Jonny Spade on the set of Comic Noir..
Nelia Midnight:code name-DAME
Acting-Writing-Shooting Pool-Hats-Art History-Punk Rockers and Cowboys--Electronics of all kinds, seriously this list can gooooo on and on and on and on.......ect or etc?
"BLUSH OF COOL"...CAN YOU BOTTLE IT UP AND SELL IT FOR A NICKEL?
.......DIDN'T FCUKING THINK SO. -VM, .go
TheCure-Christian Music =)-AFI-Spalding Rockwell-A Global Threat-New York Dolls-3RD HARVEST-StreetDogs-Horrorpops-The Vibrators-Cockney Rejects-Head Automatica-Shiny Toy Guns-Candy-the Raspberries-Josh Groban-Snow Patrol-Dynamite Walls-Joy Division-Funeral Dress-The 5 6 7 8's-Pink Spiders-Baby Shakes-Letters To Cleo-Weezer-Shinhwa-HOT-The Fray-SES(korean)-Mad Caddies-ms. Gwen-dgeneration-theCars-Toad The Wet Sprocket-Buckcherry-The Libertines-Tears for Fears- Dean Martin, Frank Sinatra...The Whole Rat Pack-The Bravery-Thursday-The Addicts-OpIvy-Bright Eyes-New Order-The Killers-The Kills-Frou Frou-Postal Svc-999-Pat Benetar-Pretty Girls Make Graves-Angels and Airwaves-Carly Simon-Razorlight-The Rapture-Thin Lizzy-Moving Units-Buzzcocks-Panic!At The Disco-Jem-DVDA-Debbie Deb-Exploding Hearts-Prefuse 73-Sonic Youth-the Boys-Bad Company-Kill Hannah-Le Tigre-RemyZero-Elton John-Chicks on Speed-Ella Fitzgerald-The Stars-The Cribs-Bloc Party-GunsNRoses-Sneaker Pimps-Rock Kills Kid-Better Than Ezra-Lynard Skynard-Teenage Fanclub-L7-Cafe Tacuba-Billie Holiday-Mana-Yeah.Yeah.Yeahs-Smashing Pumpkins-SOUNDTRACKS to HAVE: The Rules of Attraction-Go-200 Cigarettes-Dazed and Confused-American Psycho-Almost Famous-Empire Records-Summer of Sam-Garden State-Closer
Highway-A Streetcar Named Desire-200 Cigarettes-Reality Bites-Dazed and Confused-V for Vendetta-Summer of Sam-The Rules of Attraction-Orgazmo-Go-Halloween-Girls Just Wanna Have Fun-Closer-Chasing Amy-Garden State-Donnie Darko-Boys Dont Cry-Tuff Turf-Exorcism of Emily Rose-Two Can Play That Game (my soul movie haha)-American Psycho-Brokeback Mountain-Dogma...well the whole Kevin Smith collection-Cannibal the Musical-Redneck Zombie..and well...any Troma flick.
kill your tv.
anything by Bret Easton Ellis----DaVinci Code--Who Moved My Cheese
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"...but God hands you the lessons he wants to teach.
For you see, you cant teach each child the same exact way.
You cant treat the people in your life all the same way, because everyone is different.
So you can take your lessons and compare and never see justice because you're too involved in self-pity and self righteousness,
Or you can accept it, and Learn.
Leave it in Gods Hands for He knows what He will Hand you, He knows what you can Take."
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Make the moment yours,then wrap yourself in it and live
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"...as hard as it might get...as much competition as there is out there....don't let it distract you from YOUR life..cus noone is going to live your life for you..only you....so make a good one and do NOT give up on what your heart longs for....OWN EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE".go
....bad habits die hard and so do pictures that you watercolor in life....but now im starting this new picture that im painting, and its in no watercolor form, its concrete and real life fantasies sculpting themselves into life. Its tough to sculpt, i will sweat, bleed, cry and suffer while trying to build this up, but in the end it will be the picutre i painted....and it will be for real this time.
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"It's a sad life when you don't forgive and forget, but it's an even worse feeling when you keep forgiving ones who constantly hurt you"
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i thank those whose pure will has been stronger than my force and my desires and my fears.im going to lay here and think about what exactly it is that is making me smile every single day.about how far ive come along for it only being one year. how it feels like success in my heart everytime i shed a genuine smile.how it feels great to know i dont feel that deception that i feared every single day.how it feels knowing that Yes there are major downfalls that go hand in hand with bad days and bad weeks....but that there is a far better thing at the end of it..every single time. so to those that dwell in the bad moments..in the tears...go ahead and vent it out...but just keep in mind that tomorrow you will smile like you never have before.
with the infinate strokes that paint my tomorrow,
i smile up above and beyond the truth that i have been shown today.
to you:
i think ive analyzed that i didnt believe before..i just heard what you were telling me and using those words as a temporary fix and a fast answer to my fears. im thinking harder now, im listening to what you're not saying, and im seeing that i have to reach for you, i have to reach for what you've seen. im responding to your silent potent visions. its a long climb to the top of being content. to the tip of forever smiles, to the rise of it all, to be able to fall blissfully at the end of the journey. the first 2 pieces are coming together nicely, they come in two as we all long to be in pairs.
im not scared anymore.
"there it was..truth to be told...truth that was told. the kind that sits in the back of your head..and you know its there.. you just dont want to grab and hold it...not just yet...until your heart catches up to your head and you ask someone for help. and there it was. right in front of me. exactly how i wanted to feel, exactly the butterflies i seek, exactly the romance i want. at least a glimpse of it. exactly the moments i search and long to get lost in. but it's all wrong. it's all right in the wrong person and in the wrong moment. but it feels great. i quench my heart and scrunch up my nose to hold in the tears of regret...and proceed to end the short lived, long sought after moments that are just not right and hope that one day somewhere i find this moment that has brought back my faith in love and sweet escapes, in someone that is right, to a moment that is real." -go.
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"after living in the dark for so long
a glimpse of the light can make you gitty."-The Good Girl
THE CAMERA DOESN'T LIE
BFFEggs!!!!!!!!!!