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Sa'Rah

UNdefine yourself to find your Self...

About Me


Paradise is sleeping with jungles and stars,
It feels with two hands and a mind like your own;
It dives into Shadows and fuses with Scars,
Then centers the axis of Shadow to Bone.
These Luminous Pipers are silent but Loud,
Their song is concrete yet transparent to sight;
Content with non-dual even One is a crowd,
Yet structures are Perfect Eternal Delight.
This Portal is present and never will veer,
It's moving with you as you're reading this page;
No angels are winking or Rational jeers,
Just Beautiful Sanity living with change.
Nirvana is seeping through shapes made of ink,
These Statues were dead...
but then suddenly blink.
-Paul Lonely (Suicide Dictionary)
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The one to whom's unveiled the mystery of love
Exists no longer, but is annihiliated in love.
Place before the sun a burning candle,
See how its shining disappears before those lights:
The candle exists no longer, is transfigured into Light.
There are no more signs of it; it itself becomes a Sign.
-Rumi
The Power, the Light, the Bliss no word can speak
Imaged itself in a surprising beam
And built a golden passage to his heart
Touching through him all longing sentient things.
A moments sweetness of the All-Beautiful
Cancelled the vanity of the cosmic whirl.
A Nature throbbing wit ha Heart divine
Was felt in the unconcious universe;
It made the breath a happy mystery.
-Sri Aurobindo
What is found now is found then. If you find nothing now, you will simply end up with an apartment in the City of Death. If you make love with the divine now, in the next life you will have the face of satisfied desire.
So find out who the Teacher is, Believe in the Great Sound.
Kabir says this: When the Guest is being searched for, it is the intensity of the longing for the Guest that does all the work.
Look at me and you will see a slave of that intensity.
-Kabir
Great humility fills me,
great purity fills me,
I make love with my dear
as if I made love dying
as if I made love praying,
tears pour
over my arms and his arms.
I don’t know whether this is joy
or sadness, I don’t understand
what I feel, I’m crying,
I’m crying, it’s humility
as if I were dead,
gratitude, I thank you, my fate,
I’m unworthy, how beautiful
my life.
— Anna Swir
There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action and because there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique.
And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and will be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable it is nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open.
You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you.
Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than others.
-Martha Graham to Agnes DeMille
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Awakening is a flowering of your innermost being.
It is a revelation of your essence,
hidden by long eons of self-delusion,
ignorance,
unbounded desires.
Enlightenment is an ending as well as a beginning:
the ending of the old, veiled, dark ego,
its longings, illusions, frustrations;
the beginning of a vast expanse,
an infinite field of the Unknown,
an adventure in consciousness.
It is a revolution:
it represents danger to the old way of life,
to old ways of thinking and living.
It is freedom from the known and the unknown;
from the real and the unreal;
from any appearance of division between you and Truth.
It is the abandoning of beliefs, dis-beliefs,
presumptions and stances,
self, ego,
call it what you will,
or call it nothing,
what it is.
It is the Path of the golden Dawn,
the Path out of the Night of Time
into the Bursting daylight of Eternal Now...
- Petros

Darkness and light are both of one nature, different only in seeming, for each arose from the source of all. Darkness is disorder. Light is Order. Darkness transmuted is light of the Light. This, my children, your purpose in being; transmutation of darkness to light. - The Emerald Tablets of Thoth
"The Warrior of the Light remembers a passage from John Bunyan: 'Although I have been through all that I have, I do not regret the many hardships I met, because it was they who brought me to the place I wished to reach. Now all I have is this sword and I give it to whoever wishes to continue his pilgrimage. I carry with me the marks and scars of battle-they are the witnesses of what I suffered and the rewards of what I have conquered. These are the beloved marks and scars that will open the gates of Paradise to me. There was a time I used to listen to tales of bravery. There was a time when I lived only because I needed to live. But now I live because I am a Warrior and because I wish one day to be in the company of Him who I have fought so hard.'" - Warrior of the Light (Paulo Coelho)
Out of clutter, find simplicity. From discord, find harmony. In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity. -Albert Einstein-
"...try, like some first human being, to say what you see and experience and love and lose... describe your sorrows and desires, passing thoughts and the belief in some sort of beauty --- describe all these with loving, quiet, humble sincerity... and if out of this turning inward, out of this absorbtion into your own world, verses come, then it will not occur to you to ask anyone whether they are good verses... for you will see in them your fond natural possession, a fragment, a voice of your life. A work of art is good if it has sprung from necessity. In this nature of its origin lies the judgment of it: there is no other."
~Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

My Interests

CURRENT MOON about the moon

Things...lots of things, some of which are: BIRTH, healing practices (yoga, qi gong, breathwork, raw foods), exploring energy, the body as the mind and the mind as the body, cranial sacral work, art, MUSIC, life, death (the metaphor), desire, beauty, LOVE, philosophy, photography, kung fu, capoiera, psychology, fullness all things integral, neuroscience, quantum theories, astronomy, sacred geometry, yoga, hearing about peoples life stories, meditating naked in the sunlight, the colors of spring, sunsets, people, playing string instruments (or enjoying the attempt...), the ocean, dolphin energy... aromatherapy, the scent of jasmine on a warm windy night, learning new things, listening to the symphony of the wind, feeling my spine unwind... undefining myself, laughing at the tricks I play on my mind, understanding things which have no words, touching invisibility, finding my moment or exploring yours, playing with infinity... dancing...always dancing...sometimes with a stick...which is good, because you never know when one of them pink plastic demons may need a good beating...or the funny farm animals might need to know whose boss...or the marshmallow midgets try to swing from the chandeliers...do YOU know why the caged bird sings?...who knew it really was all about the hokey pokey (thanks, captain)...i have never heard of someone that had a cake they DID NOT want to eat also...YuP...i am in one of THOSE moods... oh, yeah, and i really like young coconuts, avocados, toe socks, moonstone, tea with soy milk and honey...and a good night's sleep.(thanks, matt!)

I'd like to meet:

those waiting to enter...and the keepers of the womb...

"I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't."-Dylan Thomas

"It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.

I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful be realistic remember the limitations of being human.

It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day. And if you can source your own life from its presence. I want to know if you can live with failure yours and mine and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes.”

It doesn’t interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair weary and bruised to the bone and do what needs to be done to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."

-"The Invitation" by Oriah Mountain Dreamer

And I'd like to meet someone that can teach me how to levitate...

Music:

Anything that tickles my eardrum... Hem, M.Ward, Espers, Devendra Banhart, Elysian Fields, Brett Dennen, Thievery Corporation, Air, Mum, Sigur Ros, Boards of Canada, Juno Reactor, Jeff Buckley, John Coltrane, Fatboy Slim, Rolling Stones, Dead Can Dance, Suzanne Sterling, Shaman's Dream, Led Zeppelin, Dead Kennedys, The Vandals, The Killers, The Shins, The Faint, The Vines, Modest Mouse, Kruder & Dorfmeister, Pepe Deluxe, The Magnetic Fields, Jem, Ray Lamontagne, Mazzy Star, Bright Eyes, Damien Rice, Radiohead, The Roots, Leo Kottke, Suzanne Vega, Panjabi MC, Nick Drake, Iron & Wine, Eternal Sunshine Soundtrack, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Muse, Massive Attack, Bob Dylan, Portishead, Tori Amos, Beastie Boys, Tricky, Dave Matthews, Krishna Das, Joni Mitchell, Govinda, Leonard Cohen, Tom Waits, Nina Simone, Garden State Soundtrack, Ben Harper, Jack Johnson, Easy Rider Soundtrack, Jolie Holland, The Beautiful Girls, Cat Power...and myspace bands that YOU MUST check out: TARA NAPOLI, WOVEN, PROTOCULTURE, APPOGEE, ALLRISE, SEN, THE BLUE STORM, SUZANNE STERLING..... -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- START YOUTHINK.COM QUIZ RESULTS --
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Movies:

The Fountain, Harold & Maude, The Last Unicorn, Saving Grace, Altered States, Cocoon, Neverending Story, The Princess Bride, V for Vendetta, Wings of Desire, Fur, Me, You and Everyone We Know, Pi, Baraka, Secretary, Donny Darko, I Heart Huckabees, movies with good martial arts (especially with swords), foreign films, movies in small theatres, cheesy eighties movies, even cheesier romance movies...when it comes down to it, as long as i can appreciate it as art rather than a way to just make some money, i usually like it...

Television:

Daily Show, NOVA, Discovery Channel, History Channel, NatGeo Channel, Soccer (mainly English), and sometimes, those lame ass reality shows are the perfect way to immerse myself in the drama of someone elses fake televised life...

Books:

yes.

Heroes:

Birthing Mothers, Newborn Babies, and those who Love fully and Live fully and fearlessly in their Truth... "om amrite saraswatiye namaha"

My Blog

Some Linguistic Humor...

This made me laugh at myself... A Guide to Deciphering Modern Hippie Star-Child Euphemistic Terminology: * 2012 - The year of the Dreamspell prophecy when we will ascend into our light-beings and beco...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Thu, 01 May 2008 12:10:00 PST

Song of Goodbye...

so this is it. years in the making. i could not have scripted it better. the death of my favorite daydream. making room for the birth of a new reality. without you in my story so many pages are l...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 07:48:00 PST

Life Is Funny...

like haha funny... (and yes, i think you are a clown...in this circus of freaks...) walking tightropes...and flipping on trampolines... bouncing high with each crash landing... (these are the songs of...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 06:33:00 PST

Lalla...

Dancing naked with Lalla this evening...: I wearied myself searching for the Friendwith efforts beyond my strength. I came to the door and saw howpowerfully the locks were bolted. And the longing in m...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 05:42:00 PST

Longing...

By the light of the moonI touch my longing... Silken thread twirl around my fingersviolet and certainspilling forth from my third eyeconnecting from the womb spacethe resting place of her inner c...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 09:38:00 PST

Fear Not...

rainy dazedandylion dreamscaught in the dropsof cloudy tearstoday containsevery wishready tocome true. the longingi feelbrings me closerto that whichi long for. and so i sitgrateful for theemptiness&n...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 05:40:00 PST

Emptiness...

so i come up against the same old demons...the ones that want to fill me more and more with thoughts and theories and ideas...when really, i am on the edge of emptiness...the gateway to fullness...and...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 10:19:00 PST

Spun...

the permanence of impermanence swells my chest and sobs of truth fill my eyes...tears run into infinite direction and all i try to do is hold on to one thing...but the crazies are coming back...laughi...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 02:27:00 PST

Goodbye...

on the carousel of emotion...processing death and the witness of the dying...so much truth in the comings and goings...today i am a little overwhelmed by the beauty mixed in the pools of loss...and th...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:10:00 PST

Overtired...

up at 6am today to apprentice the welcoming of yet another child to this flesh and bone experience...dream awake young one...freshly born of the morning...i cannot sleep yet...still dancing in my...
Posted by Sa'Rah on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 11:39:00 PST