people who are not using and who have found a new way of life. So long as I follow that way, I have nothing to fear.

My Blog

Houston...we have a snore-er!!!

So, most know that I live in a Recovery Transitional House...yanno, a sober living type house....For the most part, all 9 of us that live here get along fabulously!  Of course, sharing the house ...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 05:37:00 PST

Life Shows Up...

Today, I realize just how valuable and precious life is to me...I live in a Transitional Recovery House - 'normal' people might better understand what that actually means, if I would describe it ...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 12:10:00 PST

My birthday...damn I’m getting old!!

Its my party and I'll cry if I want to..... I woke up this morning and bawled my eyes out...but not because I'm getting old.  I cried because I'm grateful... I've been through so much in my life....
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Thu, 15 May 2008 03:51:00 PST

This and That

Well, its been one hell of a weekend!  Full of mixed feelings...sadness, joy, confusion, and hope. Bottom line though, is that life is good!  Shaina might have moved away, but it was all fo...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 08:50:00 PST

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the Rainbow....

Why, oh why cant I?Because pirates dont have wings, perhaps??  LOL!! Anyway, today is a day of mixed feelings for me...MY happy little bluebird has flown beyond the Rainbow.  And though I&rs...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 02:24:00 PST

I think I hurt myself!

Never again will I try to do a handstand!  At the prompting of my rather flexible, 18 year old daughter, who told me to 'just try and see if you can still do one'...well, I tried.  For just...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 04:13:00 PST

So, this is Christmas....

Well, here it is, Christmas Day...aaaaand, it pretty much sux as far as I'm concerned!  As most people know, I'm usually pretty Grinchy anyways, but this year I've gone full personna Grinch!!&nbs...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 11:41:00 PST

"The Roof, The Roof, The Roof is On Fire!"

"We dont need no water, let the muther fucker burn! Burn muther fucker, burn!"Back in the day, that was quite a popular song at the clubs.  However, today...this very moment....there are many man...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 10:26:00 PST

Black-Hearted Bess

Ok, so yeah....I been doin' the 'Pirate' thing lately, and honestly, I'm having a freakin' blast! It started back a few months ago, when I was invited to a free screening of  Pirates of the Great...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 09:34:00 PST

The Didelphimorph and Sandy

OK, so I hear Sandy (also known as Tazarina) out in the back yard, being a total spaz and barking up a storm...I mean, its 10:15pm, so there's no reason for her to be so hysterical unless there i...
Posted by Blackhearted Bess on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 11:26:00 PST