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Jessica

I am here for Friends

About Me

Hmmm... let's see... I like to laugh... I laugh A LOT... I don't usually allow myself to be in an uncomfortable situation... I am a little sarcastic... usually only to make myself or others laugh... well, mostly myself... I don't have many friends but the ones I have KNOW they mean the world to me... I believe in trying to be the better person in any conflict... I like to frequent gothic/industrial dance clubs... I don't know? I am shy and confident, pure and tainted, respectful and domineering... in equal parts? I would venture to say I probably need professional help... and lots of it... but I still have a smile on my face :)

My Interests

I like goth/industrial/ebm/synth-pop club nights and drinking Long Island's... I like to stand in a dark corner sometimes and just watch how people interact with one another... I like extreme hair (mohawks/liberty spikes/dreads - blue/purple/pink - whatever), probably because I could never do it myself... I am more of the 'in the background/under the radar' type, I don't like to draw unnecessary attention to myself... I like silence... I like to dance... I like to laugh... I like Inuyasha... actually... I am a bit obsessed with Inuyasha :)

I'd like to meet:

I am interested in meeting honest, intelligent, respectful, beautiful people. Now, don't pay too much attention to that 'beautiful' part. If you are honest, intelligent, and respectful... you are absolutely beautiful to me :)

Music:

SKINNY PUPPY - VNV Nation - Apoptygma Berzerk - Project Pitchfork - Covenant - Die Form - Wumpscut - London After Midnight - Nitzer Ebb - Claire Voyant - Christian Death - My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult - Pigface - Haujobb - The Azoic - Front 242 - Ministry - Psychopomps - Velvet Acid Christ - Evil Mothers - Xorcist - Frontline Assembly - Bile - Intermix - Evil's Toy - Pierrepoint - Mentallo & the Fixer - Bauhaus - Fiction 8 - Dekoy - Filament 38 - CruxShadows - Din Fiv - Ohgr - Imperative Reaction - The Retrosic - Croc Shop - Stromkern - Numb - Wolfsheim - Icon Of Coil - Tomcraft - Felix da Housecat - The Damage Manual - Tones On Tail - X Marks the Pedwalk - Kevorkian Death Cycle - Penal Colony - Android Lust - Bigod 20 - Die Krupps - Kill Swith...Klick - Leather Strip - Neurotic Fish - Sister Machine Gun - Attrition - Collide - KMFDM - Threat Level 5 - Electric Hellfire Club - Dead Can Dance - Hilt - Funker Fogt - Razed In Black - Jaw - Alien Sex Fiend - Informatik - Decoded Feedback - Lost Signal - Download - Blok 57 - Pygmy Children - Terrorfakt - Revolting Cocks - The Strand - Die Warsaw - Psychic TV - Yelworc - Cat Rapes Dog - Coil - Executive Slacks - Cyberaktif - Psyche - Suicide Commando - Snog - Pop Will Eat Itself - Beborn Beton - Dessau - H3llb3nt - Voodou - The Cure - Specimen - Hungry Lucy - Luxt - Diatribe - Schnitt Acht - Controlled Bleeding - Terminal Sect - Diablo Syndrome - Sara Noxx - DeVision - Swamp Terrorists - Chemlab - Grim Faeries - Das Ich - Murder Inc - Depeche Mode - Haloblack - RX - Chris Connelly - Sheep On Drugs - Horsey - David Bowie - Nine Inch Nails - Cubanate - TransMutator - Oomph! - Think About Mutation - Coptic Rain - 1000 Homo Djs - Pailhead - Lead Into Gold - Excessive Force - PTP - Dive - Vampire Rodents - Joy Division - Erasure - Scorn - The Tear Garden - Genesis P-Orridge - Belle Morte - Switchblade Symphony - The Faint - Ladytron - T.O.Y - Fixmer McCarthy - Y-LUK-O - and many more...

Movies:

Equilibrium - Labyrinth - Inuyasha - Vampire Hunter D - The Matrix - Secretary - Donnie Darko - Lord Of The Rings - Blade - Interview With The Vampire - Nowhere - The Lost Boys - Sid & Nancy - Clockwork Orange - Evil Dead 1&2 - Army Of Darkness - Bram Stoker's Dracula - Twilight Of The Dark Master - Edward Scissorhands - The Crow - SLC Punk - The Doom Generation - American Psycho - Ichi the Killer - Versus - Legend - Pirates Of The Caribbean - May - The Hunger - Splendor - The Prophecy - Beetlejuice - Brotherhood of the Wolf - The Nightmare Before Christmas - Ju-On - 28 Days Later - Memento - Lost Highway - The Company of Wolves - Wicked City - Requiem for a Dream - Gozu - Ninja Scroll - Zatoichi - Aragami - Boondock Saints - Roadracers - The Lost Boys - The Chronicles of Riddick - Hellboy - and many more...

Television:

Inuyasha - 24 - Desperate Housewives, YES I KNOW it's ridiculous - and those shows about murderers/serial killers and their victims!

Books:

Well, does Johnny the Homicidal Maniac count? I really don't read books, not sure why... I would much rather sleep :)

Heroes:

Hmmm... after much consideration, I'm gonna have to say NO ONE.

My Blog

Don’t you just hate that!

Well, crap... I had this HUGE blog almost ready to post and it got deleted! STUPID COMPUTER :)So here's the short version... lucky you if you're reading this... hehehe :)Bought a house in April... sti...
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 08:57:00 PST

I'm still alive...

A few weeks ago I bought the extended edition of Underworld and the lady CARDED me to see if I was at least seventeen! Then a few days later I almost got carded again when buying Akira for Wade! Now, ...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 04:25:00 PST

Absent, but always in my heart...

It has been a long time since I have 'needed' anyone. I am such a different person today than I was eight years ago. That might sound silly to say, but I just never expected to look back on my younger...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I just found out this morning...

They are going to fix my car for me!!! My boyfriend's dad actually works at a body shop (for 30 years now), so I had my car transferred to his shop. His manager happens to be friends with my insurance...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

On Saturday morning, at 6:30am...

I can't even believe it... I wrecked my car. I was driving to work with my boyfriend... never noticed any road conditions, in fact I had just driven home from Fusion an hour before... when I turned...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

You'll never know...

I really don't like to complain, I don't like to feel sad, I don't like to let people know I hurt. Sometimes pain is overwhelming. Sometimes you just can't hold it back anymore... and the tears come o...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST