$350 dollars for the Tux I know you would rather see me in a dress...lol...lmao...wtf...lol
$125 dollars for the shoes
$4 dollars for new pair boxers
$278 dollars for few dance lessons
$45 dollars to learn how to sing software
Rejection from American Idol PRICELESS
I guess you can see from my pain pic, my everything on here that I am an artist, I always have been it was not a choice it just happened like so many things in life. This is a real long section but that is why it is in a scroll box after all. I am a lesbian as you can see but many write me and have no clue, people should read before they add request me, pet peeve! What can I say about me..I am one tough cookie always have been! I make it through most of lifes ups and downs.
I love the sunshine,warm air,soft breeze in my hair, the smell of funnel cakes and cotton candy,roaring of the roller coasters,rolling waves, the sand between my toes bugs the hell out of me and itches my heals, love beach sandels the Velcro ones,love the water spickets and showers at the beach, I have my O.C.D quirks,
gotta love it! some will say oh you don't have O.C.D,just trying to be like the Girlfriend, she is pretty cool I have to say I laugh a lot from her playful humor and jokes, well spend a week with me is my new slogan and come up with your own answer on day 7 if you can make it that far, so yeah we have stuff in common so that is a good thing... horray most lovers have stuff in common but we don't have matching outfits,just matching trucks it was a fluke the sales man said this is what I have or a car, the car was a big white maxi pad on wheels, I took the truck... I love the piers,boats,trains and marshlands,dunes.I love storms and wicked rolling thunder The earth has raised me more or less and the people I have met, you don't need nor want to know, trust me! I am still catching up on stuff how crazy is that! yet a lot of the world I missed just being shut out I suppose, so now in my 30's I try to do all the things I never got to do, not be a kid but just reconnect with the world, my 20's were all about survival, life and death basically pick one or the other so then I still did expand on who I am. My waist line has expended a little bit, weeeee! lol Well I am pretty cool,I am easy to talk with and a good listener, I try just as hard as anyone else but people are haters and judge and don't know me,it hurts and I won't lie I thought why am I here but I push on and get over it, I know there is a higher purpose for me than the drama of it all, it is so true, I spent more time alone than most I suppose but that's ok too! I have become an computer nerd, lets see 17 years computer experience and prob the first computer was 20 years ago, yeah 20 years ago, they have come a long way baby! I hated the green screen and the 6 disk installation for one program, or GW basic for programing a generic dog animation, plot,plot, my ass plot,plot....blah!!
I love the ocean, water, being in my kayak, my whole life.Water even took my best friend or maybe it was god, I still after 25 years debate why. So now I do crazy ass flips off diving boards and cliff dives like in NJ and NY there are a lot of places to dive real high. Honestly I think I blacked out on one jump it was crazy when I went under like the whole world stopped, but I am here! Crazy things happen, why who knows! I have always loved to write and draw,though now in college it is hard when they make you write and draw your like oh man another cube,another design, another essay,a new mistake , I love art and school sometimes the ideas are hard, the critiques you get stumped, then there are the days where hey throw the book at me, anything and everything. Some how my GPA is very high. Yes I am *31* and going back to school for the past 4 years has been a blessing for me, it's only part time but it is never too late to make your goals and dreams happen! I like to watch my surroundings. My only weakness in life have been sugar and coffee, ok maybe women I am guilty as charged, I love speed but I save that for the amusement park, our highways are unsafe enough as is at times, I have lost a few best friends to death and once that happens I don't think it is too easy to find new best friends and I don't look. I had a hard life and don't find shame in it, I always wear a smile and am cracking jokes. I am proud no matter how long the road and how windy I have made it, I think thanks to a few angels on my side. Also to my surroundings,people who do love me and the ones who laugh at my jokes. I am a photographer, I have a talent in it that I found by mistake from taking a few photography classes, it is not something I do because it is"cool" no sir it is something I love and something that lifts my soul to be able to capture light and a moment forever, or as long as the image lasts.Now I have my growing collection of cameras though I have to say my cell camera I could care less overall about that one! I love tech gadgets, yet I do love going away for a few days and enjoying the quiet. I love to sometimes just turn my cell phone off for days, I can go days with no TV and I do not feel like I missed anything, now with the L Word that is another story, I love that series on Showtime, I have to have my Sunday night show! I have a girlfriend which I love and adore and we are far from perfect, no one is perfect by far! I love the color brown,green and blue. My favorite is blue! I love to fish in local rivers and lakes. I guess I really like to get my feet wet. I like all kinds of music and the music player on here will show you that. If you want to know anything feel free to ask, I might tell you, I might not! I guess it just depends, yeah I can be a moody,goofball nerdy sillylesbian
I am better off that way, being a mouse only leads up to the cat catching you and biting your head off it back fires but in the end things will even out you have to believe in the most positive outcome in life or it is not a life but a life wasted!
