Chaotikaâ„¢

I Like music that is good, people who are nice, love, potato guns, things of an artistic nature, people who posess a sense of humor, painting, drawing, bunny rabbits, writing crap and then reading it aloud to people so as to irritate them, and also tacos.

I Hate rap, boy bands, courtney love, shallow people, selfishness, stupidity, people who make assumptions about who I am without actually knowing me, old people, bad teeth, soap operas, etc.

I love Christina! She is my best friend, and is always there for me. We don't hang out enough :P

♥♥♥Mike♥♥♥
Mike is my husband, and I love him very much. He's sweet, artistic, talented in most everything, just kinky enough, and he has good taste in music He is able to make me happy when I'm sad, and he has been my muse for a long time...
I mean, I have so many paintings and poems related to him in some way that it's just silly We've been through alot of bad stuff and drama in the past few years, and alot of good stuff, too, so it balances out and I think it makes us stronger to have suffered and succeeded together.
He is my world, my everything. I want to grow old with him, explore the world with him, any and everything possible!
♥I love you sooooooo much, baby!♥

~Me Spiritual Interests~

I love Egyptian mythology, art, and religion. I also like magick, but not the fluffy wicca kind.. sorry. Bastet is my primary goddess, of course, and after years of studying all kinds of belief systems i finally came across the perfect one- one I made up by myself, through integrating aspects of other religions I liked. To me, religion is a means of comforting oneself, and of explaining the unexplainable.. but no one's version really sated me except for the Egyptians, yet it would be absolutely impossible to practice that all by myself, especially considering the religion has been dead for 2000 years and we still know very little about it :( My version consists of Egyptian, Buddhist, and Wiccan traditions, mish-mashed together, and they compliment eachother nicely ^_^
~Bast~
Bast is the Egyptian Goddess and protector of cats, women and children. She is Goddess of the sunrise, love, fertility, birth, music and dance. Bast is the Goddess of the moon and possessor of the Utchat. The all seeing eye of her brother Horus. Her scared city, Bubastis, was in lower Egypt (the northern part). Bubastis signifies "The House of Cats" in ancient Egyptian. Bast feast day is celebrated on October 31. The Egyptians celebrated the feast of Bast with merry making, music, dancing, drinking much like our modern Marti Gras. Bast is often shown holding a sistrum (a type of rattle), during the celebrating, worshipers shuck a sistrum. Bast has a twin sister named Sekhmet. Together the twin sisters formed the "Yin Yang" of Egyptian religion. Bastet being the positive force and Sekhmet being the destructive force. Bast is depicted in art many ways, the most common is the body of young woman with the head of a domestic cat. (Her sister, Sekhmet is shown with the head of a lioness). Another popular form of Bast, is her earthly form, a seated cat, when in this form her name changes to Bastet.

"When the people are on their way to Bubastis, they go by river, a great number in every boat, men and women together. Some of the women make a noise with rattles, others play flutes all the way, while the rest of the women, and the men, sing and clap their hands. As they travel by river to Bubastis, whenever they come near any other town they bring their boat near the bank; then some of the women do as I have said, while some shout mockery of the women of the town; others dance, and others stand up and lift their skirts. They do this whenever they come alongside any riverside town. But when they have reached Bubastis, they make a festival with great sacrifices, and more wine is drunk at this feast than in the whole year besides. It is customary for men and women (but not children) to assemble there to the number of seven hundred thousand, as the people of the place say."
-- Herodotus, Histories Book II Chap 60

~Sekhmet~
There was a temple to Sekhmet at Kom el-Hisn in the western Delta. In this legend the sun-god Re fears that mankind plots against him. The gods urge him to call down retribution on men by sending his avenging Eye down to Egypt as Sekhmet. As the goddess slays men, leaving them in pools of blood in the deserts where they fled, she transforms into the 'powerful'. During the night the god Re, trying to avert a total massacre of the human race by the goddess who clearly has become unstoppable in her bloodlust, orders his high priest at Heliopolis to obtain red ochre from Elephantine and grind it with beer mash. Seven thousand jars of red beer are spread over the land of Egypt. In the morning Sekhmet returns to finish her task of destroying the human race, drinks what she assumes is blood and goes away intoxicated, unable to complete her slaughter. She is the twin sister of the cat goddess Bast, and they represent a duality of good and evil, yet Sekhmet herself is portrayed as having both good and evil sides. Her qualities as Healer, Mother and Protector are often overlooked. In the realm of Ancient Egyptian Medicine, almost all healers and surgeons of Ancient Kemet would most certainly have fallen under Sekhmet's jurisdiction. Sekhmet is the wrathful form - polar opposite - of Bastet - goddess of joy, music, dance, sexual love, pregnancy and birth. With leonine head, female human body and the strength of her father, she is the noontime sun - intense blinding heat.