Gods Chosen One

First of all I will say that my page is guarded by Christ and his heavenly angels. My life belongs to Jesus Christ. Thus my page does to! All in all I would say that I am a very caring person. My life seems to sometimes be literally an open book. To say the least I never hold anything inside. I say how I feel when I feel it sometimes with a little thought of how to say it! I try to be rather tactful. I am not judgmental I try to find grey in just about every situation. I love care bears. They are sometimes my role models. They are so cute and colorful. I like to crack tons of jokes ( a million comedians are out of jobs and I make lots of jokes!) I am called to the mission field. But like Jonah I ran away and turned to Buddhism. Here is the story of how Christ brought me back home!God has turned my families’ life around and mom and my step dad are avid church goers now! and they read the family bible every night! this was unexpected!! Anyway, i was going to church with my family and the preacher spoke on everything i had issues with. he then at the end spoke saying there is someone here who is of another religion who needs to give their life back to Christ. he has a mighty plan for this person and he is tired of her running well he wasn't going to end service til i went to the altar..20 minutes over the end time for the service ( everyone still remaining in their seat! ) i mean no one left early it was wonderful. my grandma looks at me..and says stop fighting him and lets go pray. Something broke within me at that moment and i hit my knees and have been on fire every since! It was wonderful as soon as i hit my knees and begged for forgiveness and welcomes Christ back into my life ad told him my life is his to do as he pleases.. I could hear the whole church rejoicing. it was almost as if the angels were too! This time I will not walk away and I will not give up! May you find me on my knees praising God when things get rough instead of blaming him. May I be like Job and be found blameless!My favorite thing to do is listen to classical music while it rains and sit by the window reading a book. Or if I was with a special someone I would go out on the porch and snuggle in a blanket and watch the rain pour and talk of the plans for the future and the amaing things that God has done. I pray that I am a blessing to you.. And that I never fail you as a Christian! I DO NOT WANT TO EVER BE A HYPOCRIT! So if you catch me saying something wrong or doing something wrong .. please correct me. :D I listen to Christian music and techno .. (I love happy hardcore and andy hunter!) I am kind of a care bear girl.. i love care bears because of their loving personalities. they always want to help another! ( I believe that is it for now!)