SO damn ♥**fancy**♥ profile picture

SO damn ♥**fancy**♥

Blah.

About Me

*sigh* I HATE doing this.
Okay...about me...where to start?
My name, which I don't think could possibly be more uninteresting, is Amanda.
Ew. I think it means " lovable " or something. HAHA. X_X
If you already know me, then you're wasting your time by reading this and I feel as though I should maybe hit you.
If you don't know me, well....you're still wasting your time by reading this because it will do nothing for you.
I mean, do you *really* want to know me?
No, probably not...you're just like me as of now....bored and sitting at the computer reading about random people who probably aren't anything like they say they are.
Having said that, you might choose to believe that I'm not who I say I am, but whatever, that's your decision.
Are you still with me here? Right...
Well, to start off, I absolutley HATE liars.
With that being said, do not attempt to say I am " pretty, cute, hot, etc. " because it will only annoy me and probably eventually lead to me either deleting you or not accepting a friend request.
My myspace thing is extremely boring because I do not feel like going into full detail about myself, so if you're losing interest, screw off, it's not going to get anymore exciting.
I work at Quiznos Subs in MOL.
I envy pretty people.
I am a virgin.
I am scared of relationships. (yet I now find myself in one.)
A lotta guys don't ' like me like that ' because they think I'm weird.
I don't ' like a lotta guys like that ' because I think **they're** weird.
I guess that just makes my boyfriend weird.
I am uncertain of the existance of a god.
I just LOVE my Lauren (( she's a loser. ))and Ver-on-eeca and Stoner.....and a few other people.
I love Sandra!!! (( my mom. ))
I love Sarafina!!! (( my gramma. ))
I love Jeremy, even though he annoys the shit outta me! (( my little brother. ))
I HATE my dad more than I've ever hated myself.
I support gays. (( that one's for you, Veronica, m'love. ))
I don't like being told what not to do.
I DESPISE being called 'gothic'. (( do NOT ask me 'what' I am. I am a fucking person, alright? ))
My mood fluctuates.
I am said to be easy to get along with.
I ...am already sick of talking about myself....
*sigh* Blah, if you care enough to know about me, then ask me what you wanna know. I'm not saying I'll always answer, but you could still try.
**** My friends mean EVERYTHING to me. I don't think I need to name names, they know who they are. I ♥ them for always putting up with me. ****
♥ Oh, yeah...and now I'm all in love and stuff with Grant, who is the most amazing guy in the world and he means everything to me, I couldn't ask for a better guy, I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. Grant...I love you and you're definitely a bigger dork than me, so deal with it. ♥
You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !

My Interests

I am interested in things that look interesting.
I *ADORE* hanging out with my friends, even though all we mainly do is sit around in my garage and talk about wishing there was something to do.
I'm also very interested in my boyfriend Grant.
I love him. A LOT.
I also like reading a lot...some say I'm a nerd.
I say I should rip out their vocal chords and tie them up with them.
Uhm...hanging out with Lauren whenever I want to is usually fun.
I like proving people wrong when they act like they know what they are talking about, arguing about my belief ( or lack of ) in the said 'God', and I am also interested in whatever makes me think I have a life.

I'd like to meet:

Johnny Depp. No explanation needed. Yeah that's about it. Lauren made that little thingy down there for me...I dunno why, but whatever.

Music:

I really enjoy music, but I hate the fact that people get labeled for what they listen to...that's fucking stupid.
A band I really admire is HIM. Ville uses pretty words. I adore that.
I like many other bands, but I'm not gonna sit here and label all them.
You wanna know, then fucking ask me.

Movies:

I like horror,mystery,sci-fi (some), adventure,and some action movies.
Romantic movies are just a waste of film because shit in those movies never happen in real life.
Some of my favorite movies are
The Crow,
The Nightmare Before Christmas,
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone,
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets,
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban,
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire,
anything with Johnny Depp,
SLC Punk,
What Dreams May Come,
Interview With a Vampire,
Queen of the Damned,
uhm...well shit, I don't know...I just like movies, okay?

Television:

I don't really watch a lot of tv but some shows that I like are
Viva la Bam,
stuff on VH1,
Criss Angel: Mindfreak,
and other stuff that is on here and there.
I'm not really a big fan of reality pretty much because it isn't real when it's on tv and if it was, I would still hate it because reality sucks anyway.

Books:

I have read all 6 of the Harry Potter books (Sorcerer's Stone,Chamber of Secrets, Prisoner of Azkaban, Goblet of Fire,and The Order of the Pheonix, and the Half-Blood Prince.
I am PATIENTLY waiting for the arrival of the 7th!
have read Secret Window (since Johnny Depp was in the movie,haha) I have to be able to sort of connect with a book to be able to like it, otherwise I wouldn't get into it and I wold lose interest fast. I read a lot but I can barely remember half of what I read. I guess that is a side effect of getting high so much (oh well!) I have also read The Cobain Dossier which is one of the many biographies on Kurt Cobain and Nirvana.
It's not like I am a book-worm thing though, I just like escaping the real world sometimes, it's quite amusing at some points in life. It could just be what the rest of the world needs to do so they could all stay sane...but they are all too busy reading the newspaper which makes them believe certain things that are probably hardly even true and are just planted there by the important people so they could brainwash us and-WOAH,I better just shut up. Yeah...

Heroes:

I have no heros because it is just a waste of time to look up to someone because then your head would get tired from looking up so much. Also, it is just pointless because then you would make yourself believe that you have to live up to that persons expectations and you would have self-pity if you don't and then it would get ugly because there's the whole self esteem issue, and believe me, once that is wrecked, you're FUCKED! (trust me on this one,people) If you're wise, you will just give up on your little heroes.

My Blog

People say " MySpace Ruined My Life!!! " Wanna know what I say???

I'm just bored and I feel the need to complain. So, I was at the mall today and I saw a shirt that said " MySpace Ruined My Life! " and it made me laugh because I then heard someone say " Oh, tha...
Posted by SO damn ♥**fancy**♥ on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 10:01:00 PST

R.I.P. Zach!!!!!!!!!

I know this is kinda really delayed...but I haven't been online in forever so I haven't been able to update anything. On July 18th, 2005...my friend Zach commited suicide....he would have been 16 yest...
Posted by SO damn ♥**fancy**♥ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST