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|.Lauren.|

This isn't how it's supposed to be. But everything's okay.

About Me

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
I'm Lauren.
I'm not here to sell myself out nor to meet some pedophile creep .
I'm here for my friends. Be my friend on here if you like. Whatever
I tend to be quite literate. Stupid people bother me.
I have arrogance in grammer. I use big words. And I like when people can spell correctly.
I will correct you because it's my pet peeve.
My bestfriend and my boyfriend mean the world to me.
I love them both with all my heart.
I smoke cigarettes, I drink, I do drugs, and I don't plan on quitting anytime soon.
If you don't like it then don't add me.
I add just about everyone.((unless you look like a creep)).
I judge people before I know them. It sometimes slaps me in the face but I don't care.
A lot of people think I'm a bitch.(( they're probably right ))
I don't like Juggalos/Juggalettes, they're LAME. =]
(( but I do have some friends that are ))
If you really are interested about me. Then ask me.
"I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now? Reality leaves a lot to the imagination." -John Lennon
Yeah but nobody searches And nobody cares somehow When the loving that you've wasted Comes raining from a hapless cloud Then I might stop and look upon your face
Disappear in the sweet, sweet gaze See the living that surrounds me Dissipate in a violet blaze Can't you see what you've done to my heart, and soul? This is a wasteland now
I submit my incentive is romance I watch the pole dance of the stars We rejoice because the hurting is so painless From the distance of passing cars But I am married to your charms and grace I just go crazy like the good old days You make me want to pick up a guitar And celebrate the myriad ways that I love you

My Interests

My friends,
My boyfriend ,
Amanda , sex ,drugs,violence
, nigger jokes ,
drinking, cigarettes

cappuccino
, photography
, not you

I'd like to meet:



Someone who will never let me down.
There's this boy, named Steve...he makes me super happy.=D

Music:



UnderOath.
Nirvana
Silverstein
Brand New
Chiodos
Say Anything
Alesana
Atreyu
Norma Jean
As I lay Dying
Fear Before...
Alice in Chains
The Smashing Pumpkins
Smile Empty Soul
AFI
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
My Chemical Romance
Scary Kids...
Bleeding a Memory
Viadora
Scars of Tomorrow
Coheed and Cambria
The Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
Interpol
Hellogoodbye
Mewithoutyou
Saosin
Armor for Sleep
Emery
Bleed the Dream
Bleeding Through
Fall Out Boy
Panic! At the Disco
From First to Last
Otep
Oasis
Saves the Day
Story of the Year
System of a down
Dope
Marilyn Manson
Bullet for my Valentine
Between home and Serenity
Morello
Hawthorne Heights ...sucks by the way =]

Movies:

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
Trainspotting
American History X
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Blow
Requiem for a Dream
Edward Scissorhands
Pirates of the Carribean(1&2)
All Harry Potters
All Lord of the Rings
Natural Born Killers
What Dreams May Come
Billy Madison
Jackass
Girl, Interrupted
JawBreaker
Devil in the Flesh
Thirteen
Eurotrip
Sleepy Hollow
Alice in Wonderland
Beavis and Butthead do America
Ever After
Clueless
Fear
Donnie Darko
Now and Then
Tommy Boy
E.T.
The Amityville Horror
Feardotcom
Saw(1&2)
More to come...

Television:

The Family Guy.
Viva La Bam
Fuse
That 70's Show.

Books:

Cut
Go ask Alice
Heavier than Heaven
It
Harry Potter

Heroes:

Amanda DeGroodt,Veronica Mocny,Stephen Kall♥,Maria Delisio, Bryce Lanning,Erik Johnson,Jack Jasilionis,Andrew Bartlett,Grant Taylor,Emma Klco,Diana LaConti,Kaitlyn Sterl,Sarah Manning,Lindsay Matthews,Kayla Depalma,Dawn Russell,Anna Kovach,Zach Tenerove,Kyle Rose,Candice Stanley.

My Blog

Suuuuurrrrrveyyy

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Lauren Nicoooollleeee.Birthday:Christmas 89Birthplace:Cleveland niggsssCurrent Location:Mentor Eye Color:Blue/greenHair Color:Black/Brown/Dirty blonde.Height:5f...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 01:01:00 PST

Forgot one =]


Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 02:11:00 PST

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME! Look! Baby pics n' such =]

I'm the little one Me and my Daddy =D   This is how much I hate homework lol. Me and my cousin Alex...I HAVE A FUCKING FRO!     Me and my dad, the first day home from the hospit...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 02:04:00 PST

Question.

So,it's been a while since I've written a blog. Things have been going pretty horrible lately. I had a boyfriend,he dumped me. I've come to find that I dislike people who are like me. I think I'm just...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Tue, 10 Jan 2006 02:43:00 PST

Boredism

I have never been so fucking bored in my entire life! I moved away from Mentor like 2 weeks ago and I never thought I'd see myself saying this,but I really miss it. Even though I hate Mentor, I really...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 05 Sep 2005 10:35:00 PST

To Zach

Ever since the day you died the clouds have been so grey, I think about your sparkling eyes and how they'd never fade away. You left us with such little notice and left us all confused, We'll never kn...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

This song has so much meaning.

Ive got another confession to makeIm your foolEveryones got their chains to breakHoldin you Were you born to resist or be abused?Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?I...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Poem, I did not write.

Forever as we are We hold on to things the tightest, When we are forced to let them go- We always want things a certain way, when we know they can't be so. Dreams always last the longest, wh...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Never again....

when things seem so perfect,they have to go wrong....I always knew things would end up like this...something was bound to end up destroyed...go figure that it was my heart...again. When you feel so cl...
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Candice,Tiffany,Crystal,Bobby, READ THIS!!!

IF YOU WANT THE PIC OF THE BLACK BABY(LOL) IT'S IN MY PICTURES!!!! LMFAO
Posted by LAUR[gasm]© on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST