Intro: Up to this point...I'll tell you what I've told most people in my life that have gotten to know me very closely. And that is, through everything I've ever been through, thick and thin, I have had a fun life. I know most or maybe nobody on earth would ever call tough times fun, but I must say they've all been very instrumental for my life now and where I'm headed. And I have great visions given to me by God and may not know every detail, but I know who I'm going to be with and where I'm going to be in the present, near and distant future. Through it all, I am a very blessed man.Chapter 1: (Who I am) I was born in the early 80s. I grew up with a difficult childhood. A lot of people's stories talk about NOT knowing their father and growing in a single mother environment. In my case, I knew my father and though he was present in my life, it meant nothing because he never fulfilled his role and took the responsibility of a man, much less a father, when I and my other siblings were growing up. I'm a man with no pride and try to make sure every day that I stay humble because pride is your fall. But one thing I am very proud of with myself is that I'm the only one of my brothers that overcame, with God's leadership and help, all of our father's generational curses. He brought in certain things that children shouldn't see and introduced to all of us at an early age, including when I was four years old. Long story short, I have alcoholics from both sides of my family and all died from it. As well as, smoking and pornography were issues from childhood aside from other dangers growing up in later teenage years involving almost being shot and murdered on different occasions. Those are just a couple of hurdles I had to jump over since four (4) years old. So I never had a concrete father figure, except for God in my life even when I really didn't know Him well. Right now, I'm already well on my way to being a great husband and father in the near future and it's something to be very excited about. One of my many messages for men is to do your best as a man despite not having the best men or father figures around you. It's hard and I admit it myself, but it'll take time. Be patient and handle your responsibility as a man, first, husband, second, father, third. My testimony today STILL lives on because I really do owe my life to Him. I've been through some amazing things others don't know about and can't compare to just as my life pales in comparison to others. But for whatever reason we go through our own individual lives, it's for some good reason in the end. So keep pushing and doing what we have to do to survive, strive, and live free. Not just for ourselves, but also be able to liberate others. Even if that freedom takes you to your death. We have enough men and women already that aren't willing to die for TRUE freedom. We need to bring more balance and be stronger, wiser, and maturer people. And above all, right now, get knowledge. It is powerful. When the right people have it, it's something beautiful. We need balance in that area too. Get in your libraries and bookstores and invest in reading and books. Especially the one that's still the best seller in history. It is for a reason.Chapter 2: (Very shortly) I've grown around many different kinds of people, from racists, in my own family, to true love. I've seen and know some things without having to get into deep detail. And honestly learned a lot over my short life so far. And so that's just one reason why I have something to say and a poetic point of view and I even tell people that this was never MY dream to write and eventually do music. This is God's dream through me and He's the one that's given me talents to do certain things and connect with certain people from youngsters to adults. So I'm just obeying, as best I can, and I know the success of it all is coming soon. And I mean souls being freed, not a money ploy enabling me the freedom to buy materials.Chapter 3: (The God chapter) I've had many revelations this last year. Especially one of them has been that we really are suppose to be LIKE God. Image inside to out: Really being able to look in the mirror and see God. Looking into your own soul and seeing yourself with His character, completely. The way you give, the way you treat people, the way life is lived, and the way you act in private. Really about who you are in every aspect of your life. We always read how God will never leave or forsake us. When I read that I say to myself that that's how we're suppose to be too. We are to never leave or forsake God just as we're to never leave or forsake our brothers and sisters. Respect, love, reliability, integrity, giving, helping, kindness, caring, and just being there for each other. I've really been blessed in so many ways over this lifetime and especially of recent. I can't possibly repay God or anybody back as much as I feel in my heart and soul, but I can give what I can give in the forms what those people need and my support. The beautiful thing is we have our own individual talents and blessings we can give back. It's different, but both are equal. Most importanly, just remember to thank God every day. Morning, afternoon and night. Always remember what God has done, is doing and is continuing to do. Especially the little things you take for granted. And when you do thank Him for everything...you realize some things and you begin to NOT take Him for granted. I Chronicles 29In conclusion, I just wanted to say thank you to all that have been sticking with me from the beginning. I haven't forgotten you. And those that have encouraged my creativity and inspired me to inspire others through the talents God gave me. And also those that have helped me of recent in getting material things I desperately needed and helping in those areas of my future. It's still appreciated and I thank God for you.p.s. music? Coming some time soon...when it's the way God and I want it.
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