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Alexander

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About Me

Wow! Where do I begin... I am in the process of discovering ALL of who I am. I am on a spirtual journey and have been blessed with special souls that my Higher Power has placed in my life. At times in the past I attracted more negative people than positive. Thank God the opposite is true today. In the past I was abused in every fashion in the book, so details are not necessary, I think you get the point. I had quite a bit of trouble from childhood on... but thank God, I have been blessed enough to get a second chance at life. I made life-threatening choices and was subjected to things that I would not wish on my worst perpretrator. I have changed so much from the angry, hurt, scared, lonely, little boy... into, a still struggling man, just beginning the most wonderful life ever imaginable. I may not have money, but I have inner-love, self-respect and a Higher Power who loves me, that is more than enough. I also have a wonderful family, close friends, and a social group of very supportive, open-minded people. I have to say that my journey so far has been very rewarding. Today, I am comfortable with my Bisexuality, and it does not define who I am. I have learned that love does not discriminate, so I cannot either. Anyway, my skills with computers are not what defines me, it just helps to pay the bills. I think my intelligence, humor, love, empathy, and commitment are some of my better qualities. I am working on the humility, but that takes time. I will succeed in life, but only if others succeed with me. I believe everyone needs the embrace of another soul and that we need the love and security that a lover brings. Thank God today I have been blessed to have these things in my life and that I have people to share the wealth of all my love with other people. I don't want to make this seem like my life is all perfect, rosey and stuff like that, but I, like my mother, have traveled DEEP into a personal type of hell and am now eternally grateful that I am not suffering, just for today. I hope to continue to find out more about me and how I interact with others as my life unfolds, who knows?... maybe you'll be part of my story..........

My Interests

Learning how to express my love more to others while loving myself in the process. Computers. Billiards. Bowling. Movies. Music.. I LOVE MUSIC !!!! Meditation. Yoga. Aroma Therapy. Accupuncture. Poetry. Massage Therapy. Learning more each day. Treating other better. Building humility as the situations arise. Express my emotions in new and loving ways. Science in general. Following my Higher Power will for me, with little resistance. Travel. Business. Singing. Fixing things, not people..lol. To make a difference in the world through my actions, words and how I express my love. Taking life serious, not myself...lol. Computer games. Hopefully becoming fully Vegetarian in a few years. Shed old, useless thinking and habits and find new ones that help me in my journey.I think that is sufficient for now. If you like what you heard so far... then I'll be expecting your mail... talk to you soon.

I'd like to meet:

I remain very open in this subject, I just believe that the people I am to be with should be positive, working toward the betterment of themselves, love and respect themselves, and are open-minded. I don't allow racists, close-minded, pessimistic, and disrespectful people. I treat others with love and respect and only have people in my life who do the same.If you are offended by this than, there might be something in your life that you have not dealt with, are running from or just downright refuse to deal with... because I believe that my Higher Power does not bring people into this world evil or hateful. The negative things mentioned are usually taught by someone close to you. I hope you can become open-minded enough and then willing to at least look at it, if not deal with it, becasue the pain of not dealing with it will become unbearable.I plan to travel more and stay abroad from time to time so International people are more than welcome.I must state that at this time in my life things are very hectic, and there are a lot of changes are happening, so I have limited time to broaden my circle, but please don't let that stop you from contacting me.. I WILL RESPOND... as soon as I can.Remember this... there is someone right now who loves you, just becasue you are who you are.... here is the kicker... you don't even know them... at this very moment there are people praying for you, so I hope that will bring some joy to your life as it has to mine. YOU ARE TRUELY LOVED!!!

Music:

Ambient.Techno.Pop.Rock.Some rap.Gospel.Some Country. I'm open to Reggae, just have trouble with the lyrics..lol. Good beats, meaningful lyrics.. that kinda stuff. I am a sappy one... love the love songs, and not ashamed to admit it! Freestyle gets me going. I'll be here for ever listing them all... if you want more info just ask... I always answer.

Movies:

Sci-Fi, Horror, Romance, Action, Drama .... I guess most. Just not really into black and white, or very old movies. As far as titles.. just ask...

Television:

I don't watch too much, but I like Sci-Fi channel, Discovery, Animal Planet, The History Channel, a few sitcoms and love comedians. If I left anything out I'll just add them later, lol.

Books:

Mostly learning stuff, but also spiritual ones as well. Poetry books. I don't have that much time lately to read, but I hope to have more time in the future.

Heroes:

My mother... She has gone to hell, beat the negativity, came back and now helps others to do the same. She is one of the most loving, unjudgemental people I have ever met. The change that has occured over a very long time has been a total spiritual change of being. I am alive today because of her and my Higher Power. Thank you ALWAYS!!!!!My spiritual advisor. He shows me through his adversity that God loves us ALL the time, especially when we don't think so.My Soulmate Rene. She is the angel I prayed for since I was a child. She has uprooted herself from another country, come here took a job for meager wages and is fighting to stay. I respect her as a woman and equal.I am truely the most blessed soul on this planet, and may the love of my Higher Power flow from me to you and continue on to ALL.

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Posted by Alexander on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 11:17:00 PST