Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button)

Fucking SurvivalistBoards.com!!! 20080415

I want you all to do something really quickly, go to YouTube and search for anything by the user survivalistboards It ties into my semi-apology for the tone and direction of my last post but then goes...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 07:43:00 PST

Political Views 20080409

So I haven’t written a blog in a good while so I guess I have to catch everyone up on what has been going on lately. -I didn’t donate the kidney, I would have had to pretty much ...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 09:51:00 PST

2007OCT25

Did the blood work. Hoping to hear something in the next few days. Good Morning America? WTF?!? They called Daniel (the guy that I am donating to) I randomly met a guy that works for them on the Metro...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 09:40:00 PST

2007OCT18

Donating a kidney to a guy who needs it up in NY. Have to figure out how the fuck I am getting the cash to get up there. I'm about as close to bald as I can get without a razor. Fuck hair. Stuck on ...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:36:00 PST

wierd stuffs is always happenin to me

how the fuck does someone i haven't talked to in 3 years magically get ahold of me? how do i randomly find someone i haven't talked to in forever and a day (being almost 7 years)? odd to say the least...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:27:00 PST

In Regards To Myself

so here it is I have officially been awake for 24 hours. Its driving me insane. Someone tell me what the fucking meaning of life is. I am just so tired of the drama that seems to suround me like a fuc...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:00:00 PST

In Regards To Myself

so again i sit in my room with a bottle of whiskey as i write this to you. i have finally left the hell hole known as camp lejeune north carolina. the few weeks that it has been away from the marine c...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:01:00 PST

..............

so i don't get it. am i ever going to be content with life again. i don't even want happy anymore. i just want to wake up in the morning and feel like i did something for someone the day before. i jus...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 05:21:00 PST

to the person who thinks i am mad at her, just read this

so why is everything so awkward between us now. i am not the same around you anymore. i just don't know how to be myself. its really odd and it doesn't upset me it's really fuckin confusing. i see tha...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 07:08:00 PST

And the Death Toll Is Now 50

This is fucked up. Since I have graduated high school in 04 my life has gone to hell. I have had as the title suggests 50 friends die in the past year and a half. WTF!?!?!? 42 Died in Iraq and I was s...
Posted by Mat Arcand [Tokra] <MLI>(Button) on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 06:50:00 PST