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josh is the love of my life....

I am here for Friends

About Me

the name is akira. i am engaged to the love of my life Layout made by and i wll do anything for him(i love you josh). i have been gone for awile but now i am back. so, for those who know me do get back in touch with me! those wh don't know me, then what are you waiting on? i am a laid back person, demented at times bu an overall kool person- so stop by. if not, no sweat off my back. if you want to know about me ask.

My Interests

reading,listening to music, hanging out with friends, shopping, going to raves,meeting new ppl and more.

I'd like to meet:

whoever

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Music:

metal/hard rock

Movies:

horror

Television:

what is on that i want to watch.

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Books:

anne rice,stephen king,nietchze,e.a.poe,and more.

Heroes:

there are no such things as heros

My Blog

broken

i'm in so much payne! i guess i should explain what has  happend,i was in ohio with some friendsit was great up until  sunday nyte, a fyte broke out and me and other ppl tried to break ...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 01:01:00 PST

sometimes

sometimes i want to run away.... sometimes i want to end it all.... some times i want to be free to be who ever i desire.... sometimes i want to get away with murder.... sometimes i want u to end me.....
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:58:00 PST

where is the love?

ok,my friend (i'll keep her name to myself or else she'll kill me) broke with some guy.for awhile at least, met some one new and now her old bf wants her back- but now she is really,i mean REALLY- fee...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 01:08:00 PST

the games ppl play...

i heard some shit to day that i almost didn't believe(i say almost because i have done this myself- but that is beside the point-lol)my friend(ensurance) met  a guy 2 weeks ago- they hit off (or ...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:59:00 PST

BULLSHIT!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON TODAY?EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE PISSING ME OFF FOR NO REASON AND I'M TIRED OF HEARING MY OWN SELF BITCH!I ALMOST TORE MY FRIENDS HEAD OFF BECAUSE THEY ASKED FOR FIVE BUCKS! I NE...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:00:00 PST

does it even matter?

some one told me today that a 12 yr old boy hung himself cuz he didn't want to do his homework....while that is sad for the parents and other familiy members- i can't help but to think "what a stoopid...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:17:00 PST

tyme wasted

there is absolutely nothing for me on this planet,so why stay where your not wanted and you don't want to be? it kinda defeats the whole purpose does it not?who's to say that any of us were truly mean...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 02:26:00 PST

BULLSHIT

i'm so sick of other ppl's bull shit- they say things they know they don't mean.....they lie and cheat and don't give a fuck about the ppl they hurt-i'm tired of it and pretty soon i'm not gonna care....
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:27:00 PST

who cares?

what the fuck?i have the worst week then anyone i know!and what was it all for? i hxaven't a clue- all i know is that i'm happy that it is over and i can start all over....
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 01:28:00 PST

re:whatever

friends....what are  they?but ppl who would stab you in the back as  quick as you turn around?   do we really need them?i say no but chances are you feel completely differnt- can i blam...
Posted by josh is the love of my life.... on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:44:00 PST