XSvanteX profile picture

XSvanteX

xsvantex

About Me

Im into evil shit, dark shit and angry shit, I also like melodies, harmonies and melancholy.

Say unto thine own heart, "I am mine own redeemer."
-THE BOOK OF SATAN IV:3

...and, check out: www.myspace.com/seedsinbarrenfields

"there is a light that never goes out"
/ X V X

My Interests

ANARCHO VEGAN STRAIGHT EDGE.
HARDCORE PUNK, deathmetal, black metal, thrashmetal, crust, grindcore, holy terror, 90s veganmetal, industri, power violence and well, some emo I guess (violence that is, preferably canadian).
Wing chun.
U-LOCK JUSTICE! (Even the old nazis knew that bicycling is truly subversive, in the third reich one needed a permit to ride).
Guitar wielding.
State overthrowing. The abolishing of gods, governments, norms and traditions.
Gender equality.
Records.
Books.
Food.
Tattoos (mostly old school stuff).
Movies, mostly kung fu ones.
Social work studies.
A little bit of graphic design.
Forestwalks, or keilers park walks.
LOVE

I'd like to meet:

musicmakers and dreamers of dreams.

true friendship is inseparable
and emotions if used responsible
will light the spark for all to see
the start of our mass unity
human nature..s winning answer
a true reflection of what is you and me

conflict -a message to who

Music:

Right now:
weakling: dead as dreams, agalloch, iskra, fall of efrafa, throne of katarsis, nile: ityphallic, martyrdöd: in extremis, behemoth: the apostasy, zos kia cultus & demigod, ludicra, wolves in the throneroom: diadem of 12 stars, fall of the bastards, book of black earth: the feast, södra bergens balalaikor, morbid angel: domination & gateways to annihilation, liar: murder manifesto, gorgoroth: ad majorem... ljaa: til avsky for livet, starkweather: croatoan, watain, rorschach, sacrilege: fifth season, in slaughter natives, stormfågel, sophia, the protagonist (and everything else from "cold meat industry"), my dying bride, (early) samael, katatonia: dance of december souls, lurker of chalice, blood of the black owl, asunder, blut aus nord, misery, nausea, doom, axiom and of course the new NEUROSIS cd.

always, always and always:
TRAGEDY, HIS HERO IS GONE, remains of the day, from ashes rise, fall of efrafa, icos, ekkaia, madame germen, ictus, schifosi, silence, disrupt, state of fear, consume, cop on fire, iskra, skitsystem, martyrdöd, kontrovers, nausea, axiom, misery, deathside, doom, amebix, CATHARSIS, blacken the skies, requiem, ümlaut, gehenna, INTEGRITY, ascension, starkweather, ringworm, day of mourning, may day, bloodlet, all out war, overcast, 100 demons, CHOKEHOLD, refused, final exit, earth crisis, day of suffering, 7 generations, canon, abnegation, green rage, raid, morning again, culture, UNDYING, heaven shall burn, liar, sunrise, unborn, point of no return, constrito, carahter, NAPALM DEATH, s.o.b, bolt thrower, axegrinder, carcass, deicide, morbid angel, behemoth, nile, vital remains, my dying bride, SACRILEGE, at the gates, dissection, slayer, nuclear assault, dark angel, phobia, terrorizer, discordance axis, asterisk*, nasum, ludicra, WEAKLING, wolves in the throne room, book of black earth, satyricon, 1349, darkthrone, ljå, funeral mist, throne of katarsis, gorgoroth, watain, agalloch, blut aus nord, lurker of chalice, asunder, NEUROSIS, steve von till, scott kelly, harvestman, blood & time, culper ring, godspeed you black emperor, counterblast, godflesh, jesu, moss, sunn O))), earth, cult of luna, isis, kylesa, URANUS, one eyed god prophecy, joshua fit for battle, jihad, maharajh, orchid, majority rule, buried inside, policy of 3, shotmaker, portraits of past, frail, amber inn, born against, econochrist, embrace, citizens arrest, rorschach, ruination, bloodpact, left for dead, acrid, cursed, the black hand, ire, heresy, ripcord, JUDGE, youth of today, side by side, project x, wide awake, gorilla biscuits, chain of strength, outspoken, minor threat, bad brains, black flag, cro mags, verbal abuse, negative approach, siege, infest, spazz, hellnation, scalplock, dropdead, mob 47, totalitär, bread and water, conflict, crass, einsturzende neubauten, spk, in slaughter natives, sophia, skinny puppy, numb, leonard cohen, johnny cash, jose gonzales, smiths...

Movies:

1984, a chinese ghost story I, II & III, a clockwork orange, anchorman, apocalypse now, battle royale, the big blue, billy elliot, blood in blood out, boondock saints, but Im a cheerleader, city of god, comrades almost a love story, crouching tiger hidden dragon, das boot, de blodröda floderna II, deerhunter, doctor zhivago, DOGVILLE, dr strangelove, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, falling down, fearless, fong sai yuk I & II, godfather I & II, goodfellows, gummo, happiness, hero, HOUSE OF FLYING DAGGERS, kids, land and freedom, leon, lilja forever, magnolia, manderlay, melony snikets, nikita, once upon a time in china I, II & III, planet of the apes (the original, stupid), quadrophenia, ronja rövardotter, shinobi heart under blade, sound of music (yes, I..m serious), the starwars trilogy, sweet sixteen, tai chi master, talladega nights, TAXI DRIVER, utvandrarna (the emigrants) & nybyggarna (the new land), when the last sword is drawn, wing chun.

Television:

I hate tv, officially. But ok: simpsons, riget, the young ones, twin peaks & V (visitors)

Books:

1984 (orwell), american hardcore, a tribal history (blush), anarkistiska minnen (goldman), animal liberation (singer), choosing death, the improbable history of death metal and grindcore (mudrian), days of war, nights of love (crimethinc.), evasion (?/crimethinc.), frihetens vägar I (sartre), heart of darkness (conrad), hohaj (rynell), homage to catalonia (orwell), händelser vid vatten (ekman), ishmael (quinn), kallocain (boye), lords of chaos (moynihan, söderlind), memoirs of a revolutionist (kropotkin), nausea (sartre), off the map (?/crimethinc), till mervas (rynell).

Zines: inside front, heartattack, rolling thunder, speciestraitor, no cage is big enough, oakenthrone and profane existence.

Heroes:

Rolemodels: Marius Jakob and Kronstadt.

My Blog

am I evil?

...YES I AM!!!   this morning i weighted 66.6 kg on the digital scale that stands in the corner at my job. i wear a darkthrone tshirt today and yesterday i was working out to gorgoroth....
Posted by XSvanteX on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 01:35:00 PST

you are your own redeemer.

life saddens me... growing old saddens me, or maybe not growing old, but seeing your friends drifting away from you and the things that meant shit for us for a long time. i do want it all and i want i...
Posted by XSvanteX on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:07:00 PST

books read during 2007 (lists rule).

Motivationsboken, Revstedt, Per The dark side of christianity, Ellerbe, Helen The satanic bible, Lavey, Anton Szandor   Lords of chaos, Moynihan, Söderlind   Spelat liv, Eek, Louise &n...
Posted by XSvanteX on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 01:32:00 PST

ch ch ch ch changes...

...a lot of them. life takes its turns on us. i just try to keep my nose above the surface. problem is that i seem to hurt others by doing that, people i care deeply for (in a deeply concerned way*). ...
Posted by XSvanteX on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 01:27:00 PST

to cut the chord with what you learned to love as a child.

ooops, I ate the mrs snacks, might be in trouble now. sorry...   ...and I watched deathproof, and Ill admit, carchases, especially with dodge chargers and challengers, brings out the li...
Posted by XSvanteX on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 05:15:00 PST

This life we love you hate.

I love life, its beauty is mine to know as earth crisis puts it, and its fucking strange cause just a couple of days ago I was fantazising about suicide and now I never want to die. which ma...
Posted by XSvanteX on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 05:29:00 PST

New band starting up.

So, me and Dave (from through the mist of tears and Liquid phase) seems to be starting a new band, I started listing my influences for this unholy fucker of an orchestra and yea, quite a lot came up, ...
Posted by XSvanteX on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 11:30:00 PST

Requiem for a dream.

I just saw requiem for a dream and now I want to shoot myself in the head, seriously. Just the perfect movie to watch the night before you are to work a whole weekend shift at a home for addicts,...
Posted by XSvanteX on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 03:31:00 PST

A portraits of past day.

yea, a typical one. that is when you have a bicycle on your foots, a sun in your face, a wind in your back and portraits of past in your ears, see what I mean? quality the whole way through. and... I ...
Posted by XSvanteX on Wed, 02 May 2007 02:38:00 PST

It´s grim up north.

I had one of those moments that makes life worth living afterall today. I took a walk around the neighbourhood. Though I´m sick I couldnt resist when the sun did shine throught the curt...
Posted by XSvanteX on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 07:57:00 PST