MrS. SyKoPaThIcA

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Easter MySpace LayoutsWOW, THERE'S A LOT TO SAY.............. I'm 21 and i live with my bf in bethlehem where i've always lived, he lives here cause thats what the extraterrestrials above us oviously wanted I guess.............. and we don't want to make THEM angry don't we......... I'm kinda bummed out cause I didn't find a job yet, I'm living in my shit hole apartment I didn't want, Tara is married EEEERRRRRR I on the other hand am not getting married anytime in this half of the decade oviously.................. I'm listioning to hell on high heels by motley crue, I'm in a really pissy mood so yeah... I got some explaining to do about those bodys in the closet. I warned them i was in a bad mood but they didn't listion, so I guess they paid for there stupidity and ignorance I guess. So it's a fucking crime to not wanna be alone? Cause last time I checked being a girl friend is nothing more then being disposable at someone's will, atleast if your engaged even there's a little more pullage there that your not going to come home one day and there just gonna be like" it's been real but, your cut" "im done with you" or "i like this girl at work" hell.............. "im gay i like the mail man"........................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ .......................................................cause it's just the fact that yeah, I'm with someone that is so fucking awsome, getting dumped and cheated on by greg... a person i didn't even care about that much hurt... so what would it be like being left by somebody who really is a signifigant part of life?????????????????? greg was important to an extent but come on, weeks of going out with me and he couldn't even be loyal? weeks, months, fucking years couldn't even be good enough for him to care enough to be loyal but i beleived him that he didn't cheat on me in the past two years and he did. I can't tell when someone close to me for years is lying so how the fuck can i feel secure in the position that im in now? Louis is not greg in ANY aspect and he's not the cheating type or anything but everytime i do even the dumbest littliest thing wrong it feels like him being mad at me is magnified by ten... I fuck up a lot too, I can help it to a certain extent but i do forget where i put a lot of stuff, I even throw away important stuff on mine on accident, I'm just one of those kinda oppps kinda people but i gotta go cause i gotta get the pizza out of the microwave ************************************************************ ****DO YOU PEOPLE HATE WIERDO'S?**************************** I HAVE A REALLY FUNNY CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND THIS PEDIFILE GUY*********************************************[19:21] j5912414: hi [19:22] hopefullyalive: how ya doin' [19:22] hopefullyalive: [19:22] j5912414: not good [19:22] hopefullyalive: why's that? [19:22] hopefullyalive: ? [19:23] j5912414: i am lossing my home cuz my landlord failed me a third time on my inspection [19:23] hopefullyalive: aaaaaawwwwww that sucks [19:23] j5912414: she doenst like me at all [19:23] hopefullyalive: well chipper up, there's always a brighter tomorrow [19:23] j5912414: No where to go to live at all [19:23] j5912414: i have to leave there asap a [19:24] hopefullyalive: why doe's your landlord hate you? [19:24] j5912414: cuz she never wanted me to live where i do [19:24] hopefullyalive: i hate when bad things happen to good people [19:25] j5912414: hey can you meet me at the Five Points Mc Donallds i am going to be here until 9:30pm tonight thats how i am online [19:25] j5912414: if you want to meet me and talk [19:25] hopefullyalive: I'll try to, no gaurentee [19:26] j5912414: i know your with your friends right though so visit with her and maybe some time [19:26] j5912414: do you have myspace? [19:26] hopefullyalive: I look at chrissy's when im over but im not really a fan of myspace [19:26] hopefullyalive: so many fake phoney hurtfull people on it, who just wants to hurt your soul [19:27] j5912414: yeah i know that i found that out [19:27] hopefullyalive: you really are a nice guy, i can tell just by the past few min of talking to yu [19:27] hopefullyalive: you [19:27] hopefullyalive: * [19:27] hopefullyalive: sorry [19:28] j5912414: what you sorry for? [19:28] hopefullyalive: misspelling [19:29] j5912414: its okay i do that too [19:29] hopefullyalive: I'm just a little down [19:29] hopefullyalive: this guy that i thought liked me, turns out he only liked me for my body [19:30] hopefullyalive: he was cool at first [19:30] j5912414: thats not right what he did [19:30] hopefullyalive: no [19:30] hopefullyalive: it wasn't [19:30] hopefullyalive: It's the whole thing were i would talk to him, and he's freak'n starring at my chest instead [19:31] j5912414: he was worng for being so mean to you [19:31] hopefullyalive: yeah so im just looking for a guy that can satisfy my other emotional needs [19:32] j5912414: I dont judge by looks its whats on the inside that counts to me [19:32] hopefullyalive: people can be real beautful on the inside [19:32] j5912414: yeah i know [19:33] hopefullyalive: wow, it's like i'v known you forever [19:33] hopefullyalive: you relate to me [19:33] hopefullyalive: unlike those other cowardly men out there who are only out for themselvs [19:33] j5912414: i understand ppl [19:34] j5912414: Where do you live? [19:34] hopefullyalive: i live in northampton [19:34] hopefullyalive: im here alot [19:34] hopefullyalive: just...........what? like 20 min away [19:35] j5912414: i cant take the bus cuz i dont have any $$$ [19:35] j5912414: right now [19:35] hopefullyalive: that sucks [19:35] j5912414: for the bus fare until tuesday [19:35] hopefullyalive: your rich on the inside, your heart [19:35] j5912414: Your on your phone right? [19:35] hopefullyalive: not at the moment [19:36] hopefullyalive: on chrissy's compy cause chrissy's busy and louis is out [19:36] j5912414: oh ok just was wondering thats all [19:36] hopefullyalive: my phone died [19:36] hopefullyalive: well almost [19:36] j5912414: you charging it up at her house? [19:37] hopefullyalive: i'll probably wait till i go home, I left the charger in the car and i don't feel like looking for it [19:37] j5912414: oh you drive? [19:37] hopefullyalive: yyyeeesssss [19:37] hopefullyalive: since i was sixteen [19:38] j5912414: cool [19:38] hopefullyalive: so if you ever need a lift............. [19:38] hopefullyalive: providing im in the area [19:39] hopefullyalive: you made my day talking to you [19:39] hopefullyalive: your refreshing [19:39] j5912414: what type of phone do you have cuz i have a samsung charger with me right now i have been here all day long [19:39] hopefullyalive: i have a nokia [19:40] j5912414: with my labtop and the power supply and the phone all day long [19:40] hopefullyalive: thats cool [19:40] hopefullyalive: get a lot of phone calls? [19:40] j5912414: someones interested in me from www.plentyoffish.com the dating from IN [19:41] hopefullyalive: cool [19:41] hopefullyalive: what a lucky girl [19:41] j5912414: she calls me a lot and i am almost about to go over my cell phone plan mins for the day hours [19:41] j5912414: cuz of her [19:41] hopefullyalive: wow thats commitment [19:42] j5912414: i can show you my pic on here right now and her and the baby [19:42] hopefullyalive: thats cool [19:42] j5912414: Hit the accpet buttion on here [19:42] hopefullyalive: OK! [19:43] j5912414: You want to see my pic right? [19:43] hopefullyalive: yeah [19:44] j5912414: when you going to be around here again? [19:44] hopefullyalive: i dunno, depends on my work schedual [19:45] j5912414: when do you work again? [19:45] j5912414: what happened i was trying to show you my pic and stuff on here i wanted to show tonight [19:45] hopefullyalive: uuummmmmmm I'd have to check, I'm never really good on remembering my schedual, it fluctuats from day to day [19:46] j5912414: how old are you just wondering [19:46] j5912414: i am 21 yrs old [19:47] hopefullyalive: im 21, 5'3, [19:47] j5912414: i am 5ft 4in and 3/4 tall [19:48] j5912414: where do you work? [19:48] j5912414: brb [19:49] hopefullyalive: QMART ON THE WEEKNDS, SUBWAY DURING THE WEEK [19:51] j5912414: ok i am back [19:51] hopefullyalive: alright [19:52] j5912414: wow you travel far for Qmart [19:52] j5912414: thats about 30 mins from me [19:52] hopefullyalive: qmart is the best place on earth [19:52] j5912414: yeah i love it but havent been there in a long time [19:53] j5912414: i want to go again soon to see whats there again [19:53] hopefullyalive: cool [19:53] hopefullyalive: i could always use the company [19:53] j5912414: sure no problem i would love to go with you and hang out anytime [19:54] hopefullyalive: so how many relationships have you had? [19:54] j5912414: a few not many [19:54] hopefullyalive: so how pure are you? [19:54] j5912414: they cut themselves so i lefted them cuz it brought me down [19:55] hopefullyalive: are you saving yourself for the one? or did you already...ya know [19:56] j5912414: what time you leaving crissy's and lois's place tonight? [19:56] hopefullyalive: I don't know, depends on chrissy [19:56] j5912414: i am looking to date [19:56] hopefullyalive: chrissy's a girl with many emotions [19:57] hopefullyalive: yeah, I'm usually looking....... but somtimes it gets lonely at night... kinda sad [19:57] j5912414: I am lonely too [19:58] j5912414: everynight of the week [19:58] j5912414: i dont have anyone to spend easter with or any holiday its sad [19:58] hopefullyalive: I do as far as family goes, but when it comes to night time, not much family can do [19:59] hopefullyalive: if you know what i mean [19:59] j5912414: yeah i know what you mean hun [19:59] j5912414: hum if you came here tonight and talk hun [19:59] hopefullyalive: so sad but true seven nights a week it's just me behind a locked bedroom door with my fingers [20:00] j5912414: ? [20:00] hopefullyalive: ?? [20:00] hopefullyalive: for what? [20:01] j5912414: like what you would like to do [20:01] j5912414: i would like to meet you hun [20:01] hopefullyalive: yeah, i'd like to meet you a lot [20:02] j5912414: What do you look like just asking cuz i dont have a pic of you thats all [20:02] j5912414: i dont judge by looks at all [20:02] hopefullyalive: yeah i should get one to ya when im home, im 5'3, reddish brown hair [20:03] hopefullyalive: I'm very light complectioned [20:03] j5912414: You can just meet me without one hun i dont mind [20:04] hopefullyalive: body wise im average 42 c, pretty normal looking i guess [20:04] j5912414: i am wondering do you want to spend some time tonight with me and hang out for a little bit but i dont how to get there by walking to chrissy's place and stuff [20:05] hopefullyalive: i gotta see what chrissy wants to do [20:05] j5912414: yeah i know just lett me know they close the dinning room at 10pm [20:05] hopefullyalive: k [20:06] j5912414: so i dont much longer i will be online though to talk and i dont sign onto yahoo or aim from my phone the battery dies so quick on me [20:08] j5912414: so what you looking for in a guy to date just asking [20:08] hopefullyalive: just somebody to relate to [20:10] j5912414: you relate to me [20:11] j5912414: thanks for calling me tonight and do you like my voice hun? [20:15] j5912414: Buzz!! [20:16] j5912414: Buzz!! [20:16] j5912414: You There [20:39] j5912414: hey i am on my phone now [20:40] j5912414: i do need a ride home though or i will walk home it takes me 15 mins to walk home [22:05] hopefullyalive: hey babe you still there? [22:05] j5912414: I am here [22:05] j5912414: i am at home now [22:05] hopefullyalive: you really made my night talking to me [22:05] hopefullyalive: your a sweetheart [22:05] j5912414: thanks and hey where are you at now? [22:06] hopefullyalive: I'm at home, my home on my computer [22:06] j5912414: aww i wanted to come meet you [22:06] j5912414: tonight [22:06] hopefullyalive: chrissy pissed me the hell off tonight [22:07] hopefullyalive: you there? [22:08] j5912414: yes me here [22:08] hopefullyalive: chrissy's been acting like a bitch all night... [22:08] j5912414: oh boy [22:09] hopefullyalive: sometimes you just wanna smack her..... she kept on giving me attitude [22:09] j5912414: then why didnt you come meet me then tonight and stuff [22:09] hopefullyalive: cause she's my friend although she's been a little bitchy [22:09] hopefullyalive: she's a little hormonal latley [22:10] j5912414: i would have kept you company tonight if you came to see me [22:10] j5912414: hey now can you see my pic other pic hun [22:10] j5912414: ? [22:11] hopefullyalive: you'd keep me company? [22:11] j5912414: yes [22:11] hopefullyalive: so... company huh? [22:11] hopefullyalive: what kind? [22:11] hopefullyalive: u thinking of? [22:11] j5912414: you asked me about hanging out [22:12] hopefullyalive: yeah but what would you wanna do [22:13] j5912414: just hang out and get to know each other [22:13] hopefullyalive: so i know a couple ways you can get to know me [22:13] j5912414: yeah, I'm usually looking....... but somtimes it gets lonely at night... kinda sad [22:14] j5912414: thats from when we where talking earlier tonight [22:14] hopefullyalive: yeah [22:14] hopefullyalive: i remember [22:14] j5912414: how can i get to know you? [22:15] hopefullyalive: so just wondering............if we were hanging out in my room what would we do [22:16] j5912414: just talk and cuddle if you wanted to [22:16] hopefullyalive: so you wouldn't wanna play with me [22:16] hopefullyalive: i got two kittens [22:16] j5912414: your wanting sexsual stuff right? [22:17] j5912414: when you and me are alone just asking [22:17] hopefullyalive: well you touched me tonight, i found a beautyful person on the inside to get to know, im estatic [22:18] j5912414: aww how old are you cats hun? [22:18] hopefullyalive: my kittens age with me [22:18] j5912414: are you on your phone now hun [22:19] hopefullyalive: im on my computer, im gonna go to bed in an hour or two, im beat [22:19] j5912414: cuz your share photos isny an option now hun? [22:19] hopefullyalive: seriously? [22:19] j5912414: yes [22:19] hopefullyalive: how do you work that stuff [22:19] j5912414: hopefullyalive is using an older version of Yahoo! Messenger and certain features may be unavailable. Click here to invite hopefullyalive to upgrade. [22:20] hopefullyalive: yeah, my account is old..... i dn't upgrade that much [22:20] j5912414: Upgrade to the latest version of Yahoo! Messenger by visiting http://messenger.yahoo.com [22:20] hopefullyalive: my compy is probably too fucking shitty [22:20] j5912414: then upgrade it [22:20] hopefullyalive: i got it like six yr's ago [22:21] j5912414: do you want to give me your name and cell number hun i want it plz [22:21] hopefullyalive: pretty kitty and titty kitty are the names [22:22] hopefullyalive: shelena [22:22] j5912414: what you doing now? [22:23] hopefullyalive: so if we were cuddling and i unbuttoned my shirt what would you do [22:24] j5912414: Buzz!! [22:25] j5912414: You want to meet me tomorrow morning? [22:26] hopefullyalive: hell yea, so.... what would you do [22:26] j5912414: what you want to you [22:26] j5912414: tell me [22:26] hopefullyalive: well you could play with my kittens [22:27] j5912414: yeah sure thats cool i love cats [22:28] hopefullyalive: no not cats, kittens, you know my titties [22:28] hopefullyalive: my tittie kittys [22:28] j5912414: theres a cat where i live at [22:29] hopefullyalive: if you pet me i'll pet you [22:30] j5912414: ok [22:30] hopefullyalive: are you open minded [22:30] j5912414: yes i am open minded [22:30] hopefullyalive: cause i got somthing to tell ya [22:31] j5912414: just not wild like you are though on the frist time meeting someone [22:31] j5912414: its okay trying never hurts anyone though [22:31] hopefullyalive: no, not the first time, down the road a few not like tomorrow [22:31] j5912414: go ahead tell me what you going to say [22:32] hopefullyalive: cause i gotta tell ya if were talking to eachother a month from now.... I'm wet'n horney and im dying for a mans touch, to caress my body, to love me and stroke me [22:33] j5912414: sure [22:33] hopefullyalive: so you don't mind my thinking [22:33] hopefullyalive: good [22:34] hopefullyalive: cause guess what babe [22:34] j5912414: what hun [22:34] hopefullyalive: I got a pen15 [22:34] j5912414: whats that [22:34] hopefullyalive: i have 15 pens [22:35] j5912414: i have a hell more then you [22:35] hopefullyalive: i like to collect things [22:35] j5912414: me too [22:35] hopefullyalive: i collect pens, paper, clips, headbands, i collect cd's, i collects braclets [22:36] hopefullyalive: I like to collect paint [22:37] hopefullyalive: i like to collect condoms, for my penis [22:37] hopefullyalive: u there hun [22:37] j5912414: yes [22:38] j5912414: just getting a little bit upset hun not with you though [22:38] hopefullyalive: so you meet me at mcdonalds tomorrow [22:38] j5912414: hum at the place i am getting kicked out of hun [22:39] hopefullyalive: i'll be wearing a casual dress shirt, a professional pair of dress slacks/business man kind, i have a little facial hair [22:40] hopefullyalive: u there? [22:40] j5912414: i want you to come to my place tomorrow plz [22:41] j5912414: by like 10am if you can do that hun [22:41] hopefullyalive: yeah, i just have to get things straitend up tomorrow with my ex gf [22:41] hopefullyalive: so you have any facial hair? i've been growing mine out latley [22:42] j5912414: what? [22:42] hopefullyalive: im so happy to have found you, you know how hard it is for a man to find another man with the inner beauty as yours [22:43] hopefullyalive: u there babe? [22:43] j5912414: are you a man or women cuz wemen dont grow face hair? [22:43] j5912414: no offense hun [22:44] j5912414: i am sorry i msged the worng person sorry [22:44] hopefullyalive: didn't you think i was a man? I am a woman when im dressed up, i thought you would have gotten the hint, i just thought by your picture that you were gay too [22:45] hopefullyalive: babe, you there? [22:45] j5912414: i am here [22:45] hopefullyalive: good, [22:46] hopefullyalive: so you want me to meet you as Shelena, or as shane im shane when im a guy, when im a woman it's shelena [22:46] j5912414: no i am not gay i thought you where a women [22:47] hopefullyalive: i am a woman when i wanna be [22:47] hopefullyalive: i thought i made you horney [22:47] j5912414: nope [22:47] hopefullyalive: i thought by your pic that you were gay [22:47] hopefullyalive: chrissy told me you were [22:48] hopefullyalive: hello? [22:48] hopefullyalive: your not gay? [22:48] hopefullyalive: why would she tell me that? [22:51] hopefullyalive: hello? [22:51] hopefullyalive: chrissy told me you were gay [22:51] j5912414: ttyl i am going to bed [22:51] j5912414: i am not a gay [22:51] hopefullyalive: k babe [22:51] hopefullyalive: but i thought i could love [22:51] hopefullyalive: u [22:52] j5912414: nope [22:52] j5912414: night [22:52] hopefullyalive: you said i was a good person [22:52] hopefullyalive: don't you beleive in unconditional love [22:52] hopefullyalive: let me shuv my dick in ur ass [22:53] hopefullyalive: or i could tuck it in and use the pocket pussy i have, i can be a guy or girl 10Arial