Warning: I have been diagnoised with Bi-polar. I am more manic most of the time than depressed. I will talk and add you as a friend, but if I get private messages that I do not feel comfortable with or I have a gut feeling about the way someone asks me a question I may delete or block the person immediatly. However I will send a message letting them know.What can I say about myself I don't really know. I am a divorced mother of 5 kids that enjoys reading and writing . I love reading everything from Romance to Psychology and especially the stuff my friend "The Windstormy" writes .I also rarely ever sleep being Nocturnal can be a great thing ,but at the same time it sucks when you can't sleep at night and can't sleep during the dayPeople say that my poetry is deep but I don't see that . All I know is that I write from the heart .I live in a small town in Northern Minnesota and it sucks . I look forward to the day that I can pack up and leave .I am also a member of a awesome group in Yahoo run by The Windstormy if you like writing check us out and meet alot of talented people
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Powered by groups.yahoo.comHere is a look into my soul : Touch me Feel me Help me to see Guide me Teach me What you want me to be Punish me Take me Make me yours© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author. She looks around but cannot see the happiness she thought she'd found Only more loneliness in her life this will beshe watches everybody cry it was all a mistake she wasn't suppose to dieHer life was so lonely when she was alive but now that she's gone She thinks to herself "why can't I go back to hear just one more song?"She sees her mother crying on her bed hearing here cry out "My baby just can't be dead."She looks in the mirror and sees the marks on her neck it wasn't suppose to happen this way her foot had slipped she wasn't suppose to die this day.© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author. Serenity 1. [noun] a disposition free from stress or emotion Synonyms: repose, quiet, placidity, tranquility, tranquility 2. [noun] the absence of mental stress or anxiety Synonyms: peace, peacefulness, peace of mind, repose, heartsease, parataxisDoes it really exist? I never seem to know. How can one truly be free from all of life’s stress? I have heard that Serenity must come from within. But how can one little emotion cause the absence of our mental stress? So many other words that supposedly mean the same Do they really help or is it all just a another way to play the game. © 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.She walks alone in this world of pain going no where Nothing to lose Nothing to gainHer soul is broken she feels no love so she wanders through life like a broken doveShe dreams of being able to fly someday to a life where their is no hurt and pain where she can can clense the hurt away.© 2007, Insane_mom_5 All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author A symbol of his love he shows When he wraps this chain around my neck Now my love for him can only growHe leads me through this dismal life He shows me the way And all the right things to sayOh where would I be? If it wasn’t for you . You picked me up when I fell To you my soul I would sell.© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the authorLayout made by ~*~sammi*jo~*~
