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Jeff

Live, Love, and Learn, Ill figure it out eventually...

About Me

AOL Instant Messenger: Debeo Morium
Yahoo: DebeoMorium
Email: [email protected]
If you really wanna know about me read the blogs. I find the easiest way to be open, especially with stragners, is to just let them read it. I also have trouble being myself online, so it helps with that as well.
I went through some hard times lately and i got to learn who my real friends are. Lately ive learned to keep the people who truely matter close and the ones just in it for themselves cautiosly in the distance. I need to start working on friendships where each person mutually cares about the other. But it was mostly my fault, i tend to be the type to take in a person who needs a friend, even if it seems like it would be destructive for me.
I have trouble being myself online, in person i usually dont find it to hard unless i have a reason to be shy. I joke around alot and the more people laugh the more i try to make them laugh. I dont drink often but I'll have fun and get drunk from time to time. Im usually pretty easy going, i dont care what I do or where I go so long as im with people I enjoy. I try to be a moral, and honest person as best i can and i expect the same from the friends i choose, and not just because its what you have to do, what is important is that it should hurt you to hurt another person, and should make you feel good to help. If it doesnt then something is wrong.
"If you want to get your soul to heaven, trust in me now dont you judge or question. You are broken but faith can heal you, all you have to do is everything i tell you." - tool, Opiate, track 6

My Interests

deep conversations, laughing, being dumb, My job, humor, theology, theosophy, philosophy, nature, reading, music, my dog.

I'd like to meet:

What i look for in a friend
Well most importantly you have to be a good person. I try not to judge what morals are good morals and which arent. I just care that you put sincere thought into what is right and wrong and care enough to try to live by it. Suprisingly, it seems alot of people have given up on this and morals to them are just a way to fit in. Thats really all that really matters, but there are other qualitiesi enjoy in my friends, although they certainly arent requirements. I enjoy outgoing people, usually the type that are loud and pumped when a good time is about to get started. people with drive, and inteligence is always a plus too.

What i look for in a girlfriend
I dont care how rich you are, or how much skill you have in bed I may need to be attracted to a girl, but aside from that intitial physical attraction I care about personality. Above all she must be kind hearted, moral, and not superficial. Im not a picky person but in todays world it may seem as thou i am. although im not really here to meet anyone to date I feel explaining this may help people understand me better.

Music:

Tool, a perfect circle, NIN, Sublime, Wagner, Bach, 40 below summer, linkin park, slipknot, metallica, Led Zeppelin, 311, Dave Matthews Band, Korn, Sum41m beastie boys, mudvayne, Disturbed, System Of A Down, mushroomhead, seether, Finger11, outkast, staind, AcDc, Godsmack, LostProphets, Silvertide, The Killers, papa roach, third eye blind, vertical horizon, AliceInChains, GreenDay, Marylin Manson, eminem, Verve pipe, Black Eyed Peas, Hoobastank, fatboy slim, phish, Chevelle, Incubus, ModestMouse Soundgarden, adema, gorillaz, nirvana, weezer, Muse, Sublime, deftones, filter, moby, POD

My Blog

Family gossip letter

Here is a letter i just wrote that will be sent to my whole family concerning the gossiping that goes on. Its the first version and i havent sent it out yet. It isnt as emotional as i would like and i...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What is good?

What does being a good person mean? some people equate it with living up to a certain set of rules, the ten commandments for most chirstians and other "sins". Others say it is to live up to their set ...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The meaning of life

What is the meaning of life? I would say whatever the meaning of life would be is something that we would feel very strongly about when we come across it. Its the things that teach us lessons. The thi...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Trust

The basic building block of human interaction is trust; with it we know the words exchanged have meaning. It is how words gain purpose. How can a statement have value if its truth is uncertain? Reliab...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

letter to stacey (My first kiss)

i figured id post this letter after my last post. About 3 or 4 years after my first kisswith her i wrote her this letter long after me and her last spoke to eachother.... This is to say that y...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My First kiss.

Yet again i didnt get much sleep last night. I was locked into my own memories playing my first kiss over and over again in my mind. A younge girl who is a friend of mine got me thinking about it when...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the world pisses me off... and this is my rant.

People piss me off more and more every day. every time i go to bed i always realize that more people have made me angry or sad then they have made me happy. Apparently the only way someone can be happ...
Posted by Jeff on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST