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undying

If I show you Heaven you must show me Hell

About Me

I'm a drummer without a cause...I love music. it's what keeps me going every day. There's nothing better than sitting around listening to music and picking a part every detail you can, sucking the life out of it and learning as much as you can.
My dearest Claudia, you were an amazing, beautiful friend I will never forget. You held a special place in my heart and always will. It's going to be hard without you but I know you're better off now, happier. I just wish I could talk to you one more time, but I love you and miss you greatly.
"Claudia Jean Carlson, 18, of Phoenix, AZ, passed away February 22, 2006. Claudia was born January 3, 1988 in Phoenix. She was a student, and just received her Business Management certificate. She was also working toward a Psychology degree and Nursing Assistant certificate. Claudia will never be forgotten and will always be treasured. She is deeply loved and will be greatly missed. Claudia will always be closely held in the hearts of her family and friends"... I miss you so much
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Music:

what words are there to describe music? music is my dream, my passion, what makes me feel free, whether playing or listening ...it will always be a part of my life even when its so distant to me

Books:

I love reading. I've read many different kinds of books and I can't really say I have one specific genre I stick to. Though I do have to give props to C.S. Lewis he's an amazing writer. Screwtape letters is a really good writing of his

Heroes:

My heroes... the people that have made a difference in my life, whether I still keep close contact with them or not, I owe you all so much. My brothers, all of them, for doing what they do and loving me and just being the best brothers any girl could ask for. The musicians who are out there living their dream for no one but themselves...that's what it's about.

My Blog

for my father

Dad, I hope this letter finds you well I'm writing trying to tell you how I feel For years I hoped I'd find you For years I dreamt we'd meet again But when I came back it killed more than our pa...
Posted by only the strong survive on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST

dsl in my house finally! niceeeeeeeeee

Well its been a little while since I've updated particularly because we've had no internet acces whatsoever, but that has changed finally! I have full usage now so I can stay connected with all of you...
Posted by only the strong survive on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 12:14:00 PST

looking back...

well... its now december...and 07 is coming up really quick. it seems like 06 just started but im so ready for it to be over.... lets go through the past year....big events...   1. there was clau...
Posted by only the strong survive on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 08:26:00 PST

changes...important but a bit of a ramble

I know I'm not half the person I could be...There are so many things in my life, throughout my life that have changed, so it goes with everyone but...Some of the changes have been very good for me, ot...
Posted by only the strong survive on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 01:34:00 PST

a beautiful thing

no matter how beautiful something is, once it dies, it cant be brought back to life... unfortunately life is full of beautiful things that die all too soon. and it is perhaps one of the hardest things...
Posted by only the strong survive on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 10:38:00 PST

APHOTICCCCC SHOW TONIGHT

well...work was way shtity but tonight is the aphotic show! hell yeah. its going to be kick ass and any of you lame people out there not going are really missing out. i dont have a lot of time cause i...
Posted by only the strong survive on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 03:31:00 PST

whoah says the cat

oh man whats new here? so much is....sheesh i dont even know where to start. blah well lets see i dont reallly remember what i posted about last so here goes what i have to say. The world is at my fee...
Posted by only the strong survive on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 05:25:00 PST

word

Whats new in my world? Well my toilet overflowed last night again, ugh. At least mike was here to help, thanks mikey&everything falls apart in this fucking apartment& hmmm a coincidence in...
Posted by only the strong survive on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:26:00 PST

hmmmm

I could write a thousand words Expressing true emotion And they'd all be meaningless I could explain lies and deception Without expressing the true definition I could say " I love you" over and o...
Posted by only the strong survive on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 06:47:00 PST

what would i do without my family?

man things have been really fucked up lately...in more ways than one. it lawys seems as if everything goes wrong at the same time but im not writing this blog to rant (seeing as thats what i seem to b...
Posted by only the strong survive on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 09:05:00 PST