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sam

she could take your life with one good kiss

About Me


musician, writer, bartender.

My Interests

music , writing, laughing, bartending, poetry, Germany , sushi, history, theatre, symphonic overtones, the 9/8 time signature, ink, the sounds of a lone cello, walks on the beach, jack daniels, john jameson , culture, operas, thought, emotion, release and, of course, zombies

I'd like to meet:


people who arent afraid to feel . people who inspire me. people who make me laugh . people with passion . people who see beauty in everything....

ADD MY BAND!!!

Music:



a.f.i., aerosmith, alice in chains, all that remains, apoptygma berzerk, as i lay dying, as blood runs black, assemblage 23, at the gates, atreyu, august burns red , bella morte, the black dahlia murder, bon jovi, bt, bullet for my valentine , carcass, carnal forge, children of bodom, conjure one , cradle of filth, the cure, darkane, darkest hour, death, def leppard, deftones, depeche mode, dEvision , dream theater, duran duran, dzihan & kamien, entwine, evergrey, extreme, fear factory, firehouse, flowing tears, the gathering, george michael, guns n roses, hall n oates, the haunted, imogen heap, in flames , in strict confidence, information society, inxs, iron maiden, jane's addiction, johnny cash, joy division, katatonia , the killers, killswitch engage, the kinks, life of agony, live, london after midnight, machine head, marilyn manson, massive attack, mastodon, megadeth, metallica, misery signals , moonspell, motley crue, my bitter end, napalm death, nevermore, new order, nick cave, NIN, pain of salvation, pantera, pet shop boys, placebo, poe, portishead, prince , queensryche, radiohead, refused, ryan cabrera, sarah mclachlan, sepultura, shadows fall, silent civilian, simple minds, the sisters of mercy, skid row , slayer, smashing pumpkins, the smiths, soft cell, soilwork, soulscape, steelheart, strung out , switchblade symphony, tears for fears , testament, theatre of tragedy, thornley, thrice , tool, tori amos, tristania, trivium, type o negative, underoath, unearth, van halen, vnv nation, warrant, when in rome, white zombie, whitesnake, wolfsheim, zero 7

Movies:



the proposition , american history x, dawn of the dead (original), opera, city of lost children , american beauty, true romance, velvet goldmine, anchorman , almost famous, wings of desire , the wicker man, burial ground, demons trilogy, requiem for a dream, pie, institute benjamenta, memento, the lost boys, 21 grams, crash, swingers, wedding crashers, made, evil dead trilogy, lord of the rings trilogy, labrynth, sex with lucia , run lola run, wild at heart, army of darkness, amelie

Television:

six feet under , twin peaks, rome, nip/tuck , entourage, deadwood, carnivale , 24, the sopranos, iron chef, curb your enthusiasm, history channel

Books:

currently reading: plainsong & dead souls

general: fiction, mythology, religion, history, music, poetry

authors: cormac mccarthy , j.d. salinger, nikolai gogol, dan chaon, bret easton ellis, chuck palahniuk, bill shakespeare, william blake , marquis de sade, percy shelley, anne rice, livy , suetonius, cicero, homer, plato, general heinz guderian, lord fucking byron , (getting into) charles bukowski, (told I have to read) hunter s thompson & tom robbins

favorites: the road, all the pretty horses , house of leaves, american psycho, the vampire lestat , choke, the catcher in the rye, the secret history , point counterpoint, brave new world, catch 22, a midsummer nights dream , the nose, the illiad, the 12th planet, among the missing & less than zero

Heroes:

anyone who can overcome their own emotions and find solace in themselves and the joys of life...

My Blog

the ninth door

i felt it break the other daywhen the light fell from the sky and made us prisoners in our selflessness,wandering through the heavens removing our palms from our eyes only to tear at each other wings,...
Posted by sam on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:45:00 PST

the eighth door

Something ethereal happened today That feeling you get when she walks through the door Its only just for now Tears still right here Carving themselves all around Eyes are finally opened And everything...
Posted by sam on Sat, 15 Jul 2006 02:26:00 PST

the seventh door

Where are we going? Tracing pathways through the open air Hanging from the hemispheres of knowing Dust particles left upon eternal stair This hotel has a door With invisible locks and splintering ridd...
Posted by sam on Wed, 12 Jul 2006 11:22:00 PST

the sixth door

A flicker The moment he felt everything stop A passage between what he thought he knew And what was always there Her eyes an emerald fire Leaving his heart to pause Twisting through the stars to find...
Posted by sam on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 11:21:00 PST

the fifth door

Stop for a second.That laugh always plays a different song.My favorite.The one you sing to me in the dark.On that distant hill a light just came on.I wonder if they heard you too?An hourglass only hol...
Posted by sam on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:23:00 PST

the fourth door

Did you notice?I always do.Because what else can I cling to when you are away?Quiet.  I might miss something.
Posted by sam on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:14:00 PST

the third door

Do you hold the rope inside your little box Fashioned to the wall like a portrait of innocence The cast iron knocker hesitant to tell its secrets The splintered oak with its heart still beating One mo...
Posted by sam on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 02:11:00 PST

the second door

Hung upon an inversion of belief Each hand wrapped so mechanically around the other To seal an inclination torn from meaning That we go on needing Leave me hanging here The drapery for the clouds hung...
Posted by sam on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 01:14:00 PST

the first door

Through the center was where you thought you would find yourself Another time perhaps Over broken mountains in the small towns of your soul Walking through the willows as the years fall over and over ...
Posted by sam on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 12:55:00 PST