Rusty

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I'm a hopeless romantic at heart, or maybe my heart is just hopeless. My alter ego Charles Gaither writes the words that my heart and soul have no tongue to say. I find no fun in growing old before my time, in slowing down...becoming another boring ass human being. I am a firm believer that the day you let go of the "kid inside" is the day you die. I am the boy next door, from across the street, that does not play well with others. Cute as hell, sweet, yet equally ruthless. A heart so big that can turn cold as ice. A complete contradiction in terms. I think love and hate are two words that people use too frequently. Just as I believe arrogance and confidence are commonly mistaken. I am D.B. Cooper. I am a lost beach bum. I am a semi retired bad boy. I fell so far from the tree, I'm not sure what type I am. I have a strange infatuation with fiftys music, esp doo wop. I am a believer in karma. Ultra religious people scare me. If drinking was a job, I'd be a millionare. I am a pauper poet. I can write better than I can spell, if that makes any sense. When I was a kid I went up slides. I know alot, but I know enough to know I still have enough to learn. I am the one your mother warned you about and your father loves to hate. I hold the small things valuable. I am not concerned with what maybe on the other side of this life, I'd rather try and enjoy this one. I can text faster than a fifteen year old girl, and no that does not bother me. While one woman may posses my heart, the Red Sox posses my soul. I wear silver, I do not own gold. Sex without love is as stupid and ridiculous as love without sex. I over think things and situations. I hang on the idea of things sometimes too much. Give any girl long enough and they always find a reason to loathe me. I am a human mess of emotions contained and yet ready to blow...I have no idea "what I want to be when I grow up", as of right now I want to be Peter Pan. ( while I know it's unrealistic )The passion and poetry of youth is hidden in just narrowly getting away with it. I have not set the world on fire yet because I have not found the matchs. I am the great enabler. I laugh at things people wouldn't, stare at things people couldn't and done things people shouldn't. Manic is a personality trait I have. I like meeting people that have a sense of humor. People today don't have a fucking sense of humor. People that can see the beauty in life. Not just in pictures and movies but life. Yet when a movie or picture, maybe a song, mimics life then love it. People that are free in a spiritual sense, not just the physical but both. People that have a brain...that works. I love interacting with kids cause they know more then you think just sometimes they lack the words to explain, not to mention I don't believe in god or anything much the bible says but children are the closest thing to Adam and Eve before they were told nudity was horrible and get fucking dressed. I like meeting people that can drive AND talk on the phone. People that can carry on an actual conversation. People that don't "drink the kool aid". Open minded people that don't feel the need to spew their beliefs at me. People that can see outside the box but never use that phrase. People that can wear collared shirts without "popping" the collar. The true mtv generation, not those that watch whatever garbage it's become. People worth talking to. Can you articulate words in actual sentences? I like people that are Artistic, Open minded and Free thinking. I like to meet people that have something to them. I do not need to drink to have fun, instead I have fun drinking. People with no common sense drive me crazy. Stupidity is a disease I have a hard time dealing with. I loathe people that put themselves on any kind of petistol. As for myself, I'm old, broken and generally useless but in my spare time I try and solve all the world's problems one scrap of paper at a time. I'd love to meet Hunter S. Thompson, also Tucker Max... I want to fill more of my passport, I'll go most anywhere. You can call me what you want, if I do not know you or it is untrue then it will not hurt. For this is myspace, not MY LIFE. It is, instead, an oppurtunity to meet new and different people. To see and talk to people you'd have never known. To laugh and love, to share and enjoy all that is. To simply be. For we are not fifty million liars. Ladies and gentlemen you have to live for yourself, first and always~ don't be selfish but certain~ only you serve your own best interests, only you know what you want and only you can live towards whatever that may be as you are your own god, the beginning of something beautiful comes from inside yourself. LOVE is the greatest of all human emotions. When its real and it's shared, there is nothing more powerful in this world. Love knows nothing of being selfish and therefore can not be called it. Just as love knows nothing of conflict, much less that which it may cause... for love is truely blind, and as such the question becomes is the person. Just remember tomorrow is promised to no one. Truth is all a matter of our point of view. Life's short so get a helmet and enjoy the ride while trying to evolve because in the end we all need to evolve. A little side note, yes, I took all those pictures. It's a hobby that I have come to love. If you still remain curious let me know. I'll try and resolve that, if at all possible. Bron I will always love you ( the sister I never had ) and while I'm at it Banana get your shit together, for once in your life. Open your eyes, and in your case see the darkness. I could do a bunch more notes to coded people but that's tautry and not worth the time because in the end the funny part is the schools I went to don't matter, the number of " friends " or money I have don't matter, even if you like me or not doesn't matter... because we will all get by, that's one thing I've certainly come to learn. I almost forgot, FUCK the state of Virginia.
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JULY:(Year of the Cock)Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Hot. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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