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i am at my easiest do not break me now....

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

im chris
im 19
music is my life
i love people
despite how they hurt me
i care too much and love to often
I love to write and draw. i love to act
i have finally found out that the people you care most about leave you...
I love to meet new people though, perhaps in the hopes of changing this mindset

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My Interests

music people life learning photography writing running concerts dancing in the rain hair makeup meeting new people acting modeling photoshoots

I'd like to meet:

some honest true people who have real emotions and just cant easily toss someones heart aside and leave them without a second thought.

Music:

all. i like country, alternative rock, bands like Natty and the Keystones, Bo hatchet, Big Ol Hank, the blacks and Mink to name a few. into some metal bands.also into Sanguine Addiction, 311, looks to make history,there for tomorrow, the arrival, MxB*marsha fu**ing brady*, fur elise,brokyn tyme, and a few handfuls of others.

Movies:

mmm.. low budget art flims. mmm.. saw brokeback mountain finally..made me cry. dreamer any jay and silent bob. dude wheres my car

Television:

not much for TV. though do watch SNL and such if someone around me is. but dont sit down and watch it myself

Books:

manga, anime, stories that are fiction placed around real events.
-----------• ? • A L L | A B O U T | M E • ? •--------------- Name: Chris C. Handley
- Single or taken: Taken - Gender: male
- Birthday: April 30
- Sign: Taurus
- Hair color: black.with some blond.naturally blond - Eye color: blue, but changes to green or gets hints of yellow
- Height: six feet
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: bi
-----------• ? • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • ? •--------------- Favourite place to shop for clothes?: Vintage shops,
- Favorite designer?: mmm...dunno
- What is your sexiest outfit?: i think me in boxers and no shirt is sexy...
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: mmm..same as above
- What do you usually wear?: tee shirts jeans or the above
or well more these days its khaki pants and a work shirt then home to the boxers
--------------• ? • S P E C I F I C S • ? • -------------------- What kind of shampoo do you use?: fructis
- What are you listening to right now?: belong to by pat benataur
- Who is the last person that called you?: Hampton Inn(to tell me i got the job :)
- How many buddies are online right now?: 200+-------------• ? • F A V O R I T E S • ? •------------------ Food: dont rly have one....eat to live not live to eat
- Girls names: jenny or taylor
- Boys names: clayton
- Subjects in school: weights,lunch
- Animals: horse or wolf
----------------• ? • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • ? •-------------- Given anyone a bath?:haha yah
- Smoked?:yah.. i do on occasion
- Bungee jumped?: nah
-Made yourself throw up?:yah.i have
- Skinny dipped?: yep.good times
- Ever been in love?:yah i have.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no. i dont have to make myself cry..just do and i accept my trouble
- Pictured your crush naked?: o.0 yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: haha yah - Cried when someone died?: Yes.....
- Lied:mmmeee never ;)*hate to admit it..but yah..only to mom tho*
- Fallen for your best friend?: yah i have
- Rejected someone?: damnnn..yah...it turned out bad
- Used someone?: never
- Done something you regret?: life is too short to have regrets
------------• ? • C U R R E N T • ? •--------------- Clothes:boxers
- Desktop picture: a picture of my cat. - CD in player: Celine Dion
- DVD in player:N/A ----------------• ? • L A S T | P E R S O N • ? •----------------------- You touched:mmm...dunno - Hugged: Adrian
- You IMed:Matt - Talk to online:not really a limit there
- Sex it up with: adrian---------------• ? • A R E | Y O U • ? •---------------------- Understanding: yes
- Open-minded: yes
- Arrogant: only in jest
- Insecure?: i get socially akward...but it goes away
- Random?: you judge
- Hungry: no...
- Smart: when need be
- Moody: sometimes
ussually im pretty level
- Organized: nah..i always misplace things
- Shy: until i warm up to you
- Difficult: when i want something.or the right things needs to be done
- Bored easily: nah...
Obsessed: with details
- Angry: at myself
- Sad: horribly sad
- Happy: cant find it right now
- Hyper: no
. - Trusting: until given a reason not to
---------• ? • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • ? •--------- Kill?: no one...im not the one who makes the judgement of who live or dies
- Slap?: Myself
- Get really wasted with?: someone i trust
- Get high with:eww
. - Talk to offline: adrian
- Talk to online: whoever
- Sex it up with:idk anymore...------------------• ? • R A N D O M • ? •---------------------- In the morning I: makes the egggsss
- Love is: neccesary
- I dream about: living
- Sexual preference: give me guys
- What do you notice first in the same sex you're into: hair or eyes...and jawline
---------------• ? • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ? ---------------- Coke or Pepsi: coke
- Flowers or candy: Flowers.
- Tall or short: i dont make judgements on height..
---------------• ? • W H O • ? • ---------------- Makes you laugh the most: adrian or len - Makes you smile: len or adrian - Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: adrian or len--------------• ? • D O | Y O U | E V E R • ? •------------------ Sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to IM you?: yesss. - Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: always
- Wish you were younger:only for the innocence
- Cry because someone said something to you?:yah...i do that a lot
-----------• ? • N U M B E R • ? •--------------- Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
- Of guys I've kissed: dayum...25-32 i guess - Of girls I've kissed: 2 - Of CD's I own: maybe 50-60 - Of scars on my body: 75+

Heroes:

my coach from Cross Country and Track Season

My Blog

cut and pasted memory

everyone i know has ever lied to meguess i am used to iti should stop and trust you more.you got my heart lets face itits safer with you.You're always falling in disguiseAnd always quick to compromise...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 11:05:00 PST

things to do before it is too late

i want to take your hand and walkthrough a park.or take a day on the beachthe sand between our feet.i want to kiss your lipsand touch your hair.stare into those eyes.squirm when you tickle meand whimp...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Thu, 29 May 2008 09:13:00 PST

the fone call you never want

imagine this with me for a second.lost in the peacefulness of dreamsand warm sheets, the sun slowly creepingover the horizon and birds song feels the air.when a sudden vibration cuts through this peac...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Tue, 27 May 2008 11:53:00 PST

Quiz 21 out of 72 common fears..

Fear&[x] the dark[] staying single forever[] being a parent[x] giving birth [] being myself in front of others [] open spaces[x] closed spaces[x] heights[] dogs[] birds[] fish [x] spiders[] flowers o...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Thu, 22 May 2008 08:47:00 PST

Faith is.....

faith is handing you my heartand trusting you not to break it.crying in front of you and not afraid to show itletting all of my walls downand knowing you wont take advantageknees down on concretebleed...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Thu, 22 May 2008 08:34:00 PST

a set of 5 minute lyrics

constant wishes they reflect in this mirror hovering glass sphereincasing the death inside lifebreathing ever so slowlymuffled by your very existenceforgetting living without youmarked my youmasked by...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Wed, 21 May 2008 10:11:00 PST

Do Horoscopes ever scare you? ;)

Sunday, 18 May, 2008Taurus (20 Apr - 20 May)This can be a wonderful day as your key planet, Venus, trines optimistic Jupiter. Instead of thinking about all the things that might go wrong, take th...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Mon, 19 May 2008 07:15:00 PST

Day of Silence*notdone*

I am still not talking to people or having contact with anyoneuntil the end of today.but I feel things need to get out there and be spoken of.I have not talked since 12am this morning.to anyone.2 hour...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Fri, 25 Apr 2008 07:49:00 PST

why i dislike my mom

I wrote my mom to tell her of recent choices in my life i feel that she should know of.Hi Mom.How are you today?I am quite well...I have prom in a few daysand i am looking forward to it.Also. I am in ...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:49:00 PST

want to understand me?

Sun SignTaurusElement:earthKey Planet: VenusYou aren't necessarily like a Bull in a ring with a toreador. You could be more like peace-loving Ferdinand, seeking the gentle meadows filled wit...
Posted by i am at my easiest do not break me now.... on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:48:00 PST