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About Me

Hey my name is IAN...I love Music & I'm a pure musician at heart & soul.I can play the Harp, Guitar, Bass, Keyboards, been a Drummer for 5 years in a few bands but found my true place as a Vocalist. I'm persuing my life Singing for a Strong & Powerful band ANCIENT WINGS UNFOLD. I'm the most inspirational & real person you could ever meet. My Heart is Powerful, My Soul is Forever, My smile I will earn & my open eyes are always. I respect & accept ALL forms & events of life & that life in general is beautiful. I am grateful for all I have, & all that I dont for giving me inspiration.I like to experience the world in order to influence my messages through my lyrics.My greatest fear is unsuccess,losing pride & courage. I am an Unstoppable Force with the things I desire most in life. I refuse to be an average American...I wont work to live or live to work. I want to be someone, someone with amazing influence & inspiration, someone who has helped & made an intense effect on lives, Someone never 2 be overlooked and forgotten. Even if I have to walk through the fields of Hate & Disrespect I will be the person I desire to be, nomatter how foolish or successful of a person I am in order to live MY life to be Truely happy.I strongly believe in pride & 2 hold yourself dearly, fate is in your own hands, if you lose yourself you will lose everything...

My Interests

Living the dedicated & healthy XStraight-EdgeX Lifestyle, Music is Life, Food & Piercings are addicting, Movies are Great, Wicca is healthy, Excersize is relieving, Playing Pranks keeps my smile circulating, Video Games are Fun, Love is an exciting struggle, etc...

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet ANYONE. The Human race is the challenge & Inspiration to everything you do. Whatever you do or say, Will end up in my lyrics...Tourette's Guy

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Music:

Metal & Hardcore!!! I feel they contain the most passion...But I just love music in general! Some bands I love aaaare....Earth Crisis, 311, Old Man's Child, Zao, Deftones, Bury Your Dead, Staind, The Agony Scene, Emmure, Killswitch Engage, As I Lay Dying, Unearth, Shadows Fall, Dead Poetic, Demon Hunter, Cannibal Corpse, Alice in Chains, Norma Jean, Dave Matthews Band, Andreas Vollenweider, Meshuggah, Atreyu, 30 Seconds to Mars, Living Sacrifice, Chevelle, Sevendust, Hatebreed, Emperor, Dimmu Borgir, Static X, Poison the Well, Bleeding Through, Chimaira, Candiria, Taproot, Sepultura, Arch Enemy,Buckcherry, Scar Symmetry, etc...LOTS! Thats for sure!!

Movies:

COMEDIES & HORROR!!! Dumb & Dumber, Super Troopers, Haggard, Talladega Nights, Liar Liar, Silent Hill, Saw, Micheal Myers, The Decent, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, etc...

Television:

Wow...I wish I watched it at all...Mostly the news, Dave Chapelle's show, & Mad T.V. type stuff...

Books:

I have better things to do! Haha!...But seriously...

Heroes:

Spiderman, Karl Buechner of the band Earth Crisis & The Brutaly Open Tourettes Guy.

My Blog

For the Faint of Heart

"THIS ROSE" My Rose has wilted MY Rose With your name blessed on it My Rose is Deceived My Rose has Decayed MY Rose With your absence cursed on it My Rose is Dead How can you feel for a star If...
Posted by XIANX on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 01:53:00 PST

Eh...

I'm Ian Eskelson...Too Nice, Too Forgiving, Too Passionate, Too Understanding. Yet afraid to face the truth. The Truth that is even happy, enlightening, Better. I have given in to people that TRY to ...
Posted by XIANX on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:21:00 PST

Oh theres More!!!

What the hell is going on Here??? Now my wallet just vanished out of nowhere!!! Lost a good handful of money along with my drivers license, work cards, pictures, gift certificates, etc...I swear I've ...
Posted by XIANX on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 10:40:00 PST

The Reality Check

"The Remains of Reassurance" With all faith held in my hands Your destiny etched within the sight I granted you light of which you denied The very truth, that fought at you Congratulations, on ...
Posted by XIANX on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:35:00 PST

Once again, I should’ve known...

Life WAS great, then it didnt take long to balance out....I now will be losing my amazing new job because they have manipulated me into something I just cant do...When I was called by the H...
Posted by XIANX on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:06:00 PST

Life is Great!

Gotta new high paying job that respects & treats me like family. Got great friends that support me well, got an amazing band that just tore some shit up at our show last night, etc...Things are lo...
Posted by XIANX on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 03:57:00 PST

The New Life...

So, pretty much I've lost almost everything, but it was all for the better. I lost my job, which lead me to lose money, my apartment, fun, food, & credit...But like what my own quote goes thats ev...
Posted by XIANX on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 04:41:00 PST

When the bulb turns on...

Just another day, even on a Friday coming in to work this morning... Being in a state of rebellion due to not being able to get a raise in ages & being so poor as to living off of bread and never ...
Posted by XIANX on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 10:44:00 PST

"Together, I Stand"

A new poem... ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------- "Together, I Stand" In a pool of others, I see no-one Not even myself, I feel undone So easily giv...
Posted by XIANX on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 07:10:00 PST

Pfff...People...

Man...Hard times it's been for this month...Nothing but overtime @ work (which is where I'm currently at) which I dont get to keep a penny due to all these fines I'm being set up with that I'm trying ...
Posted by XIANX on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 06:21:00 PST