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*Lilac Wine*

*My love life is like Bjork and Fiona Apple Songs*

About Me

I am a 22 year old afro-Cuban nuyorican. I grew up in the Lower East Side. NYC is where my heart is being held by its little dirty hand.San Francisco has so many crazy an amazing events, that I have fallen in love with it. I mean come on , how can we miss the Edwardian Ball!!!! I love meeting new people, walking around the city, listening to music and laughing. .I have a combination of quiet reflection and moments full of blasts of humor and sarcasm. I am a hopeless romantic and am a sucker for period movies. My hunger for self understanding is deeper than the ocean. I am open minded, intense, and extreme in some aspects, fun- loving, neurotic, a bad speller, have a dirty mouth, down to earth and an explorer. highly emotional, excitable and driven, thoughtful and adventurous . I AM A Voluptuous WOMAN!!!!!! I have a fat stomach which I have a love and hate relationship with.I am affected by everything and everyone.I can hold my own in most rings and am comfortable with my body (all of it). Occasionally I’m fiery Latin and at other times I’m emo as a white girl. I wake most mornings to NPR. I like inventing outfits that are inventive and whimsical, which tends to be a lot of black. A future of making fun of people around us is something I’d like to share with everyone. Come on there are too many retarded people out there to be quiet.I am open minded, intense, and extreme in some aspects, fun- loving, neurotic, a bad speller, have a dirty mouth, down to earth and an explorer. highly emotional, excitable and driven, thoughtful and adventurous .

My Interests

LGBT issues. Making Music that will haunt you till your dying day. Pastry Arts & Culinary Arts. Becoming a Linguist. LOVE. SELF EXPLORATION. SOULMATES. 20's dresses. 50's clothing. 80's style. 90's grunge. Androgeny. Traveling Spirituality. Quakerism. Good Energy. Deep Connections. The ocean. Eyes of endless beauty. Lips of endless taste. Making California my 2nd home.

I'd like to meet:

It would be great to find someone who's as creative in appearance as they are in music.Let's be like The Dresden Dolls, let's write and make music together, I am more a singer than anything else....Let us have whatever days we have free to be creative.Think Beth Ditto with Antony and the Johnsons mixed up.... Hold my interest and never let it go. Don't be afraid of being intense, I love it. .I want someone to make me laugh till I scream. A sexy nerd, musician, someone who calls me back, someone who doesn't lead me on would be nice.I want to meet other fellow QUAKERS, artists, thinkers, musicians, writers, poets, filmmakers, chefs, cooks, NPR addicts..I want someone who is cerebral and visceral.I want some unsolicited self disclosure, someone who is open and available would be great. . Someone with a vivid imagination because the beats keep dropping. If you have a top hat, spats, and smoking jacket in the back of your closet than the Edwardian ball is a perfect date for us. You have to be honest, funny, sweet, and most importantly fucking passionate. There are nights when all I want to do is dance in the rain to New Wave music.I tend to be attracted to light eyes and dark hair and boyish charm, I want someone to be wild about me, Although I don’t have any right now, I love beautiful tattoos. Those with tribal tats...next, but if you're on tribe, you might be cool. Someone who is seductive and intense. The kind of intense I want is someone who is willing to exchange vials of blood as a sign of commitment. A man with strong facial features to match is passion for life. Who has respect for diversity and music to match his mood. Someone who’ll tuck me in at night and sing me bedtime stories. I want to wake up next to someone who manages to make “watching me wake” not creepy. And please don’t call me “princess”, I’ll cut you. Who’ll want to be children together and forget about the world. I tend to be a bit gothic and tend to love the darkness, because I know there are amazing things deep in there, though I can make you laugh till you cry. If you don't understand sarcasm, swearing or sardonic jokes, please don't email me. Don't mean to make this sound like a personal ad, I don't even know if I am looking for anyone... but if you wanna be friends and have these qualities then great!What I'm Doing With My Life I am in a transition. I am trying to figure out what the hell to do next.I am also starting to work on my music, I want to be a singer, well I mean I want to be somewhat successful at it. It's going to take a while to get where I want to be with it and other aspects of my life but I am ready for the journey. I am interested in culinary arts, sex therapy , massage and music. I want to have fun and go to parties and get dressed up for Burning Man events and crazy themed balls. I have been having a lot of fun with my new found friends... we get together and have some crazy adventures... I love them dearly. .I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

Music:

I love many many artists, but I'll let you know what I am listening to right now.... *Ryan Adams *Lily Allen *Amy Winehouse *Alanis Morissette *Spiritualized *Slowdive *Dirty Three *Fiona Apple *Bob Dylan *Ray Lamontagne *Beirut * Antony and the Johnsons * Devotchka * The Smiths *Nine Inch Nails *Rachael Yamagata *Rufus Wainwright *Madeleine Peyroux *Bjork *Billie Holiday *Regina Spektor *Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan *Sufjan stevens * Iron and Wine * Jason Webley *Jeff Buckley (when do I ever stop listening to him!) *CoCo Rosie *Leonard Cohen * Depeche Mode * The Cure *OTIS REDDING *Magnetic Fields *The Clash *Edith Piaf *Joy Division *Police *Interpol *Daniel Johnston *Pulp *Tchaikovsky *Joshua Bell *Odetta *Bright Eyes *Dirty Three *SlowDive *Andrew Bird *Billy Bragg *Songs:Ohia *Souxsie and the Banshees *INXS(ONLY WITH MICHAEL) *The Arcade Fire *Justin Timberlake *Sade *The Beach Boys *The Beatles *The Rolling Stones *Erykah Badu *Maxwell

Movies:

Dracula,Queen of the Damned, American Beauty, Orfeu, The Crow,Original Sin,Stealing Beauty,Slums of Beverly Hills,Buffalo 66, The Goonies, rocky horror picture show, the professional,clueless, All over me, FRIED GREEN TOMATOES, house of buggin, mambo house, the pest, The Hunger, 28 days later, Raising Victor Vargas, Freak, Sexaholic, SINGLES, Reality Bites, L'Auberge Espagnol, Monsoon Wedding, Stealing Beauty, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind,Talk to her, Sex and Lucia, Slam, Volver,Velvet Goldmine, Anything Almodovar, Good Will Hunting, Only You, Pretty In Pink, The Notebook, Atame, Touch Of Pink, Sideways, The Secretary, Singles, Playing By Heart, Love me if you Dare, Closer, The Last Kiss (Italian Version), Boondock Saints,Chocolat, Phantom of Paradise, The Crow

Television:

The Wonder Years,.... Colbert Report..... The Daily Show.... Grey's Anatomy..... The X Files..... Felicity..... Coupling..... The Young Ones..... Ugly Betty..... Historical Documentries AND Travel shows

Books:

Flaming Iguanas, Anne of Green Gables, The Unbearable Lightness of Being,Immortality, Autobiography of My Mother, MEMORIA DE MIS PUTAS TRISTES ,Love in the Time of Cholera, They Call Me Mad Dog , Kitchen Confidential,The Alchemist,Black White and Jewish.Interpreter of Maladies, All Poetry by deceased poet Pedro Pietri, Also all the songs and poems by my friend Dave Laws who passed away. Leonard Cohen!!!!

Heroes:

Jeff Buckley ,Billie Holiday,Anne of Green Gables, Audra McDonald, Pippi Longstocking,Leonard Cohen, Antony and the Johnsons.

My Blog

A Very Good Night!

A Vial of BloodChris FarleyReality BitesCuddlingand a soft BedA funny guy I feel very comfortable withahhhhh the best!!!!!!
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Wed, 30 May 2007 11:28:00 PST

GOD I LOVE CRAIGSLIST

I need a Beatiful woman THAT CAN COOK - 20Reply to: [email protected]: 2007-05-15, 2:29PM PDTCan you cook clean and think of something new to do? My last GF couldn't cook worth garbage...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Tue, 15 May 2007 02:41:00 PST

one of the funniest cl personals...

re: help me, i'm tired of dating hipsters - 31 (alamo square / nopa)Reply to: [email protected]: 2007-05-07, 7:18PM PDTsorry ladies, but i have officially hit my hipster quota (and yes...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:48:00 PST

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!!

CAN YOU PLEASE MARRY ME YOU FUCKING GIRL WITH A PENIS!!!!!! HOLY HELL HE MAKES ME BLUSH!!!...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:49:00 PST

MY LOVER

I WANNA MARRY HIM AND HAVE ABOUT 10 OF HIS CHILDREN.......
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:33:00 PST

Eternal Child

We are all hurting. I don't know how I can make it stop. Maybe we can't , maybe there is no way but to get over a hurt by another hurt. I just want to make a connection with people. I want to be remem...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:33:00 PST

Song on my page

Almost always reflects how I feel.
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Tue, 01 May 2007 11:43:00 PST

I know everybody here wants you

I am going to continue to fall in love with dead people. At least it's safe. I am so frustrated this weekend and I can't explain why. Actually that's a lie, I can. I am irrated at how people treat eac...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 07:36:00 PST

The Phantom of the Opera

You know what? I would have loved for him to fight for me. Shit, and she goes with the other loser... I mean who's with me? If you're not, that's fine, more for me
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 03:20:00 PST

Hippies and love of life

I am transfixed on this program on KQED about Hippies and the history of San Francisco. It's amazing listening to these hippies talk about the free store and love pouring from every pore it makes me ...
Posted by *Cyn Cyn* on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 12:53:00 PST