Sin City Kitty

Okay about me.... Wow that is going to be hard to fit in this little box!I am a free lance writer, I am working on my first novel, and a book I believe will be my best work.I am a research specialist, and will not give up looking for the real answer or answers.I am a Planner and Director of Individually custom tailored retreats to enlighten, empower, comfort and invigorate individuals as well as groups.I am a painter, artist and designer.I will not take no for an answer and I will do things my way and not the way that others think or like. I will exhaust all efforts and think out of the box. Happiness Is A State Of Mind and You Have to Decide to Be It. (My Dad Told Me That)I am a friend in good times and bad. I do not make friends for what I can get from them or what they can do for me. I am a friend that will give more than I get if I can help it at all. I will be there when you fall. I like people who are real and not afraid to be who they are and be all they can be. My parents always told me that you can generally count your true friends on one hand. I always hoped that they were wrong on this one account. However my few true friends, you know who you are have affirmed that this still has not changed throughout the years. My friends are selfless and my heroes as well. Dare to be different guys.The rest of the acquaintances and herd of sheep I treat with kindness and pray for their personal growth and enlightenment daily for their sakes and happiness but do not hold my breath. If each person in the world did one truly kind deed for another even just once daily and didn’t do it for attention. (You know the type… The look at me, I am important because I did something nice or gave somebody something for recognition, If nobody was there to see the act of kindness or generosity they would not bother doing it.) Would our world be in the state of economy, crime level and eco state it is? If people did not steal from one another and learned to ask for what they wanted instead of taking it they probably would have gotten it anyway.In an Era gone by if somebody on their community lost their home to fire or other disaster everybody gathered and pitched in took them in, helped feed or repair the damage and that was just normal. When they were bringing in crops or needed a barn built half the community was just there. People said hello to people and children were safe to play and run freely as everybody just watched out for their children as well as all of those around. Most people never had to even lock their doors. What happened how did it change so drastically in one or two generations? How did we get to where are elders are discarded in geriatric or rest care facilities instead of cared for by their families.When did we stop respecting our elders and showing common courtesy to our fellow man?I am happy with who I am and have the best friends in the world. I love and treasure my family. They are my peace of happiness. Without them my life would probably be a lot less exciting!My friends all call me Kitty. My Aunt Peggy once told me it was because I always landed on my feet. I might get a little feisty and sulk but I came out on top in the end. They said I had nine lives. I think I have as many as I want in the time I am destined to have. The name stuck!I love music and have a hard time picking a favorite. I guess if I had to I would say the old R&B and I guess almost on the verge of disco at times. The music that had a message that made you cry the music that brought me smiles and made the memories fly. I love some of the gospel songs that I grew up singing and hearing, I like Jazz and the way the instruments mingle and take a stand, I love the angelic cathedral feeling I imagine when listening to Gregorian Chants. I even grew to like some Country and catch myself singing and tapping some of the quirky lyrics. I love the opera and the picture and vibrant visions it paints. I like Techno and Trance and like to shake my ass and dance.Loss, Death, Cancer, Hurt, Pain, Tragedy, Disappointments, Abuse and Rape. It is awful it hurts. It will never own me but it will be remembered. It gave me a voice it made me change things for others. Accept the things you can't change. We can never truly understand why or may never think it was fair. But it happened and we are here. To always allow it power and not look beyond is letting evil win. Give a speech. Sing with force. Write a law. Learn your power and force. Pray make a brighter day. Just file it away in your individual makeup.I like to help others without reward or recognition. I have my causes I am passionate about and I will never give up on them, and will probably try to get you to embrace them as well.Love it is the most powerful thing you can do. Embrace the positive each and every day. Negativity and hatred really only hurt you. You are what you surround yourself with and you have to chose.Learn and experience everything you can. Once you stop learning you stop living. Never accept something others say. Research and try different and healthier ways even if they are not what we are taught is our societies accepted way. Fix don’t just medicate with a pill or radical procedure.Many of the things we are told are bad and not to be used are just not true. Depression is not cured by a pill. Sunshine, Activity, Laughter, Diet and our own will are sometimes more powerful than any pill. Our government and medical society is not always right. Chemicals are foreign and dangerous at times.How can we not see that a system that condones alcohol, cigarettes and dangerous yet addicting pills tell us that Marijuana and other natural substances are not allowed?Medical Marijuana needs to be legalized. Educate don't discriminate! Lock up criminals not patients. Support the causes you believe in and always learn more about them. The best argument and answer is an educated one. Not one person has ever died because of a marijuana overdose. There are no known physical side effects. Marijuana increases the circulation of blood flow. That is the reason your see the red blood vessels in the eye after use. Increased circulation aids in healing.Cannabis or Hemp Oil is the cleanest burning fuel source available. It is quickly renewed and available without importing. Our local farmers grew it. Hemp fiber is the strongest fiber for clothing and paper products. How could Hemp a non bud bearing relative of the Marijuana plant be banned? It was not as profitable to our law makers and leaders as cotton, wood and oil. Our planet, and our people are suffering for the greed and power of a select few.Cannabis was used in most forms of medicine years ago and is spoken of in the bible. Our pharmaceutical companies will lose some of the billions of dollars they make if people were able to use marijuana for treatment of the many illnesses and symptoms it is useful for. There are no dangerous side effects from marijuana, it is very affordable and easy to grow. Nobody has ever died from it. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. Support the causes you believe in with some conviction. Speak out if not for you who? If you don't vote you have no right to complain about the society you live in or our leadership.It is not wrong to argue and take a stand. You don’t have to waiver you don’t have to bend. Just always make sure you learn everything you can and take the educated and correct argument to the stand.I am not perfect and neither is anybody else but I will try to grow and become a better person for the sake of the future of tomorrow and my child as well as his children.Just a thought!