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Good Guy Gone Bad...

About Me


<[/b> ABOUT ME ]
ME
im emotional though resilient... apart from that i am a million characteristics and traits. who really knows who they are? we're ever evolving. we have an ideal self and some blurry actual self. how much we are in likeness to our ideals? well we could all beg to differ from others opinions and have clouded judgement without a bird's eye perspective... circumstances, events in our lives, justifications will continuously change and therefore so shall you.. we are capable of more than we can even imagine. each individual can possess great good as well as evil.. its an everyday choice. who really knows? if we did it'd take the fun outta life anyhow..
ive evolved more so.. though despite my further growth and maturity still remains "you really cannot categorize me". i pondered quite a bit but consistently arises the assurance i contradict myself relentlessly.. although here goes somewhat i figured out - im quite knowledgable in random things but i also am found deciphering endlessly revealing theres an unfathomingly enormous amount of knowledge yet to be unveiled so who am i to claim oneself knowledgable?! i prefer balance in my life but as human nature dawns i constantly tip from one side to another in the struggle to find such balance in a world of today.. i have a habit of situating myself for a challenge and pushing my limits to achieve but despite accomplishments, still lack confidence in given regions (still learning the ropes to be installed).. im the guy who easily forgets an acquaintance's name but shall offer a helping hand whenever needed.. im the guy who gets picked on coz i can easily brush off friends playful ridicule im the guy whos mainly quiet when it comes to verbal battering and steers clear, seldomly to speak but when im certain im correct can stab with piercing painful although truthful words.. im the person dear people confide in and so i listen intently but afterwards give my unedited opinion by weighing sides.. im the childish even pathetic guy that has the time of his life playing on a playground giggling with joy as i see the world sway while swinging on a swing but im also the mature with joy as i see the world sway while swinging on a swing but im also the mature person you'll notice taking charge of matters researching thoroughly and sighting options.. im the guy thats independent but needs those presences in his life after every certain span of time.. im the guy who enters a business of instability but now pursues stability.. im the guy who whines like a little brat but will get you a glass of water and try to cook for you... parts of who i am but never a summation..dont make me do the things i dont do, and never turn me into someone else, i am me. it feels good being who you are with nothing to hide. never try to change me. dont you love being who you are?
HERES MORE ! ! !
It doesn't take a genius to figure out that I'll add just about anyone to my list. So what if I only know 2% of you? That's okay. Maybe one day I'll get to know everyone else. If you want me to add you, okay. But if you leave me your e-mail address and expect me to do it... Sorry, not happening. I'm so clumsy. I trip, I fall, I bump into things. I'll wake up with bruises and not know how they got there. I'm so stubborn. But I've toned down. I want a new puppy. I laugh a lot, even if it means I'm the only one laughing. I love kids. Their innocence intrigues me. One day I want 4 of my own. I have been completely, fully, madly, truly in LOVE. I had the best Girlfriend ever. I love wearing sandals. I'm a casual kinda guy. Jeans and a tee is good for me. Hey, that rhymes. I'm more of a girl's-guy than a guy-guy. I'm well mannered when I need to be. Key words - when I need to be. I like chewing my food and turning around to my ex-girlfriend asking "Do you like SEEfood?" It's so corny but I get a kick outta it everytime. My family is my life. I miss my Father. I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much. I'm moving towards Christianity. "Losing" your best friend and Father does things to a person. I have to believe there's more out there than what we can see. I'm a picky eater. But I'm learning to become more adventerous. School is overrated. Important, yes, but overrated. I love to travel. What a way to experience life, to broaden your horizons. I really appreciate people who are open-minded and cultured. Ignorant people really get under my skin. I'm really bad with names. I'll get introduced to someone and the next second I'll forget. I've gotta practice remembering. I think too much, I stress too much. I let the little things get to me when I know they shouldn't. I do my best to recognize my flaws, and improve on them. I've been told that when I don't smile, I look intimidating. I forgive, but I don't forget. I have been in love more than once. But never the way I'm in love now. I love the beach. A bottle of wine overlooking a city at night just screams romantic for me. I dream a lot. I've been hurt many times before. No regrets. I'm friends with all my ex girlfriends. I worry too much. I can't stand people who are full of themselves. It's such a turn-off. "Music is life." I love to eat. I love to sleep. I know how to relax. I want to learn how to play the guitar and the drums. It'd be nice if I could learn to sing too, but I don't see that happening. I believe in karma. My mind wanders off a lot. Sometimes I seriously think I have ADD. I've been a tropical guy my whole life. Put me in snow and I'll complain. I whine when I want something. I know what it's like to be spoiled. I also know what it's like to want something and not get it. I've had a good balance of both. My Mother is the coolest person I've ever known. I want to learn how to ride a horse. I used to swim. If I was still swimming now, there's a chance I could have made it to the Olympics. Oh well. I've also been a wake boarder, skater, salsa dancer, womanizer, basketball player, and soccer player. High school basketball was the shiznitz. I miss it. One of my best friends is my ex girlfriend of 7 months. I'm insecure. I love Boracay. It's a fuckin awesome Beach. I get so annoyed when people tYpE liK DiS. Ugh. I'm a firm believer in actions speak louder than words. I have my ears and tongue pierced. I used to have my eyebrow pierced too, but mommy made me take it out. I have no particular taste in music, play me something, if I like it, I like it. I am metrosexual not homosexual. Emotionally, I'm high maintainence. I said emotionally okay. Til this day my closest friends are my cousins. They rock. Sometimes I cuss too much. I have a big ass. I can be really sarcastic when I want to be. I'm a student of life. I want to keep learning, I want to keep moving forward. I don't want to give up. I'm terrible at replying to mails. Once in a blue moon I'll write someone back. I'm just as bad with "returning the favor" when it comes to comments and testimonials. But I appreciate all the ones people leave me. I went from watching a shitload of TV to watching slim to none. I like surprises. I'm not a cuddler but love to be hugged. I like PDA too. I still sleep with the same blanket I've had since the day I was born. It's got elephants on it, therefore it's my elephant blanket. Gotta hold it every night before I sleep. My ex-girlfriend, my parents, and my God give me the push I need to strive to be a better person. I'm contradicting at times. But who isn't? I'm easily embarrassed. I love dogs. I hate cats. I sell dogs for a living. It's great. I want to own my own company someday. I got big feet. Sometimes I wish I was shorter. No one knows me the way GOD DOES. I admire both my Mother. I want to be able to take care of her as she get older. I hate cute stuffed animals i make my dog chew them. I get mistaken for being snobby when people first meet me because I'm shy until I have time to get to know you. Overall I'm a compassionate person, but there's still room for improvement. I'm weird. And I like it that way. right now im trying to change more for the best. since Casel and i borke up i want to get serious on stuff. im turning 20 this feb. ill try to be serious on my next relationship. no, i wont try ill be.
its rather impossible to precisely define myself for i am one who cannot be defined. i try to uphold a balance in life. i am and shall forever be young at heart although an old soul. i relish in being playful and child-like although i can step up to weigh and carry out decisions with an adult's common sense. i have strong conviction involving many matters in my life and am faithful to my word and beliefs although at the same time i possess an inquiring mind filled with frustration when the answer cannot be derived leading me to further question, doubt, decipher. evidently showing that in some regions i am utterly clueless and in search. neverending search and learning process called "life". a fusion of numerous characteristics. even contradicting. strong-willed although passive with those dear. romantic although practical. love for fashion although one of the girls? thoughtful although i have a tendency to be a brat. i believe mind over matter. its all resides upon how you percieve life. i consider myself an optimist although i slum into my homesick dilemmas often.mind and heart in unison in all aspects. except one. my ultimate dream is to be seen on television or maybe the big screen as the next Stephen Dorff.. yet awaken a strong sense of being within oneself and build ones character. observe, discover, learn. the diverse ways of life. people, cultures so diverse although interconnected as one.. i am simple and though complex.. i think alot, maybe too much at times.. i love the quiet although prance to the rythm of my chosen music of mood.. im growing up but will never be grown up, my inner child shall relentlessly awaken.. ill one day be that cool lolo who'll toast, sing and dance with his grandkids.. hard to describe precisely oneself. i am numerous things derived by the numerous opinions. one thing i have certainty upon is im ever evolving even at this very moment..yet dreaming to be seen on a huge billboard along edsa !
HERE'S MUCH MORE ! ! !
Im Jaephior if u cant read my name right just call me Japh.. i spend lots of time in front of the computer or in front of the mirror hahaha... im vain so what?? i really love dressing up in dif'rent styles and ways... i grew in a sub-urban city called Laspinas, but now i got my own place in Makati a 3 bedroom 3 baths condo located at Kingswood Pasongtamo Makati... i am independent i clean my own place, i cook my own food, i live alone and im lovin it ! i am a loner thats why... but still, i got lots of friends (maybe not here in friendster)... coz i like getting along with dif'rent people and know what they do and who they are then share something i got that not everybody have... which is my personal lord and savior Jesus Christ... i am a christian..not a babaero, all i can say is that i happen to have friends which happen to be girls... but i had to admit this... i am arrogant but not that kind of guy that people hates. im arrogant about my faith... i love goin out when i got some xtra time... i love goin to parties meeting new people and also i love to shop and shop! i love spendin all my money on clothes and shoes ! i am a sporty kind of guy i play almost every sport! i play tennis, badminton, basketball, volleyball, soccer, wallclimbing and some xtreme water sports like wakeboarding that ive just learned... things i do everyday.. go to school,bum around, checkin e-mails,grooming my self and lots and lots of eating and sleeping..im a guy who enjoys making people laugh (not as in makin a fool out of myself and they laugh, as in i make a joke and it's funny so they laugh.) I don't know, but there's something about making people happy that i just can't get enough of...im here to serve and to suffer..

My Interests



<[/b> STUFF ABOUT ME ]

Occupation: bachelor, beach bum, entrepreneur, party liaison, sports enthusiast, couch potato, bargain hunter, fashion guru, frustrated surfer, young entrepreneur, arms dealer, pimp, hustla, Poker Player

Companies: Ayala group of companies, Globe telecom, Oceans Incorporated,

Affiliations: Party People inc. , Blue-Rep.Org, IMG N.Y, (BBC Clothing) Billionaire Boys Club, Manila Mafia

Hobbies and Interests: good vibes, people, God, long vacations, collecting caps/hats, Dolce & Gabbana, burberry, gadjets, music, shopping, fashion, gucci shoes, vacations, eating, sleeping, sports, movies, chillin-out, females, parties, parties, and more parties!

Favorite Hang-Outs: Bar's,Beaches, Malls And Cafe's, i dont go out that often anymore, there's no place like Home!

Favorite Magazine's: GQ (Gentleman's Quarterly), Details and Esquire.. no fhm & maxim for me!

Favorite Books: The Bible, unbearable lightness of being, angels and demons the testament, holy blood holy grail, anne frank's diary, memoirs of a geisha, confessions of a shopaholic, PDL, i kissed dating, heavenly man, the art of war, the alchemist, laws of leadership and attitude101, the five people you meet in heaven, confessions of an heiress, the truth about diamonds, George Orwell's 1984 (the book where they got the show bigbrother), Ishmael by Daniel Quinn

Favorite Movies: groove!!! Anything that can make my heart pump and stay at the edge of the seat or laugh and cry til I fall over and pee in my pants...the notebook, gang tapes, you got served, 40yr old virgin, whitechicks,xmen trilogy, da vinci code and many more!

Favorite Music: Any feel good music from old skool to new beats and everything in between, a mixture is always good. Practically anything that can make my foot stomp, ears wiggle, and girls bootays bounce!

Favorite Genres: Bossanova, Ballad, Rnb, Classical, Hip-Hop, Alternative, Techno, House, Electronica, Reggae, Ethno, Crunk

Favorite Song At The Moment: Number1 - Pharrell Williams

Favorite TV Shows: Spongebob squarepants (Patcrick Star makes me laugh all day), mtv, ftv, vh1, channel v, myx, hbo, cinemax, i dont really have time to watch tv anymore...

Weakness: Truth and Lies, Greed, Pride and those sexy long legs and slim figure is killin me!

I'd like to meet:


<[/b> I WANNA MEET ]

Jessica Alba

Stefano Gabbana, Donna Karan, Donald Trump, Dean and Dan Caten, Michel Adam, Giorgio Armani, Blahnik Manolo, Chanel Coco, Bob Marley, John Galliano, Calvin Klein, Ralph Lauren, Anna Sui, Tupac Shakur, Philip Treacy, Gianni Versace, Salvatore Ferrigamo, Guccio Gucci, Anna Fendi, Paris Hilton, Stephen Dorff, Benjamin Andre, Gwen Stefani, James Dean, Christopher Wallace, Suge Knight, Fergie, Gwen Stefan, Dennis Rodmani
myself 20 years from now

Music:


<[/b> MY MUSIC ]

Music

I like to listen to the best and legends like Marvin Gaye, Bob Marley, Tupac, Nirvana, Metallica, The Notorious BIG, Pearl Jam, Chicane, Mauro Picotto, Paul Van Dyk, Chicane, Kaskade, Hed Kandi, Run Dmc, Korn, Snoop Dogg, Carlos Santana, Eminem, Maddona, The Beatles, Vincent Van Beethoven, Beach Boys Etc.

Movies:


<[/b> MOVIES ]

MOVIES

Anything that can make my heart pump and stay at the edge of the seat or laugh and cry til I fall over and pee in my pants...
The Notebook, Gang Tapes, You Got Served, 40yr Old Virgin, White Chicks,Xmen Trilogy, The Da Vinci Code, Scarface Gladiator, House Of Wax, Starwars Trilogy, LOTR Trilogy, 50 First Dates, Crazy Beautiful, Longest Yard, Bench Warmers, Drum Line, Goal, Fearless, Jet li Movies, AmityVille, The Grudge, The Ring, The Last Samurai, Phone Booth, Jackass The Movie, SWAT, Italian Job, Gone In 60 Seconds, All Adam Sandler Movies the Godfather Trilogy, Bonnie And Clyde, Etc.

Television:



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TV

reality tv shows, movie channels, chanels that you can learn something, music video chanels, smallville, alias, friends, the simpsons, the simple life, for love or money, two guys and a girl, outback Jack, americas next top model, whose line is it anyway, that 70's show, boy meets world, oprah, fashion tv, Beavis And Butthead, Southpark

Books:



<[/b> FAVORITE BOOKS ]

BOOKS

The Bible, Unbearable Lightness Of Being, Angels And Demons The Testament, Hiram Key, Anne Frank's Diary, The Notebook, Memoirs Of A Geisha, Confessions Of A Shopaholic, Pupose Driven Life, I Kissed Dating, Heavenly Man, The Art Of War, The Alchemist, Laws Of Leadership And Attitude101 by John Maxwell, Holy Blood Holy Grail, The Da Vinci Code, The Prince Nicollo Machiavelli, The Five People You Meet In Heaven, Confessions Of An Heiress, The Truth About diamonds, George Orwell's 1984 (the book where they got the show bigbrother), Ishmael by Daniel Quinn

My Blog

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my profile... once more

IM just A REGULAR GUY i dont know WHY ALL THE FUSS about me its rather IMPOSIBLE to precisely define MYSELF for i am one who CANNOT BE DEFINED... i try to understand myself but i simply DONT KNOW who...
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