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About Me

First and Foremost I am a grieving Parent.
Okay so this is where I tell all you fine and not so fine people all about me. Well most of you "know" me anyhow but I shall enlighten you with some random facts, quirkiness and statements anyhow.
Really how well can you know someone?? It takes years and even then all you know is STUFF and facts. I am a very complex "creature". I have been told it's hard to figure out when I'm being cynical, funny, rude or just sarcastic. I am all, I am nice, moody, funny, sarcastic, depressed, up beat, depressing, uplifting, knowledgable, and goofy, often all within the same hour.
The truth is my friends are awesome, My BEST friends are GREAT. My family is everything, and if you have to read this BE JEALOUS because you either deserve to have been distanced out of my life or you are a Holly the great stalker.
Yes I AM great it ain't no joke, you live my life and try to do 1/4th of what I do.

The colors Purple, red, and black are my favorites. I love PIZZA, especially pinapple, mushroom and extra cheese with garlic sauce pizza. I am a grieving mother always at any random god forsaken time while laughing and crying, eating, sleeping, playing, loving life, and hating it, That is me. In a way it's liberating, NOTHING, ever will hurt me more so I have indeed faced the worse and I am fearless of people, places, and things, no one can hurt me any worse. Grieving definetly shapes you and defines you.It makes everything have either more or less meaning.
I AM ALSO MARRIED.
Being a grieving mother & Sister is a huge part, scratch that, its my WHOLE persona.I have a web site dedicated to the memory of my daughter.
That link is
http://ilovedestiny-perez.memory-of.com.
or you can click on the banner
My sister Brenda's site is at
http://www.brenda-greenwood.memory-of.com.
or click on her banner
If you knew my daughter, me, or my family feel free to join.If you knew my sister feel free also. Please message me memories of Brenda and/or pictures.
I am not racist.I am against Racism.
If you are racist dont add me. I do NOT tolerate RACISM or racist comments of or from any race.
I have a lot of friends. Some of them would be described as awesome and great. However that might be an understatement.
My friends are all special to me and each one of them has walked through a part of life with me and is appreciated for that. Honestly some friends are a bit more special than others. They just "get it". They are down to earth yet wild, nice, yet will tear you apart for me, caring yet also with real life obstacles that they overcome and still care about me and pick up the phone.
I am very multiculturally aware as I am on one many differnt "cultures". You'r race and Nationality should NOT define who you are BUT it should be a strong part of your life. It is important to know all your heritage, background and history. Not that shit in the textbooks that conveniatly is downplayed or left out. All of it. Do a family tree research the original country(s) of you ancestors, learn who you are and what and where your people came from. I, in a nutshell, am of Mexican ancestry hailing from the Aztec indians who were a native peoples in Mexico and Texas which is and was also Mexico.Proud of it baby! Cheroke native American, some Irish with a dash of English ancsestry.
I love photography, writting, reading. I am most definetly addicted to coffee and caffeine. I am religious even though I don't act it, but I do believe in God. I don't believe Religion should seperate people and I think people need to do research before juding others based on their beliefs, religion, race and culture.Like I always say we don't have to agree or like each others opinions and beliefs but we should be grown up and intelligent enough to listen and or research them.
I love to scrapbook and walk around the park with my daughter in the spring and early in the mornings in the summer. It feels awesome, it's free and the smell and feel is peaceful.I also feel I should add my zodiac sign is Taurus and I AM definetly a myspace addict.
Please visit these sites
ALSO THIS SITE
My sister was recently murderd(new years day) and this is to remind me, to keep me sane, to let me know there has GOT to be a better place....although I warn you preaching is....well lets just say unwelcome right now

My Interests

MY MAIN INTEREST IS PUNISHMENT FOR THE MURDER OF MY SISTER

Some of my interests are going to be written and others in comments and icons.

Spending time with my family and friends. My daughter, myspace, running my web sites. Writting, reading, learning, the new presidential candidates.A black man and a woman I can't wait I am going to love how crazy it will drive the right wing conservatives!!!
My husband and my daughter, my family and friends take importance over everything!!

I am Trying to learn sign language, Arabic, and a bit of Urdu. Different cultures interest me, religions, people, lifestyles, and customs.

blinkies are cool too

I'd like to meet:

Myspace Graphics
Myspace Layouts
Custom Friends Space Generator by MyhollywoodSpace.com

Holly's Friend Space
I have more than enough friends

My sister Brenda's memorial page

The lucky man who gets to love me and I his lucky woman

Fuck the rest I roll with only the best~Metta 2 u many other names to me ?

It's Rana, Rockstar to you :D

my girl, cousin baby Dawn

partial cousin FULL friend, my girl SanCia

My lil sis Ashley NO she CANT date you

My brother Joe~he's a pimp

1 of my besties, My girl Krissi*B.A.B

The Don of myspace and music, my brother Jason

It's Ms. Garza for now, a great friend of mine Susy

its my guy friend"Jimbo" he says whatcha lookin at

its my MY Pita, don't hate

my sis in pain Chel mommy 2 an angel, sister and wife 2 angels

Wait..a white~spanish speaking ~American ~Muslim?! can only be Molly, Takbir sista

my girl d'z nutts, Mrs. D to you

it's young Hov

Murdered because of Domestic Violence

~*Dawn~* friends since 6th grade!!!!

it'$**Claire**

Oh wow Francis, friends since the 90's we were cool b4 you knew what cool was

It's None of your buisness who this is

its the Roojinator

My fav guy from WI, it's Faaz

Its Ruby

Its Tabitha aka Tabby or Tab

it's Jazzy *BAB

My girl Mariesa's mommie

My favorite Country girl Jules

? Jessica ?

*Jameela IS Latina,it is not that hard to believe

Becca*jipsee*

Its Clarissa*bab

my cousin Leticia aka Lety

*Dawn* wow we been through some havent we?

my cousin NoemÃƒ?Ã‚Â aka Moe mo

It's my Becka since 1995 : )

lil Italiana Deneese

*its Jorge*

The book I wrote

View All of My Friends
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SECOND ONE
Custom Friends Space Generator by MyhollywoodSpace.com

more of my friends!
MORE OF MY FRIENDS!

khaliq's Queen & Khaliana's?? mama

Carolyn ^j^ mommie to Kimlan

My momma in law

itâ€™s one of my brother in laws~Jaime

Nusseyba ; )

Itâ€™s Monica - ^j^ mommie to Dan

Diana ^j^ mommie to Christopher

Salah

My girl .::Â§ Carolina Â§::.

^j^ Averyâ€™s mom Crystal

It's my girl Ericka, 5 kids and hotter than you

its my girl Pam ^j^ Kelliâ€™s mom

to leave BOTH me & Metta a message or comment CLICK here, HAS CLICK AQUI

My G*Maâ€¦WHAT! It aint a joke I have one

Kristen

? My friend Mari ?

It?s Lupe* y que?

*Itâ€™s Honda*

~*Alla ~*

Claudia

Jennifer ^j^ mommy to twins Jaida & Laila

~It's Amy~

Judy Boottee * Repping that Mexicano luvin n pride all the time ?

My girl Ana Banana

? Its Dolo aka Dolores ?

Its Rudy G aka Peaceful Warrior

Lo aka Laura

one of my sister in laws Veronica

~Susana~

~la cuÃ±ada? la guera May'~

~Dead loved ones memorial and music page~

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Music:

As far as music taste I like Pretty much 90 % of everything.
Hip hop, rap, balads, love songs, Raggaeton, spanish, Rancheras, Arabic balads, Nasheeds, some INdie music,oldies some rock, very few select Country, even some religious songs.

Movies:

American History X, The Green Mile, Stepmom, Babyboy
Ask My Mom How She Is (unknown)
My Mom, she tells a lot of lies, She never did before But from now until she dies, She'll tell a whole lot more.
Ask my Mom how she is And because she can't explain, She will tell a little lie because she can't describe the pain.
Ask my Mom how she is, She'll say"I'm alright." If that's the truth, then tell me, why does she cry each night ?
Ask my Mom how she is She seems to cope so well, She didn't have a choice you see, Nor the strength to yell.
Ask my Mom how she is, "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping." For God's sake Mom, just tell the truth, Just say your heart is broken She'll love me all her life I loved her all of mine. But if you ask her how she is, She'll lie and say she's fine.
I am here in Heaven I cannot hug from here. If she lies to you don't listen Hug her and hold her near. On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold. I'll say, "You're lucky to get in here, Mom, With all the lies you told!"

Television:

CSI, Nip/Tuck, Law and Order, Little Mosque on the Prairie, 48 hours

Books:

All the books on Grieving
the book I wrote of course. All me, I did it, I told you once I set my mind to do something I overcome obstacles and do it.
Stephen King Books specifically The Green Mile, Pet Cementary my favorites. All the Patterson books, mystery and murder solving stories.
This is a poem made by friend Jamal
its supposed to be Brenda talking to me I love it!
I couldn't help but to laugh reminisce us fightin in the past who had more class,more cash,best a$$.but alas we lived 2 worlds and knew it wouldn't last I had to stop livin fast and sis follow your tracks. although we would always fight when we were young I knew deep inside you were right but hey what can I say you knew damn well what I was like never took no for answer and said you're not my master though we'd make-up faster always came back to you like cancer. but I met the latter and if anyone asks you!
"there is a ghetto in heaven THATS TRUE" a paradise full of fruit and shit that I ain't even knew so don't cry for me cause than i'll cry for you. finally full of light and living a better life keep your head up high in time we'll reunite. and give my love to Mireya I know you'll do her right i'll see ya when I see ya.....now you have a goodnight.
written by Jimbo Date: Mar 2, 2007 10:48 PM

Heroes:

Man My husband and me first and formost for making it when we even thought we couldn't, pushing on 10 years soon and we have grown together and both changed for the positive (well most days anyhow) I love my lil family.
Next the heroes are my daughters it's for them I live
http://ilovedestiny-perez.memory-of.com
I will always LOVE My daughter Destiny and always keep her memory alive.
Next is my beautiful intelligent lil princess aka monkey, terror, meanie, baby, gorda. She is me and my hubbys pride and joy even when she makes us wanna run away and hide!!
I had in this section, wrote a bit about my sister that I wanted to leave because I had wrote it while she was still alive.
However Myspace DELETED all my info so as I know I wont remember...I will say Me and my sister were so different yet the same.
I will always miss her terribly and can't believe she was murderd. I have lost way too many of the special girls/women in my life and it hurts so bad, so , so bad.
I have made a memorial web site for her at
http://brenda-greenwood.memory-of.com
The next considerd heros are my women, my girls, the main girls in my life. I can not name them all so I will name the best of the best of the best.They are classified according to what they do and have done for me and cared for me always, before, during and after events. They have been their for me call me and care for me without me having to hunt them out.
Kelli, she has been their for me even when I wasnt their for myself. 10 years strong I love this woman!
My girl Metta aka 'Licious she has been and always is awesome even when Im giving her a headache, right my dummer jawn? ; )
hey we'll always have Walgreens ; )and my dumb ass mailing "experience" ; )
Anyhow Metta is special, kind, and loving but only with a handful of people. I happen to be one of them!!
We have inside jokes and our own words, cues and stuuf.we know what a "Halal Tuesday" is and a "Dawah Thursday"we have our haram ways and we both know some arabic words (apparently)
We know what a "dummer" is and where the word originated from.....Walgreens is funny to us ....and life just has to be laughed at because we are sick and tired of fucking crying all the time, even though we always do and will.
My habibti Rosana is just the shit. She never judges me, she is fun, down to earth puts up with a lot more than you could imagine and loves the hell out of me.
Maria aka Carmela, she is the shit. She has been their for me through thick and thin, always loving always caring, always their for me.
If I didn't mention you it does NOT mean you are not a good or great friend. Many people have helped me and cared and care for me. This is the best of the best for the past few years.

My Blog

The Death Penalty~To kill or not too kill?

***Read Disclaimer and Warning before posting a reply**** A personal struggle of mine. I am pro-life to an extent. I hate the war because how can you send normal (non-murderers) people to kill people,...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Tue, 08 May 2007 11:23:00 PST

Destiny

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Posted by Hollywood ® on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 01:28:00 PST

oh well & other such things of that sort ?

You know what??? I can't change nothing. I can try to help people but we all make choices in life and mine is to live. I NEED my strength not only for me but people need me. Once upon a time th...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 08:57:00 PST

WTH?!? do they NOT learn?!?

oh my goodness! someone hang me by my toes please!!!!!!! I just got a report from person X that person A (females) got beat badly by her boyfriend!!!!!!!!! Is my sisters death NOT enough...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:45:00 PST

.@.@.$&.@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn it all to hell and back!! I am so sick and tired of pain. I do okey then regress. I don't need nor want no one to tell me it's okay, be strong or none of that other bullshit. No one...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:48:00 PST

Discovery channel and Jesus's~Isa's_Yeshua's tomb

Did you see the documentary? what were you views? Did you notice the mixed opions? If you are Christian (Catholic, etc, etc) How do you feel about it?? what do you do when you find out t...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:14:00 PST

Wow!!! who to vote for?... Hence the dilema

I am voting on the next U.S. Presidential Election! I know I voted last time but we all know some people are sore loosers and jacked the elections. Can you help me make my decision? Who do ...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:05:00 PST

what happened?

In case you didn't read the story, here's a few links about it: (this is all about my sister, some of it is assumption, slander, and confused but you get the idea) Slain Mom Asked For Help ...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 11:56:00 PST

She hasn't called me yet...Get used to it I guess

I know Brenda is dead everyday my brain screams at me how she was murderd in her home. But we had this thing...we disappeared on each other for days on end. No big deal, just life. I would go even a m...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 05:25:00 PST

Do you wonder?

do you know how it feels to recronstruct her face and the beuty she was try to recreate? do you know how it feels to know she knew she was dying? do you know how it feels when they say she identified ...
Posted by Hollywood ® on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 05:16:00 PST