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Xstarox

what the eye doesn't see, the heart doesn't grieve over...

About Me

Basics: I am refined, defined, and resigned..... NO dramatics, no static for your mind I am often assumed and misunderstood But if the freaks could figure me out that'd be no good (so I'm okay with it) I certainly question who in the world is sound But like E said I'm "so lost but so found" (and remember that)Complexities: I know quite well what is going on..........(and I am not okay with that) I'm a wordsmith, I love words and try to articulate my thoughts and those of others in the purpose of telling the truth of matters for those who are interested and are done with the scripts that have been handed to them since birth (and just this one), including myself. I use words to personify (per-your being, sona- sound) what can't be seen, even about me and sometimes about you and definitely about us. I am a representative of the objective mentality and suppressor of the subjective mentalities. I do things that allow me to rest peacefully at night and to walk with dignity during the day. I am not egotisitic about my motives, but confident that I am Sumpremely co-signed by fellow man and the One, since this is my pursuit, One-ness. I am subscriber to order, since I am able to recognize Order/MAAT is in its Original Purpose and Origination, and that the groups that associate themselves with order have misused the blue print of Order/MAAT to create orders of greed. It is not belonging to them, so I am not opposed to all Order. I am not a God fearing person, in my understanding and judgement it is impossible to love someone wholly with a reservation of fear. What should I be afraid of if I am in Order? It is an oxymoronic theory that is widely followed and widely used. Study the psychological origins of fear and then tell me, please. Otherwise, I'm grounded and trying to learn as much as I can to keep the prosperity flowing in my life and esp. my children, who were truly born free.I, also, identify myself as a community contributor. I do work in the design and implementation of developmental/diversity/inclusion training and education. My passion is for the youth and am researching and working as a Clinical Lecturer for several orgainizations, in pursuit of my ultimate dream (to be shared later,.... have to protect the IP {intellectual property} for now.)I am also an emerging entreprenauer and WILL bring viable products and business that our money is worth. I am looking to work with Boston's best and brightest in this area :)to make long overdue unfulfilled so-called opportunities come to fruition. Let's build......I have things to share and to learn.....simply.Read the Blog...read the blog...read the blog

My Interests

-- XSTAROX PROFILE VIEWS----Life, people, books, writing, reading, thinking, dreaming, vacationing, working, talking (yes I talk alot)

I'd like to meet:

Sane folk, please see me at this site too: http://www.consciousnubians.com

Music:

Anything opposite of the crap that is frequently preferred, stayng away from the absurd. Check the artist in my friends if you need a reference. I don't listen to just beats, the artist needs to be using their forum prosperously.

Movies:

See above

Television:

More picky about this one, anything other than materials that feed misogynistic behavior and thought, or any shows that promote the worse of us.......

Books:

Metu Neter Vol I and II, The Book of the Awakening (The Book of the Dead), The Alchemist, 48 Laws of Power, The Art of Seduction, The Bible, At A Glance, Awakening Intuition, Cunt, Veronika Decides to Die, The Zahir

Heroes:

The Creator, Myself, My anscetors (afraid that their existence has been forgotten so well I know none of thier names), Black people who are in the struggle to represent true Blacks in all of our righteousness. Especially my sisters who know thier origin and won't settle for the easy. ANYONE who is contributing to the revolution, for real though!

My Blog

Republish- What's the sense in holding a grudge?

Monday, December 25, 2006 What's the sense in holding a grudge? Current mood: ready to work Category: ready to work Life You are not punishing anyone more than yourself when you are holding a ...
Posted by Xstarox on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 06:58:00 PST

Upper-Shaping For the gods and the Ab Man (republish) going ABove and BEyond

Friday, December 15, 2006 Upper Shaping () For the gods and the Ab Man (draft) Current mood: Balancing/preserving Category: Balancing/preserving Religion and Philosophy Disclaimer to the reade...
Posted by Xstarox on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 06:54:00 PST

Feeling Finer

Its taken: lots of discipline, 2 weeks of detox-ing, sound sleep, good eats, running 2miles a day, 30 mins of circuit training, one multi-vitamin one vitamin E mask a day 20 ounces of water 2 b...
Posted by Xstarox on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:53:00 PST

Respecting Each Role In The Revolution

Respecting each role in The Revolution Current mood: revolutionary Category: revolutionary Religion and Philosophy I attended a local event that showcased a documentary on the death of Emmett Till. ...
Posted by Xstarox on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 04:52:00 PST

44

11:11 queue has happened, but lately I have been inundated with a 44 vibration. I am looking for help in translation. I found the following, anyone who is disciplined and experienced that may be ...
Posted by Xstarox on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:43:00 PST

Root Races and varying degrees of consciousness

  Repost Root Races and varying degrees of Consciousness Current mood: Category: Esoterical Life Thoughts are taken from " Race & Consciousness", and "The Ausarization of Consciousness Tabl...
Posted by Xstarox on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 05:13:00 PST

Loving....

Memories of a soft kiss from soft lips Eyes of passion, handled hips Heavy breaths, hearts beating fast Doing it all again, making it last Complete surrender in sweet time Feeling ecstasy coming to an...
Posted by Xstarox on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 06:50:00 PST

Theory of Love- From Xsta

Loving freely is such a wonderful feeling There is room for growth, time is made for healing None of the invisible ropes and chains of jealousy and mistrust No achy hearts searching for love within lu...
Posted by Xstarox on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 06:44:00 PST

From the Zahir- a theory on love

"...:all men and all women are connected by an energy which many people call love, but which is, in fact, raw material from which the universe was built. This energy cannot be manipulated, it leads us...
Posted by Xstarox on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:19:00 PST

Just wanted to share

I am very thankful and happy for the abundances I have in my life. I am happy I have a home of love and caring. I am thankful I have family to argue with and love. I am happy because I have prosperity...
Posted by Xstarox on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 09:10:00 PST