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About Me

I'm childish, I'm over-rated, I'm everyone's noting and someone's everything, I'm loving, I'm understanding, I'm tired but my eyes are always open, I'm afraid, I'm quiet, I'm caring, I'm bitchy, I'm godless, I'm happy and sad, I'm uncertain, I'm worried, I'm selfish and wrong, I'm loving life... I'm down in the dumps, I'm anxious, I'm found, I'm loyal, I'm hypocritical, I'm different and wierd, I'm dependent on people, I'm hopeless, I'm unlucky, I'm wild, I'm obsessive, and I'm fated to love... but really.. I'm just me!
Words are just words, nothing more. They don't mean anything, they just spill from the mouth like a waterfall of lies.
"I'll never bring back yesterday"
"And what is love but a rose that fades?"
"Getting away from the inbetween, nothing left to see but the unseen"
"The double grief of a lost bliss is to recall its happy hour in pain"
"In the night, a shattered soul groans painfully into silence"
"We break up with people because we find a person with better quality"
"Let there fall my blood for every tear that you may rain"
My tainted soul cries out to you
"Only as beautiful as the doomed can be"
"Runing from the sound of your own footsteps"
How much of you was a lie?
How do you fight against your heart?
The hardest part of holding on is letting go
"Everthing will be alright"

My Interests

My Blog

hope

To feel like I'm worth your affection, is bliss. My heart is overwhelmed by the happiness you give me. This chance I have, this time spent by your side, will not be taken for granted. I want to give y...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Sat, 12 May 2007 11:14:00 PST

deaden

what a feeling of release...a sorrow filled heart freed... unbearable chains broken... a light-headed rush of sanity... yet a discomforting feel of emptyness... such malicious pain. ...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 09:51:00 PST

PRIDE

Are you finally happy? Or are you still pathetically sad? Doesn't matter anyways.. you'll go on living your life as I'm living mine.I don't care anymore. This is my goodbye.As I sit here pushing you ...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 12:28:00 PST

SLOTH

Is it too much effort to love me? Too much forgiveness to put up with my shit and every mistake I make? Is it too much heartbreak for you to take me back after all the times I left you astray, away in...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 08:17:00 PST

GLUTTONY

Hear what my heart pleads to say. I can't explain what you are to me. My first love, my hated enemy, my closest friend? 1825 days I have entertained the thought of you in my head, 1825 nights have I w...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 10:34:00 PST

ENVY (finished)

You're so true to who you are, so pure of your word. You never said that you were a saint or even someone who cared. You never said that you deserved to be loved and yet many have fallen at your feet....
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 01:14:00 PST

GREED

Why is it so wrong to want it all? To want someone who will love me and no other. I want the passion, I want the laughter, I want the nights spent in a man's arms. But most of all I want someone that ...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 07:54:00 PST

WRATH

You can feel the burning of your skin as I pass by. The overwhelming hate that I have caused, boils deep inside. You've lost so much and you're empty now. The words that people say only cut deeper int...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 08:53:00 PST

LUST

When the sun sets, the night glooms. All through the day, I have yearned for your touch. Now that the darkness has creeped upon us, I smile because I know that you'll be here next to me as I dream. I...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 07:48:00 PST

Take Me (1st version)

Take me, I'm yours,Take me in your armsAnd squeeze me,Speak sweet words toMe and smile. Take me, I'm yours,Take me and cherish me.Make love to meAs done in my dreams.I'll be silent, this time. Take me...
Posted by RIP Bethanne, I love you! on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:09:00 PST