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Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic

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About Me


killed my mother killed my father what am i left to do? yeah, i wish... but clearly i dont have the guts to do it, just like i didnt have the guts to keep my mouth shut and get away with the murder of the bloodsucking flea i killed to prove i was more than a man, more than any of you subhumans will ever even think to be... but i guess you already know my story. at least some of you, the enlightened disciples of dostoevskij. i owe him big time, at least for the mere fact of my creation even though only has a 'character' rather than a person. just like jesus, right?, and god himself. you're in the book, hence you ARE. thats good enough for me. for now. hail dostoevskij. convert, you sinners! read good old fedor, then die. man i've had a hell of a day, havent i?...

My Interests

suicide, suicidal paranoia, psychopathy, delirium of disorder, sick twisted eery evil wicked useless dangerous eventually boring kinda stuff

I'd like to meet:

Sonja Ivanovna Marmeladova

Music:

minor threat, black flag, raised fist, reagan youth, gorilla biscuits, better than a thousand, youth of today, bones brigade, municipal waste, what happens next, circle jerks, scholastic deth, tear it up, s.o.d., the horror, napalm death, cripple bastards, affluente, indigesti, blood for blood, burzum, anthrax, pantera, slayer, sepultura, iron maiden, mayhem, immortal, black sabbath...

Movies:

clerks, trainspotting, teen wolf, cecil b. demented, the good the bad the ugly & everything by sergio leone, taxi driver, love and death, the believer, jesus christ superstar, night of the living dead, suburbia, thrashin, karate kid, scarface, goodfellas, the godfather, leningrad cowboys go america, ....

Television:

oh sweet sweet junk...

Books:

dostoevskij, bukowski, nietzsche, caraco, cioran, sarah kane, samuel beckett, celine, ivo andric, dovlatov, zamjatin, voinovic, orwell, john fante, limonov.

Heroes:

fedor michailovic dostoevskij = god (i mean, there's no god, but we have good old fedor! that's quite something...) bukowski, celine, e.m. cioran, caraco, sam beckett, freddy nietzsche, amazing woman of my dreams sarah kane, milos crnjanski, bob de niro, gian maria volonte, ian mackaye, david rubinstein, rob white trash, vinnie van gogh, eddy munch, randal from clerks, travis bickle, cecil b. demented, ...

My Blog

with a blade kissing my wrist like the lips of a girl

pretty stunned i'm still holdin on, yet i am. tried to suffer till i cant take anymore pain, tried to cry her out of myself, tried to hate her tried to wash my hands clean by just calling her 'the bad...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Sun, 30 Jul 2006 07:23:00 PST

what's the use of keeping score when i've lost?...

i'm back. rising from my grave just to face another disgrace. been away for a while. been in love. still in love. thing is she doesn't love me anymore, provided she ever did... i cant think about her...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 08:04:00 PST

wasting time whenever you get the chance... which happens to be all the time

last night a friend of mine with whom i usually spend the evenings drinking coke and planning our suicides, told me he often goes to bed angry with himself cause he gets the feeling he didnt...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Wed, 24 May 2006 07:37:00 PST

classical music is great cuz it makes you feel like a piece of shit

just think of how perishable, failable, basically pointless you are as a living thing... cant do that? well i was listening to beethoven's 9th simphony earlier this afternoon, and it got to me like a...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Wed, 10 May 2006 10:10:00 PST

louie louie, ya betta go...

all the pain thats in my heart... it just shows i'm not very smart who needs love, when you got a gun? who needs love to have any fun?   yeah yeah... there's not that much more to say, is there? ...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Tue, 09 May 2006 01:37:00 PST

should really think before you write down a post

so, still here... you know what? i kinda felt like i had something to say, ye know?, like when you're about to jump off the top of a twentyseven story building and right before you actually jump you g...
Posted by Raskol'nikov, Rodian Romanovic on Mon, 08 May 2006 07:38:00 PST