Lila Jai - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I am a puzzle, a metaphor, a sonet, a light that the universe created to bring love and joy and to challenge human nature. I dont allow many to truely know me...but when you do- proceed with caution.
You Are a Hunter Soul
You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Interests

I am interested in: music, dance, growing into a better person every moment of my life, Science of Mind, and helping anyone who needs it. Oh- and cooking, deffinately cooking!

I'd like to meet:

intelligent, like minded, open minded individuals. Genuine, supportive, loving people who pride themselves on being good friends.

Music:

I would appreciate anything that someone has created with love and passion. There are too many musical inspirations to mention.

Movies:

mostly things that make me laugh so hard that I cry. Or movies that have lots of fighting and blood :)

Television:

Anything on the Food Network...I love to cook, but hate to eat- interesting dicotamy, and LOST, everything else is pretty much crap.

Books:

Autobiography of a Yogi, the 4 Agreements, The Joy of Cooking, the Cake Bible- and any book that will help guide me in my journey to becoming more enlightened, or a better cook.

Heroes:

My mom, my grandmother, and Gandhi

My Blog

WHY

Why do I find myself drowning in my tears? This exquisit mix of pain and happiness, yet this time- no fears. Confusion envelops my heart- as it is torn in two. Recruiting volunteers to mend it- the pr...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Holding My Breath

Turning blue- waiting for you to make a decision. This is nothing new. I'm drowning in the ocean of the distance that comes between us each day. Why do I feel like I am giving my SELF away? W...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Fool

It is a Fools game to risk perfection Out here alone on a wire Unsuspecting victim of desire You wear a thousand faces A master of disguise And Im addicted to the passion in your eyes You wi...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Toute Cette Tristesse (All This Sadness)

Theyre crying all around me Their screams are all I hear Please stop their constant shouting Make it all disappear Im dizzy with all the commotion I just want to relax To stop the noise inside...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Same Situation

Again & again the same situation For so many years Tethered to a ringing telephone In a room full of mirrors A pretty girl in your bathroom Checking out her sex appeal I asked myself when you sa...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My Child

Still a child in many ways, yet so wise beyond your years. Loving to play, loving your freedom yet burying any sadness and tears. The hand that you have been dealt has been a difficult one, Seemin...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Surrender

I watch you hide in the darkness of the well lit room. I watch you run away from the feelings that consume. I close one eye, hoping that it will cut the pain in half. This stabbing sword through an...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Wait

Between the opening of the gates and the closing of the gates, I wait. Gathering flowers in unshepherded fields, I wait. In a Babylon of self-control, I wait. In the marketplace, covered with ...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Cradle My Heart

Last night, I was lying on the rooftop, thinking of you. I saw a special Star, and summoned her to take you a message. I prostrated myself to the Star and asked her to take my prostration to ...
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Tease

I guess you could say that I'm slightly flawed from time to time. To be loved and admired seems to be my crime. I allow many to desire to get to know me. Yet what they know is only a fantasy....
Posted by Lila Jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST