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Ames

stars into stardust created this devastation--

About Me

stranded in my thoughts i divide. to the surface growing dim. to the depths becoming defined. i realize i dont really understand the surface of myself. but i know its there i dont want to feel this fear.



My Interests

♥mi amore ryan | cerebral conversations | internal doubt | division | thunderstorms | poetry | writing | singing | traveling | spirituality | energy | altered states of consciousness | becoming me | becoming you | music | the arts | sunrise/sunset | everything | everything in between | the outter layers | life | love | chaos | balance | meditation | other peoples stories | humor | craziness | temptation | dark nights & foggy mornings | the ocean | tattoos | spontaneity | not knowing | learning | philosophy | a good mind fuck | chai tea | playing in the rain | road trips | nature | the heavens | astronomy | metaphysics | weird foods ive never tried | honest eyes | depth | dreaming | reading | inspiring | my family | friends | mindfullness | silence | noise | my incredible son mason | endless roads | endless stories | bonfires | realization | photography | change | transformation | pleaides | body art | thought | fear | encounter | dying | words | abstract encryptions | living beyond mere survival | beauty

I'd like to meet:

the beautiful edge of insanity

i try to avoid superficial people..... what i have to offer them...to them has no value

Music:

is the perfect sound to meet the silence. the membrane of the gentle echo where sound meets silence is both deaf and audible entering into the eternal dimension of time.

any music that forces me to surrender my feelings, any music whose words are strong enough to penetrate the deepest layers of myself i try and hide from.

Television:

discovery, national geographic, travel channel

Books:

Kama Sutra | The Inferno | Celestine Prophecy | Bringers of the Dawn | Gurdjieff | Earth | Bankei Zen | I Ching | Anam Cara | Castenada | Carl Jung | Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj | Hemingway | National Geographic | Bukowski | Sam Woods | Tao of Pooh | Friedrich Nietzsche | Descartes | Kant | Hume | Tao Te Ching | The Mustard Seed | etc.

Heroes:

my mother. my son mason. my father.

My Blog

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Is there really stars in her eyes when she cries? only a stranger could tear me from this dying sky.i fear because i have so much to lose. ive always feared.would things be easier if i were not a thin...
Posted by Ames on Tue, 22 May 2007 05:36:00 PST