I will tell you I am from Erie, PA, USA, but originally I was born in Columbus, OH, USA. I am currently single. I am a dark reclusive, shadowy, figure. I usually like to stand from afar and watch people rather than stand in a crowd when something BIG is going on. I'm not the kind of person that instanly likes people, I have to get to know you a little first before I decide that I like you or not. If I'm walking down a street and someone says "Hi" or "Hello" to me, I will kindly say "Hi" or "Hello" back. Anything more than that and I keep on my guard, for I don't trust strangers(noone should for that matter). If I like you and think you're OK then you're a good person and you are my friend, and I'll open up to you a bit. If I don't think you're OK, then you are either a pest, a fool, or a degenerate toad who wants to cause problems and be an a$$h0!#, all in which case you would certainly feel my wrath upon you and everything you hold dear. I am noone to toy with. My anger can be fierce, almost to the point of insanity, and does'nt go away easy(not to purposely be angry with my friends, but understand you would'nt want to talk or be around me at that time).Sometimes I can be talkative, sometimes I'm not. All in all, I am quiet, moody and reserved, but not so much that I would never respond when spoken to. I like women a lot, but sometimes I don't like to approach, hehe. Sounds funny to you? I don't know, I guess sometimes I feel like if I approach a girl I feel like I'm bothering them and getting into their business the wrong way, which I don't want to do that, and I get nervous and start putting my hands in my pockets and stuff. It's just a weird little reaction, I guess. Especially with cute girls. When I blush it definetely shows lol. But I like women a lot, a good female personality and physical appearance I compare with a beautiful painting, it's the same attraction. I'm usually a little bit nicer to women than I am to my own sex.Three things I'm normally thinking about most of the time: 1. My existance, and the world around me, and what's happening in it. 2. Good food and cool spots, "wining and dining", and places I would like to travel to if I could. 3. Sex. Sexual attraction and the interesting points about that person. Probably 98% of this relates to gorgeous, sexy women(Physically I am 1st an ASS LOVER, I love girls with nice, round, booties, i.e. apple bottoms, onion booties, bubbles, bootylicious backsides, etc. Breasts are 2nd, with legs in 3rd. I think she should at least have a cute face. Personality-wise, I would just say someone who is not annoying, stupid, or nutty as a fruit cake. And I like all colors, whether you be white, black, tan, yellow, whatever.) The other 2% would relate to a Beautiful item, something like a car, or the image of a painting(not that I'm saying that I would have sex with a car or painting lol, but perhaps you get what I mean). I'm sure you've heard some people say "Dude, that car is sexy as hell!" In a way it is, but it's a little different than a woman. (INDEED!)
I am a Satanist, a true beast of the field. I had more about that on here before, but for those who know that by now, I feel no more need to explain myself any further. If you don't get it by now, you never will.Well, now you know some stuff about me. For those that understand me and like me, Hail To YOU and know that you are my brother/sister 4 life! For those who don't get me, or want to hate me, to my enemies, MAY YOU CHOKE ON YOUR OWN BLOOD AND VOMIT AND WHITHER AWAY!!! HAIL TO THE BLACK!HAIL SATAN!!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Pen name: Telal Alla Xul. Birth name: B.H. Gray.
Birthday: November 10, 1983
Birthplace: Grant Hospital, Columbus, OH
Current Location: Erie PA... for now
Eye Color: Black
Hair Color: Black
Height: 6"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: Celtic Welsh/Germanic/Egyptian/African
The Shoes You Wore Today: Big Black boots
Your Weakness: If I had one, you think I'd tell you?
Your Fears: I AM FEAR!
Your Perfect Pizza: Depends on my mood, right now Chicken Bacon Ranch or Taco Pizza.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Leaving this shithole of a town, to set on a vast world journey, and to get my band prepared for domination!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't like to repeat myself, so I have none.
Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature: I've been told it is my eyes.
Your Bedtime: I'm never 100% sure when, only when I get tired.
Your Most Missed Memory: All the hot girls in high school I guess, lol.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, cause it burns all the way down.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Wendy's is better than both in my opinion, although there is a place here around the corner that beats all of them.
Single or Group Dates: Single please.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: weed.
Do you Swear: When I feel like it.
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Not yet
Do you want to go to College: I've did it, but may go back in the future someday.
Do you want to get Married: Undecided
Do you belive in yourself: Yes. Do you?
Do you get Motion Sickness: I have before.
Do you think you are Attractive: No. I don't try to be. But if others think I am, so be it.
Are you a Health Freak: No, but that could change.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes I do.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes.
Do you play an Instrument: Used to play Bass guitar, but I sucked. Give me something easy to play & I'll do it. I'm always willing to learn how to play an instrument especially keyboards.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes.
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Sounds like you're asking me if I'm a drug ADDICT, which I'm not, so there's your answer.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No. But I would'nt mind. It's been a long time.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No. The malls suck here.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. And Oreos come more in packages, you fool.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No. Last year I did.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, but I will be, so ask me later.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Hahaaaa...No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: In this cold ass weather? I'd like to see you try that!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Can't remember.
Ever been Drunk: 108 times this year. Pretty slim compared to last year.
Ever been called a Tease: I don't tease, when I make a point to say something I lay it on the line or not at all.
Ever been Beaten up: Noone has ever challenged me and made it out pain free. Does that answer your stupid question?
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, when I was little.
How do you want to Die: I don't, if I had it my way. But if I do, then I'd die in infamy, in rememberance. I'd certainly like to leave this body with people knowing I make a long lasting mark on this earth.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Should've asked me that 10 yrs ago. Instead I should ask you the same, cause with a ridiculous question like that, it's obvious the question fits you.
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany. Followed by every other country on earth after Germany.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: In a girl, blue or hazel.
Favourite Hair Color: In a girl, any color is fine with me.
Short or Long Hair: Tend to like Long hair more than short. My hair is long.
Height: I guess she'd be my height or less, if she's somehow taller than me, that's a little OK, but if she's 6' 7 or something like that, uh, no thanks, lol.
Weight: I weigh about 230 lbs. I'd like it if she weighed less than me. If she matches my weight, OK, but a girl that is obesely fat is a bit of a turnoff for me.
Best Clothing Style: My style can be casual one day (sweater or reg. shirt w/cordoroys & loafers, and and a bit more "wonder" the next (sleeveless band shirts or log sleeve shirts, bullet belt, demonia stud combat boots, flannel shirts, tank tops, spike cuffs, chokers, etc etc., and I have been known to wear the occasional JoS A. BANK suit now & then. So it varies what I wear when I want to wear it. I like girls who have a darker look to their fashion, but that is'nt always a necesarry attraction. If she wears something sexy, that's a plus, of course. But I don't like the $2 Salvation army bum look, or someone looking like a prudish old maid, that's a turnoff. If she looks like she smells, no thanks.
Number of Drugs I have taken: You asked me this before and I told you, so piss off.
Number of CDs I own: A vast library. It may surprise people, but I usually don't listen to many of them much anymore, while I stick more to my mp3s.
Number of Piercings: I only have my ears done, and really I don't wear them much anymore. On a girl, I like it, it does'nt bother me, nor does it really add to my attraction to her more or less.
Number of Tattoos: Before I die, i'd like to have a really evil bodysuit, lol. If a girl has them, thats fine with me.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't regret the past. If something happened in the past that sucked, I can't do anything about that now. I live my life one day at a time, tomorrow will become today, today will become yesterday, that's the way it is.
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