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Ina_fallenangel

SURROUNDED BY LOVE

About Me

"ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE AND FACE THE WORLD WITH A BIG SMILE"I'm not an angel or a saint and I really don't know why so many people call me "angel"? My birth name is "Anneli" but my ..-friends call me "Ina". I'm born with poetic blood in my veins and you can always have deep conversations together with me about dreams, hopes, fears, thoughts and life. I treat other people in my life like I want to be treated myself. I am easy to talk with, social and very open-minded about many things, but only with people that I feel confidence for in my life. My passion in life is to write poems and express myself through them and I love this so much that I have made a promise to myself "I will never stop writing poems until the day I die". Writing poems have made me handle the obstacles in my life and I belive that it's a very good way to let the feelings deep inside, come out and create poems of them. I have wrote some of my poems in my blog and you are welcome to read them if you like to and feel free to leave a comment about any of them. If you want to know who the real Ina is, you'll find out in my poems.......

The devil in my life....
The devil apperanced my life

with a big smile

and

then turned

my whole life upside down.

Nothing was like before,

when he showed me his ugly face

of evilness.

He attacked me with mean words

and

a hard shot in the darkness.

Covered my body with more bruises

and

showed me his awful

and scary jealosy.

My love in life became someone else.

For a moment loving and caring the next

evil himself.

Now he stands in front of me,

watching the art he's creating of me.

I'm standing there nude

and

vulnerable.

He cut my heart with a knife,

to thousands of pieces, he jumped on it

and tears fell down my pale cheeks.

What's left of me now!

A big empty hole....

© Anneli Sörqvist


"This poem is about my first love in life

and my first relationship. It turned to be

the biggest mistake in my life! Love is blind

and so was I, but I had the strenght

to break free and walk away from him.

To a better future."

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My Interests

Sometimes I play stum movie parts, you know like one of all these people in the background who's there, but you actually don't notice them *LOL* - Only in swedish movies this far ;-) I also like to go out with my camera and take pictures with my camera and take pictures of different things in life, so you'd better watch up if you meet me, because you might get caught on a picture :-) Other interests are: writing poetry, theatre, rock concerts, watch movies, read books, music, art, travel, chat-conversations, piercings/tattoos, friends/make new life long lasting friendship relations, adventures/surprises, psychology, deep conversations, my daughter and my boyfriend.

So many scars....

You cut so many scars for so many years

into my soul, that I almost have closed

my own eyes, for what you did to me during

this time.

You screamed so many mean words after me,

that it still chasing me through life.

Nobody have ever been sensible enough, to realize

how I felt deep inside of me.

You hated me.

You followed me, with your scornful smiles.

You loved to see me walk lonely throught life.

I don't think you understood what you did to me.

But I still remember and won't forget.

One day, I will be the one who's looking down to you,

when you try to crawl up from the ground.

Then I won't lift a finger

to your advantage.

© Anneli Sörqvist


"This poem is about the tough years I had to go

through

during my schooling. But these years made me

stronger.

I belive that it comes something good from the bad

things

that happens to us in our lives.

Everything happens for a reason."

I'd like to meet:

Everyone that like to discuss small or big things in life or only want to know me as a new friend are welcome to send a mail or add me. BUT please don't add me if you only count me as a number in your friends list. I want real friends who write back to me, so if you add me and then don't reply my mails/comments for a long time, then I will delete you. One more thing "I HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE THAT I LOVE AND ARE FAITHFUL TOO" If you can't respect that "DON'T ADD ME" and if you try anything "I BLOCK YOU".....

I'm your guardian angel.....


My friend strength me with his

tender care and console words

like a soft breeze

on my cheek, when I'm feeling weak.

My friend are always there for me

and save me before I fall

to the ground.

He save me from falling

over and over again

when I'm feeling down

He makes me smile when the clouds

try to cover me

with dark shadows in my life.

Whenever I feel like talking from the depth

of my heart,

I know he's there to listen and guide me

to the right path.

When you're feeling lonely, think about your

close friendship

and imagine that she's there

right beside you.

When the sleeplessness haunt you

through the night, think about

your guardian angel-friend.

She's watching you from heaven, not so far away

from you

and she want's you to be

happy and comfort in your life.

This is the beginning

of a never-ending friendship.

Love comes and goes in our lives, but a true friend

stay forever

and stand by your side whenever you need

a friends shoulder

to lean on.

© Anneli Sörqvist


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Music:

I really like Mythikas music and the bandmembers are very nice and friendly, so please visit their page and add them if you like their music. You won't regret it, I promise :-)
Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.I love music and music makes me feel that I'm alive. I always play music at home, from the moment when I wake up early in the morning until late at night when I close my eyes for some sleep at night. I prefer to listening to music that makes me feel calm and relaxed, music that makes me feel in a good mood! Some of my favouritebands are: Mythika, Blutengel, Gretchen, Tristania, The last dance, The cure, The Charlatans, Happy mondays, Placebo, Nightwish, Within temptation, Evanescence,Eskobar, Melody club, Lords of the new church, Celine Dion, Sarah Brightman, Diary of dreams, Lacuna coil, Cruxshadow .......

Movies:

One flew over the Cuckoo's nest, American beauty, Dead poets society, Edward scissorhands, Monster, Boys don't cry, Coyote ugly, Shakespeare in love, Pretty woman, Girls interrupted......

Television:

Days of our lives, ER, Close to home......

Books:

I like to read books based on true stories and I like to read poetry. My favourite authors are: Virginia Andrews and Dave Pelzer.

Heroes:

My beloved child....
So close, but still

so far away.

You fought to survive

and you won the fight

to keep your life.

So little and tender,

when you came to this world.

You gave me the gift to

love you

and to be loved back.

You gave me the meaning

of life.

To see you grow and feel

your small arms around me,

to see you

smiling through life.

That is my joy in life!

© Anneli Sörqvist


"This poem is about my daughter.

She struggled to survive the delivery.

She was premature and like a tiny bird.

I almost lost her, but she came back

to me and since then I'm so greatful

for each day I'm spending with her

in my life.

We are so close to each other,

that's possible for a mother and her child.

I will always be there for her, no matter what!"

My daughter was born premature and she had a tough beginning in her life and she's a real fighter. My beloved boyfriend is a living proof of a heroe. He was going through an operation that went wrong and he struggled for his life and won. He recover slowly and day by day and my love for him are endless and grow more and more each day. He is the man in my life that I want to share my life and my future with.Please! Read some of my poems here, you fine more of them into my blog. I hope that you like what I'm writing......

Who is she?
She was like a yellow and crisp autumn-leaf,

with unhealed wounds

inside her soul

and a heart so empty and cold.

She didn't show any feelings on the outside, but

the tears was burning behind her eyelids

when nobody could see.

In loneliness, she grieved the life she lived.

Her shyness fret big wounds

into her cheeks.

Everything was invisable, but inside of her,

she kept a weight

that threatened to destroy

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My Blog

I HAVE FINALLY TRANSLATED MY SHORT NOVEL

I wrote this short novel about five years ago and I have published it here on swedish and I promised to translate it to english so everyone could have a chance to read it. I've been working with the ...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 03:01:00 PST

BEFORE AND AFTER

Before and after She clear her lungswith fresh air.She breath in and out againand her breaths leavesigns in the air. She feel alive even thought it'sfreezing cold outdoor.Falling snowflakes land in ...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 03:21:00 PST

I'M HERE FOR YOU

I'm here for you&& I'm here for youlike you are there for me whenever you need to speak out from your heartor just need a shoulder to lean on. When you need someone who help you to solve your problem...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:27:00 PST

IN A POETS BRAIN.....

  In a poets brain In a poets brain, there are so many unknown labyrinths, yet not discovered. So many thoughts about life.Sometimes difficult to write down, but some howa poet can express their...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:20:00 PST

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.....

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU..... You're not the same anymore and I can see that something's changed with you. What's wrong with you, don't you wanna be my friend anymore? Time is passing by and ...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Thu, 11 May 2006 04:44:00 PST

SHE'S DYING.....

She's dying! A new day has come and she want's to change her life to something else then this hell.Looking at herself in the mirror and meet the picture of a innocent teenage girl who's dying becaus...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 12:11:00 PST

RAINDROPS MELODY.......

Raindrops melody........Heavy raindrops fall on the window-ledge.If you listen carefully, can you hear a melody when they fall.Pulsed rhythms create harmony and footsteps light as feathers are dancin...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 03:15:00 PST

MEMORIES.......

MemoriesWhen I lay my head on the pillowand close my eyesI can see you, feel youandfly away with you, from nightuntil morning has broken.Until the sun visit the horizon.I built our ownfairy land in m...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:16:00 PST

DON'T LEAVE ME......

28 september 2006 I try to keep my faith about everythings gonna be fine with Henrik, but it's really hard. Yesterday I had more bad news and once again I fell down that big, black, hole of worry. My ...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 11:47:00 PST

A NEW POEM.........

Hide-and-seek....My heart was like frozen ice and my tears like icicles.I wanted to meet someone that could hold me tenderly, if only for a short while.I needed some human warmth this cold and frozen...
Posted by Ina_fallenangel on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 10:10:00 PST