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wild transformation/Maria

Get busy living or get busy dying

About Me

Gentle yet fiery, I have a heart of gold and I always wear it on my sleeve, yet I can be a constant contradiction to this and am found to be unpredictable. I'm a deep thinker with a constant need for knowledge and creativity. Some days you may find me dark and moody perhaps even argumentative sometimes a nightmare. I recently discovered I have a talent and passion for writing especially poetry and now i can't stop its addictive and it calms my soul just as my passion for music. I have a beautiful daughter who is my life and beyond that I enjoy conversing, reading, films, travel and taking long walks, occasionely I like to smoke the herb and drink fine red wine. I also study psycho-dynamic counselling which has helped my personal development and is another option career wise. I have matured and grown a lot in the last few years, life has never been easy for me, more like a constant battle, so much pain but it has made me a lot more stronger and determined as a person. Feel free to read my poetry..Read My Writing at WritersCafe.org
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My Interests

Music is a big passion of mine, but also film, reading, poetry, travel, art, writing, Psychology, politics and yoga, Tai chai, oh and day dreaming..

I'd like to meet:

Prefer to meet deep thinking, quirky type people, hopefully with same interests in music, poetry, travel, art, politics, Psychology and film.. Please don't add me unless we have something in common and i would prefer a message first saying why, i only add music artists, groups, that inspire and interest me..
N Normal
E Emotional
S Scary
S Silly
A Altruistic
T Tame
R Refined
O Overwhelming
P Peaceful
O Organic
L Legendary
I Intense
S Smooth
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From Go-Quiz.com
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Music:

Hip hop, neo soul, jazz, house, reggae, indie.. Feeling people like spearhead, slum village, common, talib kweli, roy ayers, rich medina, platinum pied pipers, little brother, massive attack, portishead, tribe called quest, V, eryka badu, ursula rucker, Darondo, leela james, madlib, nicolay, foreign connection, Ty, john Legend, amp fiddler, D'nell, slovo, one giant leap, dead prez, Ian brown, stone roses, coral, curtis mayfield, gill scott heron, jill scott, terry callier, john coltrane, bugz in the attic, Omar, Bilal, Prince, emilliana torrini, the zutons, Gorrilaz, Jay dilla RIP, sergio mendes, madvillian, the roots, floetry, corinne bailey rae, treologic, madeline peyroux, sigur ros, Dwele, D'angelo,seu jorge, joseph malik.. even a little classical.. list just goes on and on....

Movies:

Eternal sunshine on the spotless mind, Amelie, city of God, the godfather, goodfellas, carlito's way, Life is beautiful, lost in translation, once upon a time in America, the deer hunter, a bronx tale, mo better blues, again list goes on and on....

Television:

Sopranos.. everything else is doo doo..

Books:

Michael Moore, Noam Chomsky, Ian Banks, Ben Okri, Niaomi Klien, lots of English Literature, Psychology and Counselling books..

Heroes:

I don't put people on pedestals.. they only disappoint you. But if I had to say any it would be people like Nelson Mandela, Che Guerva, Martin Luther King, my beautiful daughter..

My Blog

Troubled mind..

Train rolls away no longer sad for goodbye's, indifferent to urgency in eyes no beauty of nature to massage weary eyes rain beats down washing away all ties 'tangled up in blue' hemmed in commuters as...
Posted by nessatropolis on Wed, 16 May 2007 06:38:00 PST

I am ready..

Streets are deserted Winds in my hair I love this feeling Of desolation Though confused To where an why, Always been this way Always solitude Me, my dog and cold dark earth. Yet tonight its warm Breez...
Posted by nessatropolis on Wed, 02 May 2007 12:58:00 PST

I counted the lines in your face

Yesterday i pushed your heavy load in the wheelchair you accepted as fate, a long time before arthritis set in you gave up, prematurely aged. Always kept a wheel chair handy well just in case. I looke...
Posted by nessatropolis on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 07:18:00 PST

Camden town..

Stepping of underground caught in culture shock; Fenchurch street near tower bridge i can smell money and corruption swanky hotels and restaurants charging more than i make in a week still i sit by ro...
Posted by nessatropolis on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 10:37:00 PST

Urban waste..

Kindred spirits delicate wild flowers sensitive to earth its beauty and fragility yet lost in desire of wanting, wanting more. Community's lost accept gossip queens on broken paved streets in their so...
Posted by nessatropolis on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 06:17:00 PST

Watching him awaken..

Everything is weird now i smoke myself stupid filling empty voids of desire in your eyes hushed whispers deliriously happy free from solitude as moon casts shadows across our nakedness. Watching throu...
Posted by nessatropolis on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 06:45:00 PST

Leaving you for now..

Door rudely closes a barrier between urgent last kisses murmurs of goodbye last virgin train leaving London euston to Liverpool Two lovers now parted by miles and miles as the train speeds a...
Posted by nessatropolis on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:18:00 PST

Journey on a whim..

Tried so hard to say goodbye words lodged in throat I whispered "meet you on the other side something inside told me it wasn't over our paths of destiny intertwined; loved you like a fat kid in a bake...
Posted by nessatropolis on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 02:16:00 PST

Bread and cheese hill..

Today I am the girl with smiles beaming making the heartbroken want to slap my face; I am the girl with weekend plans they with none of their own; Funny how tide changes from rough to smooth sky from ...
Posted by nessatropolis on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 09:22:00 PST

Logic went out the window..

Seems like i've sat so long letting life happen just another fucked up product of the times; a world in chaos, whilst all around me blatant lies; from man in my bed to girl in my face from media to th...
Posted by nessatropolis on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 04:32:00 PST