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~WHAT DOES NOT KILL ME WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER~

About Me

THIS IS HOW I'M WIRED. I am DEEPER than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out.You have now entered my masquerade. You can uncover your facade.I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I value my family and those who are REAL. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous.I am constantly thinking and I love to write poetry. I have Loved... Lost... and Learned. The three things that every soul should feel. I yearn for those that put a smile on my face. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back.I do not belong in anyone's Virus.Satisifaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know.LIFE IS A BIG JOURNEY WITH LOTS OF OBSTICLES TO OVERCOME IN THE WAY. SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO FOLLOW OUR HEARTS AND ALSO FOLLOW OR MINDS, INTO DOING WHATS BEST FOR US. SOMETIMES OUR HEARTS ITS WRONG AND YOU JUST HAVE TO FOLLOW YOUR MIND. WE EACH FACE DIFFERENT SITUATIONS AMONG OUR LIFE JOURNEY THAT PUTS US IN A BLACK SHIT HOLE TO JUST NOT KNOWING THE RIGHT FROM WRONG. WE ALL KNOW FROM EXPERIENCE WE CANT ALWAYS GET WHAT WE WANT. SO WE OFTEN MAKE THE WRONG DECISIONS, CHOICES IN LIFE, THAT EITHER BRINGS US DOWN OR PUTS US INTO A STATE OF MIND WHERE WE ARE CONSTANTLY REPEATING THE WORD "REGRET". SOMETIMES WE OFTEN DECIDE TO FOLLOWING THE MIND AND FORGETING OUR HEART. BUT 1 THING IS TRUE, DOING WHATS BEST FOR YOU IS WHAT KEEPS YOUR HOPES, DREAMS STEADY AND ALIVE. EVEN THOUGH YOUR SAD OR EMPTY INSIDE BECAUSE SOMETHING IS MISSING, OR SOMEONE. I GUARANTEE YOU WILL FIND IT AGAIN, IN YOUR LIFE JOURNEY. LIFE IS CONFUSING AND MYSTERIOUS, YOU NEVER KNOW WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT. BUT I DO KNOW ONE THING, AND THAT IS WE ALL GET TO MAKE OUR CHOICES EVEN IF THEY ARE RIGHT OR WRONG. ITS THE ONLY WAY TO LEARN FROM YOUR OWN EXPERIENCES. TAKING CHANCES IS GOOD. LEARING TO EXCEPT THEM IS HARDER. YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE, NEVER GIVING UP IS THE KEY. YOU NEVER FAIL UNTIL YOU GIVE UP. LIVE YOUR LIFE MAKE CHOICES AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND MIND. DREAM AS IF YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER. LIVE AS IF YOU'LL DIE TODAY.I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin’ might mean takin’ chances, but they're worth takin’ Lovin’ might be a mistake but it's worth makin’ Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter When you come close to selling out, reconsider Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance..The Family Prayer “And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti.” (In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit)No NeeD to ChEriSh LuxuRiEs CauSe EveRythin comes and goes..EvEn the life tHat yOu HavE Is boRRoweD CauSe Ur nOt promIsEd forToMoRRoW....The sun rises with a smile for once in a quite while..She panders to my linear perplexity like no other before her..Show her she's wanted..Be young & happy to have a life..Make her promises to hope for a better day where you two could be lovers..alone,together wearing nothing but eachother..You scream her name with your frozen tongue.. You kiss her & hope to exist forever on her cloudy lips..Stay with me the night is your only request & you wish it were your last..You could have died in her arms & lived eternally in the pastures of her perfect spring..In the time of a thousand unkept promises, you want her to be the only thing you keep..You'll always be mr wrong, but suddenly she gives right no meaning.......WHAT YOU FEEL IS WHAT YOU ARE... WHAT YOU ARE IS BEAUTIFUL...found this music layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com :: MyHotComments

My Interests


- Breaking Benjamin Lyrics ..The Face of GodI'm drained but aching for more And the devil inside is reading The words of the saddest poem To be engraved on the stone on my grave I'd kill to share your pain And sell my soul for you just to say: "I dream what you're dreaming And feel what you're feeling Love's our shadow on the wall With the face of god" Nothing will be enough For the ones who keep in stumbling In the garden of withering trust Without the courage to leave I'd take my life for your kiss And lose it all to take you across the abyss You dream what I'm dreaming And see what I'm seeing Love's our shadow on the wall With the face of god If I Should Die Before I Wake I Pray No One My Soul To Take And If I Wake Before I Die Rescue Me With Your SmileSHE ####### ROCKS!!!!!!!! ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ***************Have faith in nothing, or you'll believe in everything. I believe in the receptor when we ####. We #### to songs that have no rhythm, and that's why I'm so in love with you.******************************************************** ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *******************If I Should Die Before I Wake I Pray No One My Soul To Take And If I Wake Before I Die Rescue Me With Your Smile

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When love and death embrace I need you. Please take me into your arms.WHY DIDN'T MY RELATIONSHIP WORK OUT?????When a relationship doesn't work, we tend to blame ourselves and think we'll never be happy again -- and a mourning period is required. But if we stop and do a post mortem on the relationship, we generally find one of three things:* We just weren't suited for each other temperamentally. * There was a lack of commitment on one or the other's part. * We had a great relationship, but it was time to move on when one outgrew the other.How to tell? With callers I always ask: Is he (or she) caring, responsible, and at least reasonably hot -- whether in body, mind, or spirit? From your perspective, your partner had better be at least better than a five on a scale of ten in all three areas -- and the whole figure better be at least a seven or eight! If they're not, you may be better off separating, or putting them on the back burner and looking around, depending on the level of commitment.Another question: do you grow together? Relationships are learning experiences. As we keep learning through our relationships, they stay strong and whole. But when we stop, they stop -- or something will force us to move on. "Voluntary growth is pleasurable, but forced growth is painful." No matter what the "reason," if we're not getting our needs met, it's best to remember, there are plenty of fish in the sea -- and, if we keep getting sand kicked in our face, no matter how hard we try, there is ALWAYS someone better! UP ABOVE... I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OK IN MY LIFE...I WANT TO KNOW THE RIGHT FROM WRONG...I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE YOU ONLY GET 1 LIFE, 1 CHANCE ~N~ DON'T #### UP BECAUSE THERE AIN'T COMIN BACK...E YO QUIERO MORIR THE VIEJA E NO DE SOLEDAD!!!!~EVERY STORY HAS AN ENDING!!!BUT IN LIFE EVERY ENDING IS JUST A NEW BEGINNING!!!~ .. -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --Now I lay me down to sleep Pray the lord my soul to keep If I die before I wake Pray the lord my soul to take.............Hush little baby, don't say a word and never mind that noise you heard It's just the beast under your bed, In your closet, in your head.............Exit light Enter night Grain of sand........Exit light Enter night Take my hand We're off to never never land.......

I'd like to meet:

DISCLAIMER:Unless you are..- covered in blood - an alcoholic - a photo #### - really ########## #I will not date you! Stop trying...and it definitely won't happen if your name is Jose, Carlos, or P. Diddy.. MOTHA #####!Piece me apart. You all know my details beWhen sending me a message or a comment..You will not receive a reply if:Your default picture is of anything other than yourself. If I wanted to talk to Paris Hilton or anyone in My Chemical Romance, I'd find them myself.Your Myspace name ends with at the Disco or is Legend.You type LikE tHiS aNd ThE OnLy tHiNgS in your general interests are cuddling, boys, and Fall Out Boy. Boys, that also applies to you.You can't use English. If you say things like hey lolz I like ur hair I was wondering if u could ##### me well hit me up l8ter k peace or damn gurl u fine holla at me. No you illiterate ####, I will not HOLLER AT YOU.You call me hot, sexy, ask for more pictures, and/or ask if we can meet anywhere. Stop being a creep.You FEEL THE NEED TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS. Your keyboard has a Caps Lock button for a reason, use it.You thank me for adding you.You are a self-proclaimed model. Just because you and your friends like to take pictures of yourselves on a weekly basis in your living room, backyard, bathroom, and garage.. does not mean you are a model.You assume that by me posting this, it means I think I'm better than everyone else simply because they can't use full words. I happen to be a fan of WORDS so if you can't USE THEM.. don't.I will, however, reply to you if:You can spell.You can read.You can start up a decent conversation.You are attractive (I have no reason to lie to you).We share music interests.I think we can benefit from one another.You live in the area and seem interesting.Once again, if you can spell.. its most likely Ill want to talk to you.There are ERRORS in this profile in hopes some of you will FIND them. Can you?nothing more than rock 'n rum.. right is all a mind of its own. Drive through my mind and do not ####### stop for the trail of dead.Someone who can keep a conversation going Someone who'll let me be myself and not judge me Someone who likes to make audio/visual/visceral/textual art Someone who'll fight for what they believe in Someone who will dance even when there's not music playing I also would love to meetSalvador Dali, Da Vinci, Freud, Aristotle, Jeanne d'Arc, Galileo Galilei, Catherine the Great...~Good Friendzz Stab You In The Front~No NeeD to ChEriSh LuxuRiEs CauSe EveRythin comes and goes..EvEn the life tHat yOu HavE Is boRRoweD CauSe Ur nOt promIsEd forToMoRRoW....The sun rises with a smile for once in a quite while..She panders to my linear perplexity like no other before her..Show her she's wanted..Be young & happy to have a life..Make her promises to hope for a better day where you two could be lovers..alone,together wearing nothing but eachother..You scream her name with your frozen tongue.. You kiss her & hope to exist forever on her cloudy lips..Stay with me the night is your only request & you wish it were your last..You could have died in her arms & lived eternally in the pastures of her perfect spring..In the time of a thousand unkept promises, you want her to be the only thing you keep..You'll always be mr wrong, but suddenly she gives right no meaning.......WHAT YOU FEEL IS WHAT YOU ARE... WHAT YOU ARE IS BEAUTIFUL...OH POETA CABRON..QUE HASTA LA MIERDA TE INSPIRA..PORQUE NO DEHAIS LA LIRA..Y TE METEIS A MARICON!!

Music:

HED PE-RAISE HELL!!!! THE ####### GREATEST SONG....If you think it's too loud Bitch - get the #### out If you wanna slow down Bitch - get the #### out If your ass ain't with me Get the #### out...We raise hell bitch We don't give a #### All you ##### motherfuckers shut the #### upI knock yo hed back I let that shit bang I make your heart jump Like you was on cocaineStop actin like a bitch Why you acting like a bitch Let a bitch suck a dick and get the #### in the pitIf you think it's too loud...It's another homicide So let my shit play I chop your hed off Like my name was OjayStop actin like a bitch....I don't care about shit!!!HED P.E.// HIM// My Chemical Romance// Avenged Sevenfold// The Shinedown// Simple Plan// Sum 41// Limp Bizkit// Papa Roach// Foo Fighters// A Perfect Circle// Luny Tunes// Don Omar// Smile Empty Soul// Santana// Metallica// Juanes// Shakira// PUYA// Carlos Vive// The Used// Something Corporate// Three Days Grace// T.I.// Linkin Park// Howie Day// Def Leppard// Green Day// Hoobastank// Ludacris// Sublime// BoB Marley// Switchfoot// EMINEM// Yellowcard// Blink 182// Oasis// The Punisher// Ashlee Simpson// Kid Rock// Drowning Pool// Seether// Queen// NoNpoint// Akon// No Doubt// Gwen Stefani// Kanye West// Unwritten Law// Superchick// 3 Doors Down// Godsmack// Cooheed & Cambria// Nirvana// Disturbed// Rage Against Mashines// Korn// Audioslave// ORGY// Mudvayne// Crazy Town// SOAD// Saliva// POD// All American Reject// Snoop Dogg// AFI// Gargolas// Edwin McCain// Savage Garden// Jagged Edge// Son By 4// Boyz 2 Men// Freestyle// Ska P// TLC// Raimundos// Beastie Boys// Bon Jovi// Journey// Elton John// Ace Of Base// SEXYDEATH// Deep Dish// Madonna// Taking Back Sunday// Underoath// Armor for Sleep// Thrice// Brazil// This Day & Age// The Killers// LiL Jon// Yesterdays Rising// Aphasia// A Static Lullaby// AFI// SAOSIN// Bleed The Dream// Silverstein// Head Automatica// Chromeo// Cursive// Lorene Drive// Bleeding Through// Chevelle// Kill Hannah// Ladytron//Atreyu// Bloc Party// NIN// The Flir// Norma Jean// Dead Sexy// Circa Survive// Don't Look Down// Story of the Year// LoveHateHero// THE VALENTINE// A Thorn for every Heart// From First to Last// Codeseven// Mae// Matchbook Romance// Your name is lights// Vegas in Space// Dead Poetic// The Faint// Shotblue// Copeland// Action Action// Amber Sky// Beloved// Dear Whoever// Sting// The Cure// Depeche Mode// EnigmA// L. L. Cool J// 80's// House// Spanish// Reggeton// DaDDy YanKee//Slow Jamz//

Movies:

Jay and Silent BoB Strike Back, War Of The Worlds, The Grudge, 2 Fast 2 Furious, Queen Of The Damned, Garden State, A Walk To Rememeber, Resident Evil, Scarface, 8 Mile, Honey, Selena,Riding in Cars With Boys, Dokan Saints, Edward Scissorhands, Clockwork Orange, 28 Days Later, SLC Punk!, Godfather Part I & II, Labyrinth, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Taxi Driver, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, White Oleander, Alice in Wonderland, The Virgin Suicides, Se7en, Hackers, Bowling for Columbine, LOTR, The Crow, Party Monster, Kill Bill, Romeo + Juliet, Frida, From Hell, Fight Club, The Omen, American Beauty, Murder by Numbers, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Interview with the Vampire, House of 1000 Corpses, Beetlejuice, The Night of the Living Dead, Saw, Stigmata, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Dracula 200

Television:

ummmmm Sony duh!!!!!!!!

Books:

All the Cirque Du Freak....A living Nightmare, The Vampire's Assistance and Tunnels Of Blood......And Shakespear LOL....

My Blog

INMORTAL STATE OF MIND!!!!

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!!!! Would you mind if I hurt you?Understand that I need toWish that I had other choicesthan to harm the one I loveWhat have you doneI know I better stop tryingYou know that there's...
Posted by ***COMPLICATED*** on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 04:01:00 PST

~~~My Song~~~

There's a song inside us, a song we can ignite, and all the dark inside us will flicker into light. There's a power in every brave, There's a power in every note, It's the power that starts with in an...
Posted by ***COMPLICATED*** on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU DON'T NEED ANYMORE DRAMA.....

THERE COMES A POINT IN LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU DON'T NEED SOME PEOPLE AND THE DRAMA THEY BRING ALONG!!!!...
Posted by ***COMPLICATED*** on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 12:48:00 PST

~ThE SuN RiSeS~

The sun rises with a smile for once in a quite while..She panders to my linear perplexity like no other before her..Show her she's wanted..Be young & happy to have a life..Make her promises to hope fo...
Posted by ***COMPLICATED*** on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST