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The B'ster

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

ok...so life is fucked up...and when u think you've done your best to deal with it...it gets MORE fucked up. so just try to not be such a son of a bitch about it all and maybe u might end up happy for a while...till the next major life catastrophe hits. live in between those...lots of thoughts in my head at once. they come too fast to get down on paper usually. i'm always trying to find some significance in the day and why so much wacked shit happens sometimes. i want to find something i get some enjoyment out of it and make it my job.

My Interests

making music, listening to music in my car, watching good movies that dont suck, illin in the hood...

I'd like to meet:

fun ppl. musical ppl. exciting individuals that dont like to sit on their ass all the time. I am a lazy shit sometimes so i need motivation

Music:

*This is an incomplete and constantly changing list* postal service...i know everyone likes them now. Electronic: Aphex Twin, Crystal Method, old Prodigy, LoA, Chemical Bros, Juno Reactor, Lo-Fi Allstars,DNB: LTJ Bukem, Dieselboy, substitution partiesChill: dj shadow, future sound of jazz compsobscure 80s music

Movies:

KILL BILL, American Psycho, Fear and Loathing, Adaptation, 3 O'Clock High, Big Trouble in Little China

Television:

LOST, Adult Swim, Conan, L&0, Cops, Reno, random stuff at odd hours. The State = funniest sketch comedy next to Mr Show

Books:

books? what are they? the things with the words? i think i had to buy them in college...they made good wastes of money...

Heroes:

All the members of THE STATE, anyone doing what they love

My Blog

official notification of "status"

This is official notification that my "status" has changed. It was changed before now...just not documented. We share something that feels greater than the sum of ourselves, and I believe in how I f...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

finally...i get to post "insomnia"

so i just heard a bird chirp...it's early/late. this is to remind anyone (and myself) that how you feel can change and that you dont have to hold on to all that anger and hate...it's not like this fo...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

dealing with love...

i deleted the last blog cuz it was written out of anger and pure emotion. it wasnt true...it was hate and rage. those are not positive or constructive feelings. none of it makes sense and a lot of ...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

how does it feel to be BLATANTLY lied to?

Where the FUCK are these people when the lies are first introduced to poison our minds? Watch this film: http://www.truthuncovered.com/ It's on sundance...and everyone in America should see it....
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

obadee obadah...

and life goes on and that's just not good enough for me I DID NOT RUIN THIS i tried...i achieved...something real good for me. the problem with life isnt that it will end but that it keeps going...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sing along with me now

i%20have%20no%20friends%20iiiiiiii%20have%20no%20friends%20t hat%20IIIIIIII%20have%20no%20friends%20friends%20friends%20t hat%20dooooooo%20what%20do%20dey%20do%3F%20do%20stuff%20fuck ing%20motherfuckstuf...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

unbelievable...

this is amazing...i try to get up and have an ok day...i usually start the day with that mindset. it usually dies out pretty early, but today takes the cake. i cant even get out of my parking spot c...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

stupid ass

fuuuuuuuck...fuckin myspace. i typed out a whole goddamn thing here and it fucked up. thanks for nothing. anyway...it was some bullshit about having no friends and sitting around all nite by myself...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sorry if i sound dramatic

today was rainy like a funeral symbolizing the death of our freedoms by a "moral" government that knows what is best for YOU.  The sick part of me is now interested to see how shitty this society...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

bday

so today im 23...it's an odd time...full of uncertainty and also promise. i just wish i had a fucking door on my room yet. i better do at least one thing i consider FUN this wkend. if u wanna come...
Posted by The B'ster on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST