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Gem

Imitation Is The Highest Form Of Flattery. Gracias!!!!

About Me

"Sometimes we build walls around our hearts, not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to break them down." I'm an idealist, I am a healer, I am a teacher, I am a believer. I am a champion of life because I will never give up. I will continue to prove you wrong about me. I will show you and everyone else just how far I will go. I am a good person with a pure heart.. I am proud to be what I am... I come accross quiet but of course for many reasons..when in actuality I love to laugh, & I am a big goof...I enjoy the simple things, passionate kisses, movies, working out, cooking, and just spending time with my loved ones. I am a very loyal person...I do have my own beliefs though, about the world and society.. I live my life for myself, my daughter and nobody else.. I do what makes me happy and no one has the right to judge me for that.. I come from a great family~ its been years & we're stronger than ever; that’s open minded enough to respect that I am an individual and I will Be The person that I was put on this earth to be.. And about Destiny.. Yes I do believe it... I don't let many people in... I don't trust many... But once you're in, I wont turn my back on you... I have a few people in my life that I can actually call friends, and that's fine with me... Life is not about popularity, just a handful of individuals that have been hand chosen by me... Trust is very important to me...It's also something I have a difficult time with, my guard is up and my wall is high, it's hard to break it down... I have no problem saying goodbye to you and never turning back... That's how my world works... You wanna be in it, Respect it... Understand it... Love it... Be it... Basically Im just a down to earth girl trying to find my place in this world. Trying to make a living....On my journey to discovery..... Lately I've been on this quest to conquer, and i dont know when that will be over.... I do know though, thats it's only the beginning.... I hate fake and shallow people.
I am DEEPER than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. You have now entered my masquerade. You can uncover your facade. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I value my family and those who are REAL. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I am constantly thinking and I love to write poetry. I have Loved... Lost... and Learned. The three things that every soul should feel. I yearn for those that put a smile on my face. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisifaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know.

My Interests


I tend to adapt my personality to a situation when a particular goal of mine requires it to be achieved. I’m either your BEST FRIEND or your worst enemy =).People I meet either love me or don't. There€™s not much room for liking because liking takes time, and is it worth the time? You calculate the cost! When I love, it's intense. I don't fall often, but when I do, I fall hard. There's good and bad to my way of love. The good is I am loyal to myself and my partner, and he will never have to worry about sharing me with another. The bad is I become "extremely" vulnerable to the man I give my heart to.I’m all or nothing. I’m an extremist! I’m either in or out—there is no middle ground with me. Do it DAMN well or don’t do it at all. I have 2 personalities :) and they are both extreme. I'm either a really good girl or a really 8@$ girl; you'll never find mediocrity in my life. My Loves: Dancing, Bikram Yoga, Pilates, Jet Skiing, Wakeboarding, Snowmobiling, Basketball, Volleyball, Cooking & Entertaining, Eating, Hair, Makeup, Fashion, NYC..(I Heart That Place), Inside Jokes, Shopping, Traveling, The Beach…There’s never really a dull moment in my life.. I can be in bed & just that alone can be AMAZING!

Music:

Melts at the seductive sultriness of Amel, the consciousness of India.Arie,Alicia Keys, the uniqueness of Floetry, the timelessness of Mariah, and the sexiness of Ms. Scott. I'm influenced by great music. If it somehow strikes a cord with me, evokes some sort of emotion, or mesmerizes me for whatever reason, I've evolved. I'm a huge reggae~neo soul fan...Whatever I can move my hips to, I'll listen!

Movies:

Love&Basketball, Crash, Sweet November, Honey, Brown Sugar, Departed, Anything short or romance, comedy, drama...

Television:

I rarely have time for television, but when I do, this is what's playing: Disney Channel, Nick, The Food Network (thats for me, I love cooking), Greys Anatomy is Addicting, Niptuck..,ESPN (I enjoy sports), BET (If it contains music, I'm interested)...

Books:

I'm a lit aficionado with a love for great writing in all forms.

Heroes:

My Daughter

My Blog

RIP..Chris, You Will Be Deeply Missed

It goes to show, life it's here one moment and gone the next. Chris was the most sincere, kind-hearted people I was fortunate to come accross. He never said no to me...was always a true friend...altho...
Posted by ♥GemProdigy♥ on Wed, 30 May 2007 01:58:00 PST

Right NOW

Every day I learn something new. Everyday I am challenged in a different way. Everyday I am able to see a new perspective. Right now, I am being tested. Right now, my patience is being tested. Right n...
Posted by ♥GemProdigy♥ on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 01:38:00 PST