Alive in lies…suffocating, meandering mess…lachrymal soul…waiting to live…searching, mindless twist of the wind. That is I.
I HATE unnecessary, bullshit, high-school drama. Keep it far away from here. I don't like liars, hypocrites, or racist pieces of crap. I loathe stupidity, and believe whole-heartedly in getting what you deserve. Call it Karma, call it whatever you will. I'd most likely rather be by myself, burning candles and writing than doing most anything else. All you really need to know.. is that I'm not normal. Take it how you will.
A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful.
Is this a test?
It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience. drain vitality.
this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith.
And I'm still right here.
I'm gonna wait it out.
The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.
-Albert Einstein
I enjoy spending time in my own sacred space, in a giant circle surrounded by candles. Preferably. But I suppose my room will do.
