Warning: I have been diagnoised with Bi-polar. I am more manic most of the time than depressed. I will talk and add you as a friend, but if I get private messages that I do not feel comfortable with or I have a gut feeling about the way someone asks me a question I may delete or block the person immediatly. However I will send a message letting them know.What can I say about myself I don't really know. I am a divorced mother of 5 kids that enjoys reading and writing .
I love reading everything from Romance to Psychology and especially the stuff my friend "The Windstormy" writes .I also rarely ever sleep being Nocturnal can be a great thing ,but at the same time it sucks when you can't sleep at night and can't sleep during the dayPeople say that my poetry is deep but I don't see that . All I know is that I write from the heart .I live in a small town in Northern Minnesota and it sucks . I look forward to the day that I can pack up and leave .I am also a member of a awesome group in Yahoo run by The Windstormy if you like writing check us out and meet alot of talented people
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Powered by groups.yahoo.comHere is a look into my soul :
Touch me
Feel me
Help me to see
Guide me
Teach me
What you want me to be
Punish me
Take me
Make me yours© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved.
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She looks around
but cannot see
the happiness she thought she'd found
Only more loneliness in her life this will beshe watches everybody cry
it was all a mistake
she wasn't suppose to dieHer life was so lonely
when she was alive
but now that she's gone
She thinks to herself
"why can't I go back to hear just one more song?"She sees her mother crying on her bed
hearing here cry out "My baby just can't be dead."She looks in the mirror
and sees the marks on her neck
it wasn't suppose to happen this way
her foot had slipped she wasn't suppose to die this day.© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved.
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Serenity
1. [noun] a disposition free from stress or emotion
Synonyms: repose, quiet, placidity, tranquility, tranquility
2. [noun] the absence of mental stress or anxiety
Synonyms: peace, peacefulness, peace of mind, repose, heartsease, parataxisDoes it really exist?
I never seem to know.
How can one truly be free from all of life’s stress?
I have heard that Serenity must come from within.
But how can one little emotion cause the absence of our mental stress?
So many other words that supposedly mean the same
Do they really help or is it all just a another way to play the game.
© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved.
No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.She walks alone
in this world of pain
going no where
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gainHer soul is broken
she feels no love
so she wanders through life
like a broken doveShe dreams of being able to fly someday
to a life where their is no hurt and pain
where she can can clense the hurt away.© 2007, Insane_mom_5 All rights reserved.
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A symbol of his love he shows
When he wraps this chain around my neck
Now my love for him can only growHe leads me through this dismal life
He shows me the way
And all the right things to sayOh where would I be?
If it wasn’t for you .
You picked me up when I fell
To you my soul I would sell.© 2007 Insane_mom_5. All rights reserved.
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