read my profile YO highly recommended thumbs up haha lol it's long but u might discover something to hate or love ^_^ xoxo
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i wanna b a VS model, an import model, go-go dancer, a better webmaster, a filmmaker, a better writer, a singer/emcee (welllll, possibly ^_^ haha), an illustrator, an actress, a great artist in general (a rich one he he :D )
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.:: i didn't mean to write this freaking novel about myself; can't help but scarf and barf words::
.:: It was my intention to promote my website here - I actually met "♥" one night at the InternetModelPalooza event in November 2004. He gave me a MySpace black tank and told me this will be a good place to promote myself and my site... voila! did i effin buy what he said or what???? :D "♥" u r so cute and smart (from your profile: critical theories? that's hot), let's get married... ;)
:: Paul was like, "OMG gurlllll, are you sweating vodka tonic?" ::
.:: The event was held at Score, downtown and full of female porn stars and strippers :: It was always fun to go to event like this!
That was my second time working with the same peep :) I actually didn't plan to go that night, cus some freaking idiot stole my dvds and cell at the first event! dvds ok! But not my prescious CELL? thank goddess i did go, otherwise I wouldn't have met "♥" and other cool peep, and an event-full of scantily-clad Asian hoochie mamas vary in shapes and sizes, who looked gheto-ho, ultra-fem and super-glam... like me ha ha *wink*
:: NO it's not me, but isn't this a hot pic? photographer Jill Greenberg is effin rad!! ::
.:: Not that i look ultra-fem (i luv it though) all the time! I'm pretty casual on a daily basis. But not as casual as people you see in a dim sum restaurant in the morning. I am into casual chic - white tank, short denim skirt, and my Gold Puma track shoes!!! haha 80s?? I come from a middle-class chinese (Hong Kong) family, but hv no intention to clone my parents' look lol :: I love em of course!!! Most of time, I tend to look artsy, funky, stylish, dorky, and sexyyyyy!!!
:: my 15mins on Showtime's Family Business :) ::
:: another 15mins on National Lampoon's Lost Reality DVD release ^_^ that's like a total of 30 minutes of fame ha ha ::
:: 15mins of pop-culture disaster on the Tyra Banks Show ::
:: a repeat of my old 15mins on E! TV's Chelsea Handler Show :) ::
:: working actress will do anything to survive :P yup yup even maury ::
.:: I did go to art school (USC, aka university of spoiled children) :: God my college years was like eons ago!! We read a lot back then (***nerd alert***) :: I am so not reading much these days, but I'm still collecting books and read 'em whenever :: Camile P. was once a major influence - her books were totally funny :: Our discourse in school included pornography (I entered the industry when i was still in school, ~ 1997 I think, under the stage name allenina . And I left the industry around 2001) art history, performance art, critical theories, etc... I totally enjoyed it!!! I do have plan to go to Grad school, probably film at NYU ( with PoliSci??)!!! Maybe!!! Obviously I'm not filthy rich like the Olsen twins. And Grad school does cost $$$$! At the moment, I am saving more for my beauty treatments (in my line of work, that's my stock market) than for grad school ... Besides, it's fun being blonde ... ... for now ;)
read some of my old old old writings ^_^ :
:: A.I. Allenina Intelligence ::
:: Asian Baroque ::
.:: I really hope to make more $$$$ once I start my website's membership section. Yup I'm practically an one-woman machine - everything u've seen published, I did (except most photos)... whew... Needless to say I love design - I design my site (HTML ain't all that boring to me), piece slut wears together, do a little photography - not quite Mario Testino / Ann Lebowitz, but enough to hv fun and glamOur!!!!
:: Punk Couture - a little fashion experiment 4 a competition ::
.:: I've been kinda boy crazy last couple of years... especially since my boob job (on 6/19/2003) and all:: confidence "*boob*st"??? lol ~ Girl Power ~ yayyyy Plus I've been single since the beginning of last year... Do u recall the chick from the french flick Romance (a friend called her the "untamed beaver" lol) who embarks on her sexual escapade due to bf's lack of interest? Well, being single in my case ^_^ But intellectually I don't wanna screw just about anyone, I am a picky beaver lol!!! Probably because of the hormone (i'll explain later) I've been taking or age or whatever, I'm not interested in one night stand as much. But I am not tweety about it either - I'm a grown woman for christ sake ha ha ^_^ ... Anyway, it ain't all about effin sex. Potential friendship (very important) and relationship with someone will be effin great - preferably a creative qt who's tall and comfortable with who I am, both in private and in front of his friends...
.:: In a way, I guess I fit certain stereotypes, but certainly not without a fight or the intention to break 'em at the same time!
.:: I didn't want to mention anything about being a ts at first! Don't u think it's effin tacky to explain that I am a pre-op ts woman in the first sentence??? So clinical!! It's like a female explaining she has a healthy pair of ovaries right off bat! U wouldn't want that would you???? Guess not if u r interested in breeding O_o :: Not that there's anything wrong with breeding - my sister just gave birth to her baby boy, and my kinkiest fantasy is getting pregnant... blah blah blah ^_^
.:: If we lived in an utopian world, I probably wouldn't have to explain my "Female Trouble" ha ha John Waters' movies hv always managed to shock, gross me out and cracks me up :: But since we are not and probably will never, a little bit of explaining goes a long way ^_^! Besidessssss
- isn't it true that women were only supposed to be homemakers back in the 50s? FINE those are social roles... whateverrrr... i jus think it's about time for ppl to consider ts women, u know, WOMEN, just a different of type of women, like tall women, slim women, b.b.women, fun women, smart women, ts women, and so on... (i know the sexuality part can be confusing, but that's like private stuff, how often do you "surveillance" so deep into things?? huh?? you perv haha lol :P) OK u can follow whatever definition u hv in your dictionary, but remember, it's hard to categorize nature, and culture is ever-shifting...
- ppl here hv been relatively cool (u better, aren't you supposed to be the new progressive Republican generation or somethang?) and many r super cute ;)
- why just promote my site, making a bunch of friends would be cool too; a bunch of friends who r ts friendly would b even more amazing ;) c'mom many ts girls r as street & real as many of ya mofos out there DONT B HATING ya own ppl **represent**
- in this age of information overload, NICHE or any kind of lifestyle interest is antithetical... it's totally fly to have a ts interest YO ;) haha
- sooner or later u'll find yr way to those sexy pics on my site *o*
.:: Now as friends, u'll hv to deal with my PMS... just kidding? I luv cool friendly ppl ^_^, so feel free to add me!!!
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