NEW UPDATE MAY 2008 ~ not a whole lot going on, just kind of going through the motions now. maybe i'll sign up for classes. maybe i'll move. i gotta get out of this house. i'm feeling very frustrated and irritated. i've been thinking a lot about what to do with myself. i'm in a funk, i've lost my spark again i suppose. i just have to get back in a direction, lately i'm just walking in place. i need to make some moves. i just need to know what moves to make, i'll think it over and let you know. just the truth kids, you know i wouldn't lie to you.
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new latest update ~ ok so i have my emt cert now, i have another cpr monitor coming up so i'll be an instructor after that. then i have to schedule my national registry exam, it's basically just picking a date for it. need to make a decision up about transferring, well actually i have to first find out about classes offered at work, then think about the decision. i'm still just moving along, building the foundation. still need to get out and be more sociable though, hopefully i'll be getting better days off, you hear me frank? i know you look at my page, I NEED BETTER DAYS OFF!!! remind me to check on the peru trip. peace out bitches.
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Feed The Cat
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latest update ~ so this is where i'm at nowish...working a bunch, doing my classes as well. eyes on the prize right? haven't been sleeping much. i have two handfuls of little projects i'm working on, ie stuff for halloween, stuff for future living arrangements, stuff for better peace of mind and health. hopefully moving soon too. just overall making progress. i do need more time to have fun though, i think that's the biggest thing i'm lacking. but i don't want to go out drinking all that much anymore. i need to see some concerts or just plain go to the movies. check out the new wax museum, or the corcoran gallery, or the hirshhorn, or just get out into the woods. i dunno, i'm just a boring bastard lately. but i gotta get this shit done, then i'll be partying when i'm 60 i guess. eyes on the prize. :)
VOTE FOR RON PAUL 2008!
VOTE FOR RON PAUL 2008!
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it's a little complicated right now, there's a lot of things up in the air. so i'm thinking i will have to update this a little later when it's a little bit more set in stone. in regards to work i was fired from the m&m factory for throwing away the w's, so needless to say i'm between jobs. for the most part i'm a decent person, i'm smart enough, i'm strong enough, and dog gone it, people like me...
ok so i'm working again, that's the big news. now i need to get my certs for emt-b and everything back again, and i'm golden like a shower...shazam :) i'm basically all that and a bag of chips.
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Miss Direction
i got bored and filled out a bunch of these blogthings quizzes
Your Birthdate: March 23
You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.
You're good at so much - you never know what to do.
Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.
You are destined for a life of travel and fun.
Your strength: Your likeability
Your weakness: You never feel satisfied
Your power color: Bright yellow
Your power symbol: Asterisk
Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
You Are The Devil
You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans.
You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts.
At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation.
Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later!
Your fortune:
Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made.
You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down.
It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them.
It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back. What Tarot Card Are You?
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finally progress. with the moon as an orbiting platform for future space adventures, manned space flight will be more cost effective due to better options for alternate propulsion systems. do you know how much it costs to reach escape velocity? now divide that by 6 with getting off the moon. we'll have one foot in space already so now the seemingly unreachable horizons are significantly closer. let's keep our fingers crossed that this is actively pursued, i believe our future depends on it.
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World
You are destined for something else...
Like inventing a new type of cupcake.
You just don't have the stomach for brutality.
But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination?
You Are A Hazelnut Tree
You're a charmer with a killer sense of humor.
You are very demanding, but you can also be very understanding.
No matter what, you always make a lasting impression - you're quite popular.
Passionate, you are an active fighter for social causes and politics.
In general, you are moody, honest, a perfectionist, and very sexual. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are Expressionism
Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse. What Art Movement Are You?
You Belong in Fall
Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times...
You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings
Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you What Season Are You?
You Are 56% Gentleman
Generally you act like a gentleman, but sometimes you're careless with your manners.
Most people know that you're trying your best - and that's usually good enough. Are You A Gentleman?
these things are addictive
You Are From the Moon
You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon.
You're in touch with your emotions and intuition.
You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory.
Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone).
A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many. What Planet Are You From?
You Are Batman
Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night.
And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys! What Superhero Are You?
Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. What's Your Hidden Talent?
You Have Fantastic Karma
You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?
You Are Dr. Pepper
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.
People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.
Your best soda match: Root Beer
Stay away from: 7 Up What Kind of Soda Are You?
You Are a Smart American
You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed.
Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?
What Your Dreams Mean...
Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.
You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.
You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?
Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher
Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest. What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?
Your 2005 Song Is
Beverly Hills by Weezer
"My automobile is a piece of crap
My fashion sense is a little whack
And my friends are just as screwy as me"
You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?
Your Personality Profile
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant.
Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle.
You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs.
For you, comfort and calm are very important.
You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.
You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. The World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Pimp Name Is...
Pimptastico Love What's Your Pimp Name?
is pimpastico love gonna have to choke a bitch?
You're A Crazy Drunk
When you drink, you get wrecked - and it ain't pretty. What Kind of Drunk Are You?
yeah that's probably right
Your Penis Name Is...
Little Juan Penis Name
i've always called him the captain but whatever
You Are Lightning
Beautiful yet dangerous
People will stop and watch you when you appear
Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?
You Are 72% Evil
You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. How Evil Are You?