LOVING SMILES~~~~
What if I am expressionless and receded by your loving smiles
as you studied my eyes, hair and my praying face a listener
Like a light stone and the spring bell to intricate your stalling lips
For the formless destiny what if I am vulturous for a circling ground
As these English words I chew like an egg, it easily comes from a farm
all these dissolving of resoluteness, words the taste of deviations breaking
I have not chosen life to be as famished as the scape goat for the Battalions.
Like a menace, a pain on a preserved suffering and I morn for the honest stare.
the stones raved for the starving God’s they too are a bluff shape like a triskelion
What if in all I still have flesh to live, however counterfeits and miraculously ether.
Corrupting orderly for a distant wildering light, why my deil heart is depraved?
if I am a whole ghost to your vivid self stealing your loving smiles.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
BLARE OF LOVE~~~~
You there, much you flow against the drift of two clouds
You by the little flitting day surging calmer in the winding wind
I'm miles uniting some guest of lights in the nest of goodness
To the silent limits of ordain hours you shelter and knock
the night what a lost beautiful anchor of your sea aside
Secretly discouraged at traveling divine eyes two searches
That brought the first filling free moon to those whom love gray
I'm there still tasting your soft ripe lips covering the pale friendship
How do you stay? Where to death? When of my sentence?
You there off too high lost in the lost city, I'm here in the blare of love.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
VICES OF LOVE~~~~
All it's fake vices of love
The black fire, your death
The sun leaves me every required hours I led
What I'll watch to allege this shalt scars to stake
None of my greet's does ease as to a blind
All it's false vices of love
Shall I near to plod the enemy, him
Doesn't benefit to my night soul that it has to love
My sorrows were undefeated
Nothing forbid, wert passions died
Despite the winters semblance
All its fake vices of love!
Hey hideous violet girded black rose
Curl me, I with you bristly in your black
All it's false vices of love
Off their brier green decay, I!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
HOIST OF A WHITE CRAVE OF SKY~~~~
Immense, the crown of the enduring gross air
thick dressy ascend
The dominance of that white rust it is
My dumb eyes become dumb in a doo
I may be in a bottle of white milk perhaps
Hoist of a white crave of sky
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
O faithless Catarina,
Your his absence keeper-
You render with his platform nose of you
And your glide tears glide of him
Ears high and your head repressing
Alternated with his
O faithless Catarina,
You'll sing in the dreamy green woods
And still quell alone blushful
In your palpitating parts heart is forgone
Waving at his
O faithless Catarina,
Like a suitor angel
Softly black and shines whiter
To fill him truer
Being defyingly loved
O faithless Catarina...
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
WHAT IF I WAS YOUR FIELD?~~~~
Onward surely against the dearest death
what if I was your field? softly to grave
No superior time or a lurking destiny
What if I was your field?
If I’d undeniably ream as a fire
two thoughts repeat among
when all pausing the divine free words
What if I was your field? Surrounding.
a thought or a glad belong?
To forget the useless suffering
circling the great cohesion of forever
To the hours trans, tells each death
to the development of blood
all in their tug of selves
What if you have died on me
What if I was your field?
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
"RUN VIOLENT IN ME
Today you sing, "I love you! I love you!
I love you!" And what of it? Did it keep
love at your side? Did any fat ghost who
wanders your whispered landscape stop to weep
or laugh or speak to you? We all possess
secrets. We all possess passions that sleep.
Who does not have the wild urge to caress
or be caressed? When you think of the deep
green roots you have thrust into me, moist dirt
of my heart, the tenderness, the distress,
all the subtle feelings of the desert
that run violent in me, did you once guess
who would pluck you from this moist soil and why?
Who would watch you wither and fade and die?"
Written by Zachary Jean
ALONG SHRINE AND GRACE I HOLD~~~~
Along shrine and grace I hold
Rise then go
If I hearken and warble
Then my falling words be a mark with you
In the gages of your poor vision
Bounds me justified beyond your face
To sing-to remember-to behold
Today be urgent striking day
To close O my vernal nights
I'll be absent light in it
Tasseled and fine
In the inches of meadows growing
I shall remove you from sweetly,
softly love in me
Along shrine and grace I hold
Rise then go!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
Did I glaringly invite
The eyes alternated with the eyelids
Fronting around my body stately
Level right with me!
Did I sprang in front of your imagination
That my thrushes of I dared
If quills and I loved equally with you
Level right with me!
Did I swept superfluous hours?
The sudden silken feelings,
and the skin awed
And I paler with you in it
Level right with me!
Did I act as you were a lover softly?
Ended at the fingers of yours
and you were curled in me
Slandering me at the tail of your darkness
Level right with me!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
AFTER DESPAIRED RAIN~~~~
For I had inhibit sits in dwellings
Of That loves speed, air annoys
Lesser the cramps in heart and that prick
Frequently washed aside twinkling soul
To all impurities, mine stems
In the black defiled moments
Slow rotten perfections
In the love I peep
Dreadfully the eyes beset
That amazed after eyes sped striking
Confucius, the heart marched
Off the sprite pretty tears
Dear I chant beauteously
Contending sickly those my affections
Will be ill my joy bettering
After despaired rain.....
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
OPENS MY SIGNIFICANT ANGUISH, LOVE~~~~
Be that vitality heaven beams
Clouds neighbor to my heart, miltered night
I'm loyalty old and centuries completeless
In the lattitudes of a man
I was adequate and soverign
To know honorable pleasings
And the clover heart can sum for
Reticent tales of life it reels
Be that debachee more
To butterflies and balmy flower in me
In that pebble drink sweetness
May be stintless pains
I was a jewel against his softness
To know that his heart decayed
Before fingers were plucking mechanically
Opens my significant anguish, love.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
Before coarse evenings preys filled
There those absent constellations
Gradual occilatings feelings
Yellow and part
Before that sun did lit vessels in me
The head dazzled shimmering
You had living gladness
I saw them edging numberless
Before the days had leaped
First solitary intervals,
my soothe madness
Subtle death of my hissing love
by that sobbing hours
Suddenly I feel incalculable
Here in orbic grounds!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
BACKED WEAK FLESH~~~~
Frail O upon the veiled sea
Full neither that silence withdraws
Love had wept, I'd resent in my fingernails
To expect that nothing sustained
The oval eyes, patrol eyes
Still rocks yelping together like
Surges behind those, whose clawing
Destiny enters unstilled
One he had autumn light
And the summer together compelled
The souls ground
And the mind was a way!
Striking as the corn will ripe,
Striking as the evenings will mount,
Striking as the years pavement,
Striking gently as he is in my backed weak flesh!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
HURRIEDLY~~~~
In my pacing’s still I'd globe you
Even stifling feelings impervious
If I could electrically splinter
I'd utmost gather you altogether with in
In my very pressed heart
Breeze reverting the sounds
You'd merge and I'd slender mysteriously
You'd be a tide, a sand wended together
In my cradled musical face
Your growing in my throat neighboring
Twining alive to my brain
I'd surround to your distance to heart
In my holding gradual years
Towards vessels unbending alone
Entirely flowing to mock with me
I'd want to delude you in completely
In my creations of poems
Indeed you were a morphine
Gliding fast to my blood
You'd freely leave and I'd write.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
TRACES OF MY HEART~~~~
Blue dawn I'm late
I stood and paused for you
For your bleached, etched set
Domes me white
Blue dawn I'm tired
Swelled large eyes
Strangely air a tide
Claws my heart
Blue dawn I'm stretching
Absolutely high
Fiddling grimly beyond
Retracing rooftops on my head
Blue dawn I'm numb
Might coolly ruled
Stillness broach my lids
Larded and pale skin
Blue dawn I'm cold
Back mustering thoughts and feelings
Elevation between my lungs
Across straight ward under my heart
Blue dawn I'm clear
But oblique space greater
Even conversion unreal
In my fitful eyes
Blue dawn I'm unloved
My inner declined
Eclipsing happening in my heart
All the faces could see
Blue dawn I'm burdened
Released death comes
Voices ruinous and earth been ruined
Graves are full
Blue dawn I'm warped
The ocean joust
Dreadful ungently
Deep abyss here in my heart
Blue dawn I'm awake
Elements tossed me to love
Each levels of heavens like
Where I'd go from 1st to 7th
Traces of my heart....
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
On my soothing headway
Aphotic thread of some pains
I'd resume you holding
Murk of thee night falls
My lauded heart delicate which enamored ye
Oh I'd sing 'deluded' my song I wrote to twist
And the breeze did chant
Stump thru a slough
Your head of cots
Yet my appealing hinged eyes sinking with
My morality of love armed
Perfidy and my child
The fire-
You will neither vanish my love
Nor conquer me in my love
You'd search me proven
May have held me dwelling
Surrounds first my contemplating
doubts to ordain
I wouldn't stop my rude thoughts of core
You will not win to scatter your ugliness
To recruit I have done
My child you, had a laugh
I'm stray and depressed
Swoop complains mine
Perfect egotism yours
Black turrets and my creeds
What reasons to show yourself
Omnivorously beyond
With your adulterous self next to you
Which impassive and blew, my loaded mind,
Which thee words,
Yet the harvest satisfy
And to be magnetic effusion in the air by me
Through weak and urged feelings,
my blood, last exact coming time
of lost children,
Generations and pleasures barbaric like that
True of my words approached
you flinged, reflected and drift farther
the ship loitirering
I wanted it to sink you were in it,
you were in your loneliness tamed as a sound
When coming through my heart
you'd wonder pacing
some roads you took off the sea
Fetch of thee night stands
chords high my faithful eyes,
storms of my courage to choke
in your darkness
My belly pendant and my legs streamed blood
Wet of your bloody kill
I was born just as you did
To perhaps compact,
the universe a particle perhaps
Of my soul, is love and hate illustrious?
Exultant ever being
My inflating and continuous
Thou all we loved
Thou all we hated
At the interchangeable time
impassive place
my gnawing dreams now!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
EVEN THE FLOWERS LEAVE-MY CHILD IS ONE~~~~
Even the flowers leave-My child is one.
A second darkness to remember the hook in my dying womb
Like a rancid shot obliterated the pulse-refines the frigidity
Set a knitting in my restrict lineage, the innocent subsumed.
Even the flowers leave-My child is one.
A sallow body let me terrify your adhering skin
Let me sit in agreement, full admiral in your atrocity mind.
This the growing maggots have this identifiable state.
Even the flowers leave-My child is one.
I am the trimming eyes of the fish, who putting to death?
My a pit eyes sheeted with a globing darkness, did you come to live?
Taking the guile feeling, the contusion of a visit to a lichening death.
Even the flowers leave-My child is one.
A glued Mothers Day to me, rised the brown sea at the Bergen Point.
The long troth of my vile sorrow a woeful bursting
An unblocking mouth of my civilized pain, a pacifist to value nichts.
Even the flowers leave-My child is one.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
Sleep heart with me
a thought mangles over the sea
a chest beside my bed
Sleep heart with me
Dearest ones prey's upwards
still a part of my eyes
sharing banquets
Sleep heart with me
Some grief's tonight
hey woman’s passionate loves a thief
forbid now
Sleep heart with me
Paws and jaws heinous sounds
pleasures of a man's kill
purposely but I know
Sleep heart with me
World rolling not just spinning
I looked from left and right
but sideways
Sleep heart with me
Note I'd sing words sweetly tuned
in that sound sadly turns
To ever love deep
Sleep heart with me
To receive you like a chocolate
Separation of my love twain
therefore I'd taste
Sleep heart with me
For I bared you
to clear some blunted view's
Memories stood
Sleep heart with me....
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
OH DEAR ELIIE~~~~
Oh dear Eliie
I bowed you know
That in front of the lion
like a gloaming king
Oh dear Eliie
I sprang fronting him
Eyelids beeches overflowed
Cursed hunter like shooting
Oh dear Eliie
you did not scream cross
between valleys my muse
Nympholeptic passes
Oh dear Eliie
Angel silken fully
I gave you that a name
because you are fully grown
Oh dear Eliie
Your mine gathered
Choral eyes mines
Further watching beyond
Oh dear Eliie
The moon grows dark
Blanching under midnight now
Veiled that sun in that afternoon
Oh dear Eliie
Mothers unaware
My life absently
generously a woman
Oh dear Eliie
I made you fair but not a gost
My melancholy heart
Of my prides
Oh dear Eliie
Filled souls and my lips white
Red perjuries of blood
Behoving roses dead
My love's fading lastly
Oh dear Eliie
Harmony took you
Great parts of heavens fall
Will saints breath freely now?
Oh dear Eliie
I been silently tired
Priestly unhappy
Seeking to leave you
Oh dear Eliie
Fall a sleep with me now!
Just now!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
"SLEEP
Do you give yourself to me utterly,
Body and no-body, flesh and no-flesh
Not as a fugitive, blindly or bitterly,
But as a child might, with no other wish?
Yes, utterly.
Then I shall bear you down my estuary,
Carry you and ferry you to burial mysteriously,
Take you and receive you,
Consume you, engulf you,
In the huge cave, my belly, love you
With huge waves continually.
And you shall cling and clamber there
And slumber there, in that dumb chamber,
Beat with my blood's beat, hear my heart move
Blindly in bones that ride above you,
Delve in my flesh, dissolved and bedded,
Through viewless valves embodied so–
Till daylight, the expulsion and awakening,
The riving and the driving forth,
Life with remorseless forceps beckoning–
Pangs and betrayal of harsh birth."
Written by Kenneth Slessor
I lighted you strongly
Approaches a request
To be too late love
In the dissembled eyes of yours
I lighted you strongly
My placed heart oft softly
Chloral angels trembled watching
My returning’s to you
I lighted you strongly
Sunshine’s sunbeams fallowed weak
Rosen’s daily along the shores
And some corpses
I lighted you strongly
Yes deductions of your love clear
Finches thee cold heart
Doorways to power
I lighted you strongly
Full in my carriage
To go high to heavens
Upon my hands you moved
I lighted you strongly
You were fatal and ugly
Frankly now fair
Blindly stood on steps
I lighted you strongly
By the shreds of the sea waves
the shells moved instead
To gentleness to death
I lighted you strongly
Two moments to cling
I stood there
My love went strongly
Upon my hands my sorrows
My sorrows a funeral
A heaven mover
My heart commanded to be loved
I lighted you strongly...
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
OH DEAR LOVE OF MINE~~~~
Oh dear love of mine
In my tempest eyes
grounds not so far corpus, ergative
I'd make epitaphs in my heart
Oh dear love of mine
Wills to choose
deposed moments like
Cowards will be the skin
Oh dear love of mine
I thought pale of the souls
decayed some bodies near me
keep the bones of mine like a paste on you
Oh Dear love of mine
Culpably, rather I had died
swept from the fjord kiss of the sea
in marabout feelings
Oh dear love of mine
Should be no frights with your lifting me
Storms greater in my heart
head of the raggedness
Oh dear love of mine
Unfed quetzal will sit hungry
as the body will reap and ream
To a repair from the shores will give
Oh dear love of mine
Do not be of some words
secede of my religion goes
Somatic and somber
Oh dear love of mine
Solistile long
Sonnet's will be made, time in a play
Facets my heart systematically
Oh dear love of mine
Vantage will be taken
Shall you swear of not my eyes
But you will swear
Oh dear love of mine
That cause the soars
Much be forsworn
Virtuous parts of a glory
You'd laugh at my pain someday
Oh dear love of mine
By weakness and death
All to laments like
Acquainted and attainted
Granting’s all belonged wrong
Oh dear love of mine
All concealed
To release a gift
My possessions of you will be
Oh dear love of mine
Blood waste reasons for a kiss
You will not be the one to choke me-
With the saliva running to my lungs
Oh dear love of mine
Because of the pains will reside
To burn you viciously someday!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
FIZZY NIGHT~~~~
I'd think of him,
red subtle colors and my heart rattles
Will he notice I'd want to fawn
and maybe lick the colors from his own heart
I'd think of him electrifying
And sherbets melt
My legs on the mackerel balcony kissing
I think of him smilingly standing for me
My crystallized heart makes the stone
off my face glittering his green damaging iris
as I'd watch the moon fleet higher
affinity of his heart like
I'd think of him
and the expressions will grow
In the night at my window,
the trees they gleam even in queer blackness
I'd go mending with ablaze in my heart to free eternity
mending with hundred recrossings to life,
and I'll come back to him like sensible horizon
possibly driving as orbitly logicaly happy
And I'd struck a space tailed as the flying fish
I aviated holding on to oh love
Assert spirit attached to me
like the ocean to the sky it seems
I'd think of him warm forever, light
I think of him and my heart grows old.
Tonight the lovers night, set scrupled and caused
Extravagant sheers jiggles my head to believe
which lover tethered?
I'm waved and waved more by thee cold
wintering of this lovers night,
this valentine of promises will be sprouting love
knelled love weather iced
My eyes glint, my heart a blazing
Pleasing is the tuck of the night
Lovers frozen
My heart heated
Fizzy night
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
TO PROVOKE YOU~~~~
I wouldn't be a small portion of erects
I'd fleshly you escape you
Like embody's
Like a warm gun in my chest
But I'd kill you with a mind too old
Wouldn't hurt
Paralyzing despair
My phantasms
Disbursed eyes
Guilty hands or a mouth of mine?
In your gauging breaths
I'd flush you deeply
There is a deep wears
Convulsion touches
The lips will ponder
Around your heart's crusts
If love chambers your air
But my iron tongue will cut
Would be a dust grisly forms of loneliness
Spaciously waiting in your mattress
Contended the heart
Firmest suffice
Would be long enough
You would gently spun and yet
I would notice the rawness
Amounts will be consumed
A full cup of love!
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S
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WRITE ME A BOOK OF MY LOVE~~~~
Meet me in a superior occasion
In an infinite act with you
Of hate substituted within me heaven be new
For harbor coveting
Sparrow peace bewildering by a breeze
Seldom's recognition
When the frigid fish begin their swim
Suffering from deaden prison's of a killer
I see in that forestalling
Meet me in a superior occasion
In an infinite act with you
Of a kiss stealthily wearing the shores
An immortal touch
Rocks murmuring alone
Except some judgements of the captain
That ship parting from that old ship turns
Of I the earth with you
As my buzzing blue's of the sky
Cool tongue wet like the sea covering me
Painting me with a kiss
Despair black gallops
While the sunset spectral
finished politely waving
The moon hurry your turn
Giving a hand to fallow
Loudest in my ears that spider
sings next to me
Maybe it was that spider who bit me
And plays with the bee again with me
God himself a loaf
Saturated by my pain the air's bliss
The white horses away from the rainbow
Trembling coldness bolts their barns
Pageant on it's way there to keep them warm
A letter of my heart
Meet me in a superior occasion
In an infinite act with you.
Write me a book of my love.....
By Deniz Ece Z.S
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CALLED DEFECT’S OF TIME~~~~
Circumambulated in that cirque
Compels thee heart vacant gatherings infinitely
Scavenger oh buttered, beneath saints
There the fog gilled crossed deliberately of my lips
Behaving beyond the fig's near
Fetid but unsatisfied tastes
Oh not mine forbidden
The jagged devil veritable wears many shoes to spin
Twisted loves
yes spread yes bent
What is yours regretted?
Of truth in furtiveness?
Mines warm beats death meanings
Because the beats will throughly
Cock stood moments like
Not your heart fully grown I suppose
But just your prudence exist in your not empty hours
The spills of the memories the key
Thinking you are nothing peeled from the glass
Inquisition yes the inquisitions
My famish heart goes like a frog near it
Jump oh jumps over it
Impressions new feelings hail off
Circumambulated when love is moving rapidly
Presence of the sea for miles
Compromised from where I stand girt of eternity
Side of this world of death redder tramples unheard
A friend, bare till a voice will reach
And tell you he is nothing
Bare settled till be reached
Bare till pains will latter and fall
My lovely I'd bare tarry secrets of centuries
She bares with me
Riddle pleasures much too graft
Streams close bulge in my heart
Till a voice will bare the body in happiness
I suggested motion in my essence dear lover
Have it adequately between the gates deams been transit
between those rocks I'd throw
among the hopes the seaward turns
Between birth and death my solitude hands
being quiet my eternal wish stuffed yet hallow
yet appears a mince
It's time!
Yes beside wavings, foregone
Pervading stood as I up to you
sharing haves
clear wood sides
love tied straitly the great love in me
Yes beside pour eyes like burden bowers
disregarding’s, sayings, playing’s
life half echoes in the tears lose my thundering face
lying on your hands desertness deep
Yes beside lieth eyelids drifted sashes
fibre's of the heart approaching unafraid
Went ghastly night's hearkening abruptly
Thru the lime trees, seaweeds and the rock
Yet between my teeth crushed
To eat you full but my appetite full
Of the soul spent recalling me
Yes you are beside my thoughts sakes upon
Up to you to be leaping
I'd push you deeper
Yes beside my heart pages long mistakes
Fronting feelings read
'Sweetest eyes, were ever seen'
'Love is over'
I will not be yours.
Written by Deniz Ece Z.S