*** I don't really use this profile anymore, only check it every once in a while. I have a new one. You can find it if you try. ***
*I was born in Texas, I shall die in Texas. Every other state just pales in comparison.
*Been told I have an accent. It gets worse if I have been drinking or am irritated.
*Am Scotch, Irish, English, Welsh and a little bit Native American.
*In western astrology I am a Virgo. In chinese astrology I am a Rooster.
*Am asexual. Since you probably have no idea what that truly means check out www.asexuality.org before you go assuming something.
*Suffer from a severe case of constant "rude rage" due to the massive amount of inconsiderate motherfuckers that populate the planet.
*Politically I am a moderate. Extremes on either end are tough for me to tolerate.
*Love to learn. I'm insatiable.
*Think the most important part of a live show is the drums. And there is nothing I like more than watching a good pit. Don't get to go to as many shows as I used to or would like to anymore.
*Am by nature a night person. The world wasn't made for people like me. Damn day dwellers.
*Write poetry and have been doing so since elementary. I'd like to get published eventually. I don't post any of my work on here but if you wanted to read some it could possibly be arranged.
*Used to sing in school. It was my second love actually. I still love to do it but I don't let anyone hear me anymore heh heh heh.
*Have a diagnosed math learning disability. Got papers and everything.
*Like to drink and for all the wrong reasons. Rum Sour is my signature drink. (Used to be a Screwdriver, then it was a Hawaiian Seabreeze and the latest was a Whiskey Sour. My back-up has always been a Strawberry Daiquiri though.) If my only choice is beer, then I drink Heineken. At any rate, I'll have a drink in one hand and a Marlboro or Camel cigarette in the other.
*Love to go out and have a good time. Definitely don't do that enough. Not even close. (I take care of all my work before I play. That is why I can drink as much as I want when I want. All about the balance.)
*Hmmm lets just say that I am ...... eccentric. Believe it. My Dad calls me Howard, as in Hughes.
*The Beatles are my favorite band of all time.
*My favorite decade is the sixties and am completely obsessed with all things from that time (have been for years and years).
*Prefer old movies to new.
*My brothers and I all played soccer growing up. I personally played from age three or four to about fifteen or sixteen. It was my first love.
*For a little over 12 months, I lived in a small Texas town 30 minutes on the other side of Waco. Clifton was the only town in the county with a red light. I don't miss most of what happened there, but I miss Clifton in general. I really miss my house. I don't mind small town livin'. I consider Clifton my other home.
*Been told I remind people of Daria more times than I can remember.
*Abhor poor spelling. I also believe one should be able to construct a coherent sentence. Unfortunately this seems to be a rare talent.
*Horrendously introverted, much to the frustration of others.
*Worked as a CNA for a year in a nursing home in Clifton. It was mostly on the dementia unit, which was lockdown. I miss the residents I took care of. I loved that job even though it could be difficult at times. I wouldn't trade the experience or memories for anything in the world. I love me some crazy old people.
*Achtung! I am not in a sorority. It is an honor society. Apparently, I am intelligent. Shocking to some, I'm sure.
*Crave meat or mexican food the day after drinking.
*Don't plan on getting married or having kids, which sucks cause I have rad names all picked out. Have to wait till the next time around I suppose.
*Will be in school until I get my masters. That means I will be in school until the second coming of Christ. After I get my AA at San Jac I will probably get my BBA somewhere in Texas and then move off to Virginia to get my MBA. Something like that.
*The ultimate plan is to work for NASCAR or a speedway. I am completely serious about this. I can do it if it is what I really want, and it is. It is going to be awesome.
*If you are fat, I just might make fun of you. If there is a medical reason you are fat, don't take it to heart. If you can actually do something about it, please take offense and then lose weight, fat stuff.
*Have a ridiculous amount of patience. It makes me ill sometimes.
*Have no car, no job, and I live with my parents. It has been this way since about SEPT 2003. Shit happens.
*Only smile when I have a reason to.
*Don't talk for the sake of talking, I only talk when I have something to say.
*Am a very good listener.
*Reject that which has no meaning or depth.
*Don't care about genres, scenes or labeling.
*Don't play games. That's kid shit.
*Have no desire to be around narrow-minded people.
*Have an intense dislike for vulgarity and crudeness.
*Hoodies are one of my favorite things ever to wear but I detest zip-up hoodies.
*Am of the opinion that most people are ignorant, selfish, uninteresting, fickle and lack emotional intelligence (among many other things). That translates into I don't like the majority of the population.
*People bandy the word "love" around all willy-nilly. It's disgusting how it has been cheapened. Telling practically everyone you know that you love them is trash. Also guilty are those who mistake infatuation for love. I loathe that most of all.
*People who aren't logical, rational, or realistic get on my nerves.
*Make it extremely difficult for someone to get to know me. I don't need bullshit people in my life. I'm a solitary soul. I believe I am fortunate to not need others.
*Am an "optimistic pessimist".
*Was raised United Methodist. Not all that religious. Am seriously interested in gnosticism now. Though there is no way to know what it means to be a true gnostic anymore.
*Used to have an eating disorder (anorexia) and an addiction/weakness (the best medicine I ever had but it's illegal so I stay away from it. Weakness is more like it because I was never as fucking sad and pathetic as an addict. I should know, I lived with one ugh). I have both of those things under control currently but they never really go away.
*Have always suffered from depression and extreme social anxiety and the like. I have been a victim of date rape. I have also suffered through every kind of abuse by an ex of mine and still bear the emotional scars. (I'll never forgive him and if I ever saw his ass again I would tell him some things that he needs to hear.) I've attempted suicide more than once but unfortunately am still here for now so I make the best of it. I don't make any secret about bad shit that happened to me and am not wanting anyone to pity me. I take meds but they don't work all that well. I have problems but everything has made me stronger than I ever thought possible. I'd still rather be me than any one of you motherfuckers. I am the shit.
*I'm actually nice, honest and loyal. I like to be a good person to everyone, even if they don't deserve it. Which means I get shit on, but I know I am doing what is right.
*If you made it this far good for you but you still don't know a damn thing about me.
