nostalgic at 9:30 in the morning.. / life today in a nutshell.. |
things have been odd lately.i've been feeling strangely 'at home' with most of it.. but still, it's all just a little.. 'different'. i mean no negative connotation by what i've just stated. it's exa...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:39:00 PST |
famous last words.. |
"hey, watch this.." it’s usually what you would historically hear from me before i did something stupid that usually ended in some sort of brace or cast-like apparatus. with that said..hey, wa...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:45:00 PST |
"..if you only knew..." |
there is so so much to take care of in such a ridiculously short amount of time.personal. financial. things are creeping up again. i have no doubt that i can take this all and come out on top. per...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 02:00:00 PST |
personal confrontation |
very unexpectedly, i learned something very important today for the 30 billionth time talking to a relative that i don’t speak with often except for the family gatherings a couple times a year. ...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 04:25:00 PST |
creative confrontation |
there are things about to happen that i have found myself fighting against a lot lately. they are happening because i am forcing myself to face these things. but i'm choosing to face and fight these...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:33:00 PST |
"..so now what?" |
no hidden meanings. no puzzles to solve. no conquest for happiness here. not this time. tonite, i am in great thought. and i need somewhere to write it down.this'll do..it's almost been a year an...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 01:48:00 PST |
i am counting the tears.. as it will matter later. |
the track is set.. and there is still a fork at the end of it. either way i choose, this is going to be exciting.. great even. there is an element of danger and complete failure in either direction...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 03:09:00 PST |
street lights from inside a taxi, anxiety, and a stash |
so. it's on. worries have been put to rest and excitement runs hard. no expectations other than my own for myself. finally. it feels amazing.but, where the fuck are you?p.s. - fix yourself, myspa...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 08:45:00 PST |
risk, bloody fingers, and a reflection |
so there are decisions to be made. it can not co-exist, i've realized. no half-assed anything anymore. it's all or nothing.keep watching.time to be fair to myself again. i deserve this.i've neglec...
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 09:26:00 PST |
blink. |
there is going to be a huge change (..how many times have i said that, right?).this is new. this is scary. this is, in someways, stupid.this is fucking beautiful.watch....
Posted by Jay Effin' Eremy on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 03:28:00 PST |
