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:Red Head:- She is everything to me.beautiful.without her i would only be half a person.
we have been through good and bad times and dragged each other out of the gutter.i love her so much.
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:Ferrous:-stroppy as fuck.known her for years.we have cried together so many times.usually when pissed.and usually over guys.
fucking legend.also couldnt live without her. never ask her for a peice of bread
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:catlow:-my hot lezza.everyone needs one.they are the ultimate fashion accesory for 2007.
used to have many a fun night at her house dressing up,watching porn,eating random shit found in the freezer,being buried in newspapers.miss it.alot.
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:Amy:-well 'ard,ashtray-throwing,chair-racing,metal-girthing,
chav-beating,knuckle-cutting,mind-speaking,hermit-crab-keepi ng,hardcore as fuck bitch.so glad we found you.love you so much.
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:Palace:-Blackpool's resident Goth.listens to me moan about everyone and everything.
he looks after me and puts up with loads of shit.thank you.i'd be a mess without you.
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:Harry:-my gay boyfriend.all girls should have one.beautiful.fabulous.always makes me feel important.i love him alot.i will own his girl virginity.
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:Murray:-is amazing. i really havn't known him that long but i find him so easy to talk to. I can talk to him about any kind of girl shit and he really doesn't mind.He is definately my best boy mate. hilarious and hot and he has to to come to manchester with us next year and be our house mate! so tell him!
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:Denim Bastard:-just because he is a big denim bastard.and he is always there

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Ok, so you’ve read the about me bullet points, you’ve seen my loves, you’ve looked at my music and my film lists, but that still is not enough is it? You need to know the rest? You need to read the deep, weird thoughts inside my head don’t you? So you can truly judge me. Ok, fine. I am going to ramble and chat shit. I will have no restraints and therefore I shall not be held responsible for anything said in this here box. You have been warned…
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RainbowFeet – Rain – Rai – Ms.Phobia – Powell – Sarah. You probably know me by at least one of these titles. I don’t mind which you choose. Although I genuinely believe Sarah Jayne Powell is actually another person. Someone I don’t know. Someone I pretend to be when I visit grandparents or go for job interviews. This name makes me feel uncomfortable. I feel fake when I use it. I need to change my name, but what to? If you have any ideas please let me know. I have been described in many different ways by many different people. Some good. Some bad. Some just downright rude. Some are true. Some are not. I don’t always know so I guess you will have to decide for yourselves. I have been told I am fabulous, glamorous, a great friend, fun, fantabulous, honest, loyal, amazing. However I have also been told I’m spoilt, immature, a typical, misguided, little girl, demanding, a total fuck up, a brat and most recently I was called “weird” and someone I have been speaking to for a couple of years suddenly deleted me from their friends list. Not quite sure why. I don’t mind this of course, I just wish people would be honest with me about what they think. There has only been one main person who has truly said everything he thought about it, he was harsh and broke my heart. But looking back on it now, it taught me a lot and I am grateful he was so honest. If he ever reads this, he will know who he is. I fall in love way to easy. Then again, it’s not really love, I just fall hard. I crave constant attention and need to be looked after. This tends to drive people away. I am over-sensitive and can sometimes read too much into things. I get upset easily at times. I get paranoid and sometimes think my own friends don’t like me anymore. I have suffered severe depression for many years and never really done anything to fix it as I have tried to deny it myself. People don’t seem to understand what that is like at all and tend to say, “Snap out of it, why are you being miserable?” but of course, it’s not as easy as that. I developed a social phobia and hated going out. I’m starting to get over it slightly but it is still difficult. I would like to think people can see all this and still accept me for who I am. I get jealous, but I wouldn’t dream of telling a boyfriend or friend who they can and can’t talk to. I think people that devote their lives to making sure everyone else is happy are weak. Admittedly, I do actually do that. With parents and friends. But I wouldn’t stop someone from being someone else’s friend. I seem to threaten people’s girlfriends. Most girls hate me talking to their boyfriends although I am not sure why. I believe in loyalty and would never cheat nor take anyone’s boy. It’s not right.
Some other thoughts:
Ok, so Barbie was always too damn good for Ken. Him and his stupid beard and big hair. Barbie was a vet, a doctor, a nurse, a princess, a mermaid, a model. She has achieved so much but what did he ever do? He grew a beard and let us shave it off. Wow, big achievement Ken. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate him, but the best thing she did was divorce him.

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