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FENIX JINX

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About Me

IN ALL THINGS, THERE IS LIFE THAT WE CAN NO LONGER AFFORD TO IGNORE. THERE IS THAT ENERGY THAT EXISTS IN US ALL THAT MUST BE RECOGNIZED AND ACCEPTED, NURTURED AND RESPECTED. THEN, AND ONLY THEN, MAY WE EXPERIENCE THE LIFE WE ALL DESERVE. MUCH WORK WILL IT TAKE TO FIND IN ONESELF THE CENTER OR THEIR BEING AND THEN TO LET THAT LIGHT EMMINATE FROM WITHIN OUTWARD FOR THE WORLD TO EMBREACE. TRUE IT IS THAT HARDSHIPS WILL ARISE. IN FACT IT IS POSSIBLE THAT MANY MORE WILL ARISE, BUT WHEN OUR CENTERS ARE ALIGNED AND WE OPEN UP OUR HEARTS AND MINDS, THEY WILL SLOWLY, BUT SURELY, CEISE TO BE EXPERIENCED AS PROBLEMS. THEY WILL BECOME THE OPPORTUNITIES WE'D BEEN WAITING FOR TO BETTER EXPERIENCE OUR SELVES IN MUCH GREATER WAYS. LOVE IS THE ANSWER, BUT ONE CAN ONE DO IF ONE IS UNSURE OF THEIR ABILITY TO LOVE OR BE LOVED? THE ANSWER LIES WITHIN AND CAN ONLY BE SEEN FROM A GROUNED POSITIOPNING IN THAT CENTER THAT HOLDS ALL THE ANSWERS AND COMFORTS. I INVITE YOU ALL TO VISIT MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND GIVE YOURSELF THE OPPORTUNIY THAT I'VE BEEN GIVEN TO SIMPLY REMEMBER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO SEE, HEAR, FEEL TOTALLY HAPPY AND AT PEACE. PILAMAYE. WOWASTE! Caio caio...........

My Interests


People with nothing to say, guilt, poverty, viscid secretions, things that go up and down(i will except left to right or back and forth), war, peace, wooden instruments(musical), cats, marbles, foreign languages, native American languages, eating animals I kill before they kill me, napoleonic law, historical accounts and re-enactments, the letters i,o, & u and sometimes y, the i-generation, dreams about my interests, and seeing the light above my head turn on. I am also interested in what other peoples interests are so feel free to share them.

I'd like to meet:

I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO MISS NEW ORLEANS, BUT I'M HOME AND I AM PLEASED

Music:

All suffering in the world arises out of wanting happiness for self. All happiness in the world arises out of wanting happiness for others ------Shantideva

Movies:


And...Well, Ok. Here's a List of My Top 11 in No Particular Order:
1: Braveheart
2: a Scanner Darkly
3: Good Will Hunting
4: Snatch
5: V Is for Vendetta
6: Seven
7: the Natural
8: the Patriot
9: Dances with Wolves
10: Saw(I, II, & III)
11: Vanilla Sky
12: Peaceful Warrior

Television:

Yes, I do own one but its rather old and I believe its made by RCA. The picture is great and sounds incredible. I am pleased. It provides me all of the audio/visual pleasure I need.

Books:

Ah! The source of my elevation and often I am trying to read three or four or five at a time. Yea, I'm a regular Kim Peeks. Currently reading the Secret Life of Plants by Peter Tompkins and Christopher Bird, Descent into Tyranny by Alex Jones, 'Till Death Do Us Part by John Dickson Carr, Crowfoot by Hugh A. Dempsey, and re-reading for the um-teenth time The Treasured Writings of Kahlil Gibran.

Heroes:

Lets See. Again, in No Particular Order 1-crazy Horse and the Entire Souix Nation Who Managed to Survive Those Terrorist Bastards 2-those Who Have Given and Continue to Give Their Lives to Make the World a Better Place for All to Live 3-Albert Hoffman 3-dan Millman 4-Tenzin Gyatso A.k.a. His Holiness Dalai Lama Xiv 5-Paul Simon 6-bugs Bunny and Road Runner 7-dietary Supplements 8-you 9-tony Hawk and Crew 10-joe and Taj of T1 11-bob Marley 12-musicians All over and of Every Background and Sound 13-the Muppet Family and Cast 14-the New Orleans Judicial System, Just Joking 15- Our Troops in the Middle East and about the Earth 16-crack-a-lacking Joksta's 17-people and Organizations Who Help Survivors of Natural Catastrophes 18-still-life Photography 19- Bill Hicks 20- Robin Williams 21- the Energizer Bunny 22- the Last Bow Maker in China 23-those Who Risk Everything to Help Animals Escape from Research Labs as Well as Those Facing Extinction Due to Meeting Humanity (Or the Lack Of) 24-jesus

My Blog

ACORNS UNDER FABRICATED SKIES

Am I worthy? We sat for an hour or more sorting through acorns, examining them but never counting them. I'd go to fetch more for you and I remember being so absorbed in just you and I; how I'd search ...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 03:20:00 PST

you really want to hear what the fuck is going on

April 11, 200fucking7 if you caught my drift so far you probably don't need to put too much thought into this one.     As I've stated, the day is April 11, 2007. I had four difficult tests o...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 11:55:00 PST

if you take the time to read this then i promise your prayers will be answered.

This is my best attempt, at this moment, to clarify who and what I am. I will begin by clarifying who and what I am not. I am not a passage from a book that helped me open my mind, my heart, my soul. ...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:03:00 PST

COULD I BE FALLING...

COULD I BE FALLING FOR YOU SO SOON DREAMING OF OUR VILLA IN JUNE WITH ROWS UPON ROWS OF YOUR GREEN TULIPS IN BLOOM I'M FALLING INTO YOUR BLISSFULL TYPHOON ON A MOUNTAINTOP I SHOULD RUN TO SIT TO ALL...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 09:54:00 PST

A ROBBERY AND A USELESS COP

THIS PAST MONDAY NIGHT I GOT HOME FROM WORK AT 7:30PM AND NOTICED MY NEIGHBORS DOOR WAS AJAR A BIT BUT THOUGHT NOT MUCH OF IT. I FELL ASLEEP AT 8:30 AND WOKE UP AT 5AM THE NEXT MORNING FOR WORK. AS I ...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 03:03:00 PST

MOLDED MATTER ( A PIECE I WROTE FOR A FRIEND I COULDN'T SAVE)

MOLDED MATTER WHEN ONE DREAM BEGINS, ANOTHER MAY END I LOVE MYSELF, I LOSE A FRIEND I LOVE A FRIEND, SHE'LL LEARN TO DEPEND AND BOUNDARY IS THE REMEDY TO MEND HEY SISTER, WHAT'S POKING AT YOU NOW...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 08:22:00 PST

An Evening to Spare

An Evening to Spare When was it that thought was awoken? An endless abyss; an eternal word spoken. Shall we dance into the distant, fading night Where the spirits dwell at the dawn of light. With the ...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 05:30:00 PST

Manipulate (From my own stash)

Manipulate Let's see how far I go with this. Is this your truth of what you see? The comfort of another in the arms of a mother. As I've waited so long for  your call, I've grasped your lonl...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 05:17:00 PST

Down the road lives Limberton Jeen

Walking up to my horse, Red Clay, I noticed a boy sitting alone behind a fifty-gallon barrel and starring into space. I walked over to him and saw that he didn't have a mouth. There was only smooth sk...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 07:12:00 PST

The Blue Hujhila

There were twenty-seven tipis and just one sun. This all created a beautiful forgetfulness which played a major role in the escape of the Blue Hujhila. The Blue Hujhila are simply an invisible flock o...
Posted by FENIX JINX on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 10:07:00 PST