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miss b.

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About Me

*sex is mathematics. individuality no longer an issue. what does intelligence signify? define reason. desire - meaningless. intellect is not a cure. justice is dead. fear, recrimination, innocence, sympathy, guilt, waste, failure, grief, were things, emotions, that no one really felt anymore. reflection is useless, the world is senseless. evil is its only permanence. god is not alive. love cannot be trusted. surface, surface, surface was all that anyone found meaning in...this was civilization as i saw it..colossal and jagged*
tanner hopkins 1986 - 2004 ♥
close your eyes, have no fear
the monsters gone, he's on the run and yr daddys here
beautiful beautiful beautiful, beautiful boy
this is a girl named bailey.
i am very honest. i can come off as a huge asshole if you take my sarcasm the wrong way. i love emergency medicine. i'm a trauma and gore junkie. i smoke a fair amount of cheeba, get over it. i like real, unpretentious, motivated, creative people. apparently they are few and far between. i'm shy, but i think i'm cute. all i want in life is family, ink jobs, and my animals. the rest will work itself out.
+ SUBLIME
+ tattoos
+ chronic
+ lunchboxes
+ leopard print
+ purple
+ fast cars
+ sleep
+ hot sluts
+ paintshop pro
+ kitties
+ crunk!!
+ JELLYBEANS!!!!
+ computers and video games
+ people who smile at you for no reason
+ chicken
+ cleanliness
+ hugs
+ serotonin rush
+ walks
+ snow
- mean people
- inconsideracy
- ignorance
- people who feel the need to compete with me
- dishonesty
- chicken heads
- waiting 3 hours for subways
- poop
- anyone who thinks theyre better than you
- bad spelling/grammar
- that time of month
- junk email
- slow modems/dialup
- rude part-time fast food workers
- tying shoes
- mayonnaise and all other foul-smelling egg products
- public restrooms
- shitty drivers (!!!!)
- when my last bite or drink of something tastes bad
- when i cant think of a way to finish a list off with style

My Interests

alot of crap, gore, sick videos, ebay, not spiders, ice cream, chronic, bdd, shows, booze, animals, snowboarding, video games, pit bull rescue, fast cars, destroying shit, tattoos, halloween, sleep, my cats and dogs

I'd like to meet:


"there are a lot of things you can give a man. your body, your time, even your heart. but the one thing you can never, ever, ever let go of is your power."

Music:

punk, oi, ska, hardcore, hip hop, psycho/rocka/hellbilly, etc

Movies:

dazed and confused, american beauty, little monsters, night of the living dead,, nightmare before christmas, alien, aliens, predator, the rocky horror picture show, fight club, the boondock saints, saw, night of the living dead, LOTR, house of 1000 corpses, devils rejects, seven

Television:

anything real life trauma. TLC, A&E, animal planet, discovery.

Books:

i love books. too many to list.

My Blog

dear syd;

man, drama follows me everywhere even after i haven't talked to certain individs in years. here's the deal..i heard some funny stuff that syd was sayin, cos she thinks she's a brilliant enlightened sp...
Posted by miss b. on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 10:09:00 PST

[ dear you ]

there is someone [not] in my life that i miss beyond words.i always wonder about things, if they would've worked differently, if all decisions made were the best.. not that i'd change anything that i ...
Posted by miss b. on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:54:00 PST

[ insert subject here ]

Happy new year.I didn't do much, went over to the toad for a few drinks. Jeff was out plowing snow all night (FUCK you, Winnipeg).. So there was no midnight kisses. Oh well. Christmas was very u...
Posted by miss b. on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:03:00 PST

[ rest in peace ]

as soon as i left the airport, i went to see you.i told you it was okay,it was okay to leave..so you did.thank you for waiting so i could kiss you one more time and say goodbye.thanks to jeff for bein...
Posted by miss b. on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 08:19:00 PST

[ a new beginning ]

i guess i always knew this was bound to happen, yet it still manages to hurt over and over again. i keep setting myself up for failure without even trying to correct an on going problem. i remember be...
Posted by miss b. on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 11:56:00 PST

[ shadowboxer ]

on march 4th i was sitting in bed with my boyfriend at the time, reading a blog that jacob wrote. jacob. the unitainable. someone i desired like no other but was totally out of my reach. //do you try ...
Posted by miss b. on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 05:50:00 PST

[ tattoo work ]

before i left toronto, i finished my chest piece and half sleeve as best as i could. fuck, please remind me next time how painful it is to have your cleavage inked. i still have to do the "pow" on my ...
Posted by miss b. on Sun, 28 May 2006 09:09:00 PST

[ post mortem ]

had a bit of an interesting case at work..this hamster was brought in because he wasn't eating, very lethargic..the whole side of his head was swollen with what we pressumed was a tumor, possibly in h...
Posted by miss b. on Tue, 09 May 2006 03:28:00 PST

[ GUILTY ]

he has been charged with second degree murder.. i guess this is almost the end of everything. he won't get anymore then 8years because of his age...he'll be out in no time, living his life again. sad...
Posted by miss b. on Wed, 03 May 2006 07:42:00 PST

[ ... ]

//"sometimes i wanted to peel away all of my skin and find a different me underneath."  - francesca lia block. tanners trial started last week..i don't know what to think anymore. i'm so upset re...
Posted by miss b. on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 08:01:00 PST