Rahul

I'd like to meet:

People who rock.

What would happen if I change?
Just wake up one day not quite the same
Would someone wonder why?
Would someone know
how I was before?
Would they like me better
Knowing I am not the one I was
What would happen if I lie?

'Cause life ain't easy for me
Ain't easy alone
This is my path, it's lonely
"Lonely" by After Forever

If the future's looking dark
We're the ones who have to shine
If there's no one in control
We're the ones who draw the line
Though we live in trying times
We're the ones who have to try
Though we know that time has wings
We're the ones who have to fly...
"Everyday Glory" by Rush

I keep breaking all the promises
That I keep making to myself
You'd think by now that I'd be over this
Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself
So why does everything seem desperate now
I should be feeling so alive
But it feels like something's missing
Something's wrong somehow
It feels like something deep inside has died
So why do I feel desperate now
"Desperate Now" by Stabbing Westward

Break the line
We have to go
Cause theres no way back
Where we are coming from

I'm your engine
Got you strapped into my seat
Here is our tactic
We get faster
The more I scream

Come lets get away
No one drives you like I do
I'm collapsing
When the tires kiss the ground
"Break the Line" by Guano Apes

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angel wings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
"Wish I Had an Angel" by Nightwish

A walk through the shadows
We'll soon cross the line
There is one thing for sure
You'll rise nevermore
A walk through the shadows
We'll soon cross the line
Beneath these waves you'll sleep
"Beneath These Waves" by Demons & Wizards

Ominous, misleading, get entangled in yourself
It's a feeling, creeps up, deep within
Sweet taste of innocence forgotten
A semblance of confusion
"Semblance of Confusion" by After Forever

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down
"Sober" by Tool

You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
"Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails

I see faith in your eyes
Never you hear the discouraging lies
I hear faith in your cries
Broken is the promise, betrayal
The healing hand held back by the deepened nail
Follow the God that failed
"The God that Failed" by Metallica

Wandering stars, for whom it is reserved
The blackness of darkness forever
"Wandering Star" by Portishead

There's a ghost in my heart
I'm not willing to free
It symbolises me
But I'm not ready
I'm scared of the bugs
A millionth of the size of me

We're staying together for the sake of our memories
That we love and cherish, we can't let them down
"Perish" by CurveI don't know why nobody told you
How to unfold your love
I don't know how someone controlled you
They bought and sold you.
"While My Guitar Gently Weeps" by George Harrison

I am a king of honor
gold and glory
but every king must also die
have I been just and righteous
what is glory
I know I've torn and taken life
and here I stand
a small and simple man

who will trade his karma for my kingdom
a sacrificial rite to render truth
the fire in my soul rejects my wisdom
cause all you do in life comes back to you
"Karma" by Kamelot

We're gonna dive into madness of life
Heat stroke and nuts, don't live a lie
No one to blame, we don't play your game
We don't give a fuck, we're savage united
Savage united we stand!
"The Savage Union" by Edguy

If I could drive away tonight
If I could leave this tired life
If I could find a way, to let it fade I would never have to lie
If I could drive away tonight
"Drive Away" by HalfcockedYou're on any other side
Clawing up my eyes
I'm feeling your arms around me
On the other side
It's time to go
I'm hearing your voice
without words
On the other side
"Unspoken" by Lacuna CoilThis black page in history is not colorfast,
will stain the next
All that remains is just a feint of what was meant to be
"Feint" by Epica

The weavers live up the street from me
The crackheads, they live down the street from me
The tall grass makes it hard to see
Beyond my property

Hey man, this is criminal,
This hard line symmetry of people and pets
"Shit Towne" by Live

Cos you see me I got my magic pie
Think of me yeah that was me I was that passer by
I've been and now I've gone
"Magic Pie" by Oasis

Nothing's what it seems to be,
I'm a replica, I'm a replica
Empty shell inside of me
I'm not myself, I'm a replica of me...
"Replica" by Sonata Arctica

The tragic comedy divine
Paints the way to peace of mind
Leaving shallow lovers far behind

Past uncertainties combine
Bringing tears to sleepless eyes
Memory runs the course of time

Blood runs cold beyond the violet prison
For violent visions
And so the broken record plays
As you throw us away
"Violet" by The Birthday MassacreThere are no words for what you are
No way i'll ever quite explain
They are too fearful for reason
Only the veil that is to blame

I'm out of my mind
There's no words to communicate to you
"Communion" by theSTARTBoring and old are the things you're told
About the outside world
Just wearing black
Wont take care of that
Don't be stupid girl
"Mascara" by Killing Heidi

The felix of your truth will always break it
And the iris of your eye will always shake it
And the armies, the armies I have created
Will always hate it
Will always bait you on
"Iris" by Live

So listen up - this sun hasn't set
(I refuse to believe that it's only me feeling)
Just hear me out - i'm not over you yet
(It's love on the line can you handle it?)

So listen up
Look at me straight
Just hear me out
Don't make me wait
I'm not myself
I can't take this
Love's on the line
Is that your final answer
"Hear Me Out" by Frou Frou"

See the structure of my pride
Wasn't easy to build it away from this
I never walked away from you
I never walked alone
"Purify" by Lacuna Coil

Music:

NIN, Tool, Guano Apes, Garbage, Curve, Beatles, Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, Live, Stone Temple Pilots, Portishead, Nirvana, Jimi Hendrix, Alice in Chains, No Doubt, Bob Marley, Alien Ant Farm, Metallica, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Radiohead, Massive Attack, Weezer, Pink Floyd, Soundgarden, Dave Matthews Band, and all the bands in my friends list!

Movies:

Fight Club, City of God, Memento, Eternal Sunshine, Unbreakable

Television:

My new apartment can actually fit a TV! What I usually watch is sports, Conan, Adult Swim, and the History channel.

Books:

HHGttG, LotR, Good Omens, Interview with the Vampire, Dune, Starship Troopers, The Cat Who Walks Through Walls, Airframe

Heroes:

Reznor, Maynard, Dave Grohl (when he's on the drums), Layne Staley (RIP), Richard Feynman (RIP), Douglas Adams (RIP, SLaTfAtF), Leonardo Da Vinci, and of course Page and Plant and Jimi (although they're really Gods, not heroes)