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maxiMONSTRE!

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About Me

"Our nada who art in nada, nada be thy name. They kingdom nada, thy will be nada as it is in nada. Give us this nada our daily nada and nada us our nada as we nada our nadas and nada us not into nada but deliver us from nada; pues nada. Hail nothing, full of nothing." Ernest Hemingway A Well-Lighted Room

i say i want liberation, i say i want growth and wisdom and poetry-- and i have those...

(you balance me)

My Interests


(I think, therefore I am vegan)

gogo
, passion, veganism, alternate states of consciousness, french, russian, francophilia, activism, liberation, freud, erica jong, postmodernism, existentialism, the gothic, writing, literature, poetry, the human condition, absinthe, vodka, russia, france, greece, u.s.s.r., music, playgrounds, jumping rope, blood, controversy, dostoyevsky, philosophy, “la raison d'être,” lord byron, eyeliner, psychology, spirituality, cognates, jean-paul sartre, albert camus, hiking, kayaking, fucking, the word fuck, uncontrollable urges, spontaneity, kink, hurt, the ocean, scuba diving, swimming, psychoanalysis, racquetball, the occult, horror movies, ghosts, ghost hunting, séances, the ethereal, most things unseen, french cinema, language, tragic beauty, la mort, transcendentalism, piano, keyboard, shirley manson, courtney love, shannon wright, peanut butter, soy milk, rice, energy bars, sin, acceptance, open-mindedness, jammin', ruby and sarah haynes, SUSHI, aquaria, astrology, russian history, nicholas II, dreaming, enigmas, playing, metaphysics, auras, Qi Gong, artichokes, eccentricities, different façons d'tre, the great below and beyond, physical exertion,

maximizing of physical beauty, nuns, debbie harry, siouxsie sioux, alternative fashion, the controversial, space, the ocean, experimentalism, romanticism, growth,

change

Music:

mindaltering
consciousnessraising
entrancendental
otherwordly
evaporizing
ethereal
ultrareligious

Movies:

phantasmagoria

Television:

fuck tv.
...except Star Trek!

My Blog

The Prison Educational Complex

I lead them in, the future of America, packaged in tight little bodies, packs bending them backwards, flung around careless, drooping shoulders, some empty, some filled with illegal substances; one of...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 09:38:00 PST

(my) homme is where the heart is.

There is an enchanted place, a place I always revisit, where time quickens to mimic the tick of a beating heart, where I experience still waters, where my thoughts become strangely elevatedwhere feel...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:28:00 PST

abdication

we were all waiting for something, we knew not exactly what. maybe it was the reassurance of cessation, the finality of silence within room 217. the hope of a response from someone long unresponsive. ...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 11:42:00 PST

concrete love letters.

for my firefly. imagine how colorful the world would be if we all had a bucket of sidewalk chalk...and something to write about :P...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 05:36:00 PST

pathfinder.

Pathfinder. That's what I call you, in my secret thoughts, in the thoughts I have not yet confined into verbature. When I sleep, my mind wakes. The minute my corporeal self shuts down into paralysis, ...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 10:59:00 PST

that mannequin wasn't a mannequin. it was me.

Calif. woman sues over mannequin attack Fri Aug 18, 9:52 AM ET LOS ANGELES - A woman is suing the J.C. Penney Co. after an alleged run-in with a store mannequin that she says left her with a cra...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 11:31:00 PST

for my e-bomb.

each day i see a hundred emptier souls-as vacant as deflated parachutes, flat and one dimensionalwith tread marks marring their doldrum faces, dirt and gravel encrusted in their skinthey smile tweaker...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 03:37:00 PST

nada pues nada ( a story in pictures )

he drinks to sleep. he drinks too deep. he drinks himself to think and think he thinks of empty hollow dreams and drinks in streams of kerosene he slips into a morbid dream he's past the point of ...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 12:14:00 PST

Camp Dorkspeare (day two)

monday, another mor-manic monday. Whatever monday is elsewhere, it isn't here at Camp Shakespeare! I rose early at 7:20 and donned my running gear to go for a little jog. At this point, I had yet to ...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 01:54:00 PST

Camp Dorkspeare! (day one)

So I arrived at Camp Shakespeare in the beautiful city of Cedar in the Southern Utah region yesterday at around 11:00 am. That is after driving for X amount of hours (most of which I slept in the back...
Posted by maxiMONSTRE! on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:42:00 PST