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always one. one & only

in joy & sorrow, my home is in your arms...

About Me

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Which rockstar are you like?
Bob Dylan....You speak about social issues, but it's somewhat hard to understand you.
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You are Batman Batman 75% Spider-Man 65% Green Lantern 50% Hulk 50% Superman 40% Catwoman 35% Wonder Woman 30% Supergirl 30% Robin 25% Iron Man 20% The Flash 10% You are dark, love gadgets
and have vowed to help the innocent
not suffer the pain you have endured.
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Your Career Type: Artistic
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. What's Your Ideal Career?
Congratulations! You are Charlotte.
Which Sex and the City Character Are You?
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The Movie Of Your Life Is A Black Comedy
In your life, things are so twisted that you just have to laugh.
You may end up insane, but you'll have fun on the way to the asylum.
Your best movie matches: Being John Malkovich, The Royal Tenenbaums, American Psycho If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
You Are Creepy
Serial killers would run away from you in a flash. How Scary Are You? Sie kommen zu euch in der Nacht... Dämonen, Geister, schwarze Feen
You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.
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Which Tarot Card Are You?
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You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy? I'm an artist. always have been. always will be. i paint, do digital work, sound work, music, write, etc etc etc. i'm fighting. i'm madly in love. i am strong. i have regret. i am bearing a tremendous burden of grief. i am hurt. i am possibility. i have friends whom i love dearly. i'm waiting..., and i know...finally... some things....(yes, it turns out i was wrong) NEVER DIE...all is....all IS FINALLY BACK ONLINE Go get it! "There would be no passion in this world if we never had to fight for what we love."- Susie Switzer "For some reason or other, man looks for the miracle, and to accomplish it he will wade through blood. He will debauch himself with ideas, he will reduce himself to a shadow if for only one second of his life he can close his eyes to the hideousness of reality. Everything is endured - disgrace, humiliation, poverty, war, crime - in the belief that overnight something will occur, a miracle, which will render life tolerable" - Henry Miller - Click here to get your own Unique Contact Box - Over 680 to choose from

My Interests

Take the quiz: "What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics:::"

Emo
You are all about yourself. You're a lover and when things don't go your way you become depressed. Chances are you're a very nice and likeable person but most people don't see that in you. You endulge in writing poetry and music and perhaps art. You're all about being loved and sometimes it gets to the point that your love becomes selfishness. ..

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Music:

spinning lately: bride, va-excelsis cds, a brutal christmas-the season in chaos, lackthrow, the deadlines, rachmaninov ....................................... spinning lately: keiji Haino, moby, joy electric, thirdorgan, joe colly/crawl unit, STARFLYER 59, lackthrow, internal empty, kk null, masonna, government alpha, whitehouse .......................................

Movies:

anything touched by david lynch, identity, high fidelity, supersize me, pumpkin, vanilla sky, anything with pacino pretty much, requiem for a dream, pi, the usual suspects, love-honor-valor-compassion, secretary, Delicatessen, hedwig and the angry inch, the rocky horror picture show, priscilla-queen of the desert, the nightmare before christmas, edward scissorhands, interview with the vampire, fight club, big fish, THE HOURS, bram stoker's dracula, i like 'em odd, i like 'em thought provoking, i like 'em gay, girlie, silly, romantic, sweet, sappy, offbeat...i like movies folks. i'll try damn near anything once. and most times i'll find something to like about it. not much on the 'action' genre though---recently, thanks to a couple of girls important to me i've been developing an appreciation for the classic 'horror film' genre as well. yeah...the sappy ass romantic comedy...loves it...in the right mood....

Television:

it's always sunny in philadelphia, starved, Six feet Under, Boston legal, my so-called life, ER, miss match, the sopranos, sex and the city, curb your enthusiasm, dead like me, carnivale, father of the pride, american dad, Significant Others, Arrested development, scrubs, 24, family guy, simpsons, futurama, the O.C., the shield, nip/tuck, boston public, insomniac with dave attel, millennium, x-files, twin peaks (sob sob), dr.phil, oprah, drew carrey, ellen, fraiser, ally mcbeal, inside the actors studio, real world/road rules stuff, queer eye for the straight guy, etc.

Books:

the 10th insight, the autobiography of dale cooper, f.b.i., the secret diary of laura palmer, twin peaks: an access guide to the town, double helix by sigmund brouwer, c.s.lewis, stephen r. lawhead, the celestine prophecy and winter(rick bass) and some frank peretti. but i really don't read that much...

My Blog

greatgiftdreamspeakhope

i have to admit...and i’m sure you’ve noticed my absence (at least a few of you), but i have been kind of...afraid of this account for much of the past year for various reasons.....but.......
Posted by always one. one & only on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:13:00 PST

new tracks, new blogs, new releases, website updates, etc.

new tracks posted on myspace.com/lackthrownew blogsnew release on b&r recordssome images, the discog...
Posted by always one. one & only on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 01:20:00 PST

i confess

yeah i admit it. i'm a hypocrite.remember kids, do as i say, not as i do.
Posted by always one. one & only on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 04:01:00 PST

intellectual exchange

strangely enough, i find myself suddenly wondering why the fuck i didn't engage in 'clubs' in college. granted, the answer to that is easily answered. i was shy, afraid, selfish, lazy and of course.....
Posted by always one. one & only on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:06:00 PST

intellectual exchange

strangely enough, i find myself suddenly wondering why the fuck i didn't engage in 'clubs' in college. granted, the answer to that is easily answered. i was shy, afraid, selfish, lazy and of course.....
Posted by always one. one & only on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:06:00 PST

walk

sometimes i take a walk.it is a loop.and i did.i stopped over and over to look around and spin on my heeland then i wondered if the sweltering heat would forbid meand then i decided i didn't careand l...
Posted by always one. one & only on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 09:08:00 PST

so much to sort out

brilliant frillsthe lace of a shattered case of remainsin and out the pulsing flickersflames and embers at the samewandering around in the darka little light to mistakeforget the endeavourwriggle arou...
Posted by always one. one & only on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 11:27:00 PST

atypical

i had the most bizarre fucking moment a while ago. and if i don't tell someone in some way it'll be lost forever. i was working on my newest short film and somehow these thoughts came to me:i'm not th...
Posted by always one. one & only on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 04:40:00 PST

probably a better idea...

perhaps the closest thing to 'normal blogging' i've ever done... well i did something i should have done a while ago, that is breaking down pictures a little better into albums. so yeah, that's done a...
Posted by always one. one & only on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 01:29:00 PST

nothing said at all

my body speaks for no one except myselfthe broken bleeding remnants of manlying here cold and alonefrom sipping blood of the divineto chewing cud of the sublimewho knows now anything other?there's not...
Posted by always one. one & only on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:39:00 PST